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There's a girl...

Hey guys. So, I already posted today, but oh well.
As I said before, I just entered high school. And I already met a girl I'm beginning to like "in that way." she has red hair and glasses, and when I first met her she was wearing a Green Day shirt (Metallica today). I don't know what it is, but I feel this pull towards her. I'm not sure if I should act on it or not. For now, I'm planning on just being friends for a while, so I can get a better feel for weather she's lesbian or some variation or straight. Any advice on how to find out if she's gay? Ask her out yay or nay and when?
- Z

Long Time No Post... What's Up?

Hey there, MCRmy. This is Z :3 I haven't really been on all summer. Ops. But now I'm back in school, my freshman year at the public high school. So I'll be on here a ton now. Any recs for good MCR fics?
I'm actually doing okay for once. I get these periods of times, where (this is a secret of mine, but since I know none of you in person I'll say it) I feel REALLY masculine. To the point where I question my gender and wonder why I'm in a girl body instead of a male one. And then there are days like today when I'm a slightly masculine female. This is what feels normal.


Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear ray
Happy birthday to you

To a guitar god, you ROCK!!!!! Love ya Ray :))

Dyed my hair

It was pillarbox red by manic panic. Didn't turn out very red, more orange as you can see. It's okay I don't mind it for the time being, but soon I'n dying it RED. can't wait, love dying hair :)

Warped Tour!!!

Yesterday was warped tour and it was SO AWESOME!! Tons of people were wearing MCR merch :3 I also got involved in a circle pit, mosh pit, wall of death (for The Used, so fun!), and crowd surfed twice. I got to see bands I look up to and run around with hardly any clothes on yay! Only bad thing was this old guy stuck his hands up my bikini top and I didn't notice for a while and then I did and was all like "what the fuck you doing there?" and ran away but it's hard to run away from someone when they have their hands up your shirt :( excluding the last con, BEST FUCKING DAY EVERRRR!

Eating feels... Wrong

Hey guys.
So I had an eating problem similar to anorexia about 7 months ago. And I think it's coming back. I've been super depressed and I get so mad at myself when I eat more than 700 calories. I can't stand how fucking fat I am and I wish I could just tear it all off of my body. I hate myself and I don't know what to do :(


4 mins until FOOD TIME! so fucking bored in social studies, wuzzup with u guys? 3.30 mins uggggghhhhhhhh

I'm Not Really All That Okay

I don't even know any more... I get these really intense highs and lows. Like, my dr. thinks I'm bipolar highs and lows. I have been on this great high for about four days now. But I saw that Mikey said that he "hates unicorns" and something snapped. Something wasn't right in me. It should have been a little thing, but for some reason it was huge and hit me hard. Falling into depression seems like such an easy thing to do for me. Sometimes depression feels easier because if you're depressed and down, you don't really have to hide it because you know it's not worth trying.

MCR poem (like it?)

You can cry all you like
but you will never take my life
because I am not afraid to keep on living
even if I have to walk this world alone
I promise I will stay
even when I don’t love you like I did yesterday
Turn off the light,
so long and goodnight
we’ll carry on
and sing it out out for the ones that’ll hate our guts
Life ain’t just a joke
but we’re still laughing.
Mama, we’re all gonna die,
but if you promise not to cry
I promise I will save the world
Cause no one wants to die
you’ll never break me
Put this spike in my heart and
do or die, you’ll never make me
because the world will never

I'm clearly passionate about women's rights...

It irritates me how people use women and girls. And I'm not just talking about trafficking or rape or anything physical (although that does agitate me as well). I'm pissed off by the way people talk about our gender. Some people think we are only looks. They listen to our pretty voices, and look at our butts and think that's all we are. A lot of people, at least. It's so annoying. We're treated equal for the most part, except for those guys who still feel as though they can't interact with the color pink because it's "a girl color." Why do the colors matter?