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I don't know why but I really want to hug a killjoy. REALLY BADLY!!!!!! We should have hug a killjoy day, where we have a big hug :3
I must look really weird right now
- Z


I don't know why but I really want to hug a killjoy. REALLY BADLY!!!!!! We should have hug a killjoy day, where we have a big hug :3
I must look really weird right now
- Z

I think I'm in love

I'm serious guys. I'm in love. But not with one person in particular, but all of you killjoys. You guys just keep fighting and never give up. That takes so much courage and the fact that I can identify as the same of all of you makes me feel so happy and strong. Even after our role models, our leaders, our band backed off, we keep fighting. We are just such a close community, we deserve to be strong. So keep being strong and keep it up. I love you all.
Sing it for the world
Sing it for the world
- Z

More science

Apparently I am still bored and killing joy

Science class

I think this is wrong but at least It's MCR!


Hello everyone,
I'm in school right now. And I'm taking a fairly large step. Last night, at my gay straight alliance, there was a play by True Colors. One scene stuck with me. In the scene, a kid who's name was Mar was transgender and writing a letter to their parents. Other cast members ran around and stuck sticky notes on Mar that said things like "you're strong" and "you can do it." I cried a bit at that scene, and I'm not much of a cryer.
I talked to Mar afterwards and we are becoming friends. Mar is the same age as me, and a-gendered.

What's up

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I just posted a blog (I think) but I'm SO bored! I live in MA, but I'm in florida now. And I had to leave my closest friend, Iris at home. Iris is a Epiphone Les Paul, and she's a beauty. Just changed the strings a little while ago too. I miss her so much! I've been writing songs like crazy so I can have fun with her when I get home, but it's killing me to be away from her for so long! I wish I wasn't here right now. It's painful.


Hey there fellow killjoys,
I keep on thinking that I want to do music when I have to choose a career path. MCR has taught me what music means, and how it can effect a person and make everything okay. I want to be able to help people like they helped me. Because I am far from "normal." I want other people to understand that they really aren't all that screwed up, and even if they are they are perfect. MCR is still helping people and changing lives. I hope to do that too. Any tips on how to start a band when my friends don't play music? I already write songs too :)
Thanks for reading/responding

The only hope for me is you

Today in spanish class I was on the verge of tears. I was singing "the light behind your eyes" to myself subconsciously and then came "one day I’ll lose this fight as we fade in the dark just remember you will always burn as bright be strong and hold my hand time becomes for us you’ll understand we’ll say goodbye today and we’re sorry how it ends this way." I kept singing, but really slow and really quiet because it made me so sad. But then I remembered the whole band, how they'd want me to be strong. The only hope for me is them, but are they really gone?