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i'm alive

i could just drive forever
10 miles over the speed limit
volume up so loud my ears crackle and my speakers crunch
fuck that support goup
yelling to the music
"i'm trying to show you how much you mean as days fade and nights grow we all go cold"
coming out of the darkness
into a more beautiful place of freedom
air on my face
one hand on the wheel
faster faster
if i could live like this forever
i'd truly be free
but for now
i'll settle for being very much alive

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xoxoz

hair dye, dreams, and coming back to mcr

have some dye in hair now. inferno by manic panic. its a red orange-y color. hope it'll look good, i got the dye about 3 years ago but hair dye doesn't really expire so that's good. it was white before this so the red will be very vibrant.

had a dream that this girl I was crushing on last year, Via, was writing suggestive messages on my drawing and we were in the program I was in last month. the showers in the program were really nice but there were no doors. I don't know how to describe it. it was interesting. I think it's because my dad saw Via's parents last night.

had class this morning.

boring update

class at 12, it's about 10 now.
parents got me a bracelet with a charm that said "FUED", or fuck you eating disorder. I like it a lot.
Lola, my dog is so funny. I don't know why but she's just so funny
spray painted some of my overalls;. i make stencils sometimes so i stenciled a black recovery symbol onto my denim overalls and a green vagina on my white overalls. looks awesome!
did not sleep well last night. had a lot of energy and couldn't fall asleep.
that's all i have to say for now i think.
xoxoz

late night and boredom

last night i got home at 2:30 am. so tiered. dylan slept over.that was nice.

i have two chapters of reading for tomorrow's class. and studying for a quiz on tuesday. but i can't focus so it;s not getting done.

i also need to clean my room but i'm too tiered for that. but dyl and i slept till noon or so and it's 4 now so i would feel bad sleeping THAT much.

i need to have pm snack soon

wishing i had more energy and things to do and structure. being out of highschool is really hard for me because theres no structure and no one to walk you through

my friend katie is away at college but her

Birthday review

Hey guys!
My 19th bday was ok. Not excellent but ok. It was pretty quiet.
I slept in a little and stuff. I got a package my mom ordered from my favorite etsy shop, themutantcircus, there was a cool skirt I'm wearing now with spikes, neon green lace and a patch and leather on the back. It's hard to explain. But it's cool! There were also some tee shirts and a cool skirt that wasn't a tee shirt. Dad and I went to the garment district (in cambridge) where I picked up some white overall shorts, a skull tee shirt and a BIG sweater. Then we went out for dumplings.

Update from the car

I'm sitting in the car. It's so hot! I don't know how to open the windows more. I brought my school stuff. I should be studying. But idk how. Thanks everyone for bringing this site back even if it isn't as active as it was before. It was REALLY active.

I'm very excited for my 19th brithday tomorrow. For most of the day I have things like school and some Dr appts. But on Saturday we're going to the donkey show! I've been before and it's so much fun! It's a theater production of midsummer's night dream. But disco style. And it's immersive so the show is happening all around you.

im supposed to be studying...

i really should be studying for psych so i'll make this quick

i was looking through my google docs and cleaning stuff out and found THIS and i DYED it was so funny!
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Fishy Frank and Gillard

Fishy Frank and Gillard live in the sea of emo tears. Fishy Frank has tattoos all over his scales and a hook through his lip. Gillard has a very dark dyed spiny fin.
“Gillard! We’re gonna be late!” Fishy Frank yelled into Gillard’s section of the coral reef
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thats

daily highlights!

weddings, boyfriend on vacation, low on money and overalls

daily highlights!

weddings, boyfriend on vacation, low on money and overalls

I'm tierd but good day

hair cut and first day of classes

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