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Eating feels... Wrong

Hey guys.
So I had an eating problem similar to anorexia about 7 months ago. And I think it's coming back. I've been super depressed and I get so mad at myself when I eat more than 700 calories. I can't stand how fucking fat I am and I wish I could just tear it all off of my body. I hate myself and I don't know what to do :(

SO CLOSE!!!

4 mins until FOOD TIME! so fucking bored in social studies, wuzzup with u guys? 3.30 mins uggggghhhhhhhh

I'm Not Really All That Okay

I don't even know any more... I get these really intense highs and lows. Like, my dr. thinks I'm bipolar highs and lows. I have been on this great high for about four days now. But I saw that Mikey said that he "hates unicorns" and something snapped. Something wasn't right in me. It should have been a little thing, but for some reason it was huge and hit me hard. Falling into depression seems like such an easy thing to do for me. Sometimes depression feels easier because if you're depressed and down, you don't really have to hide it because you know it's not worth trying.

MCR poem (like it?)

You can cry all you like
but you will never take my life
because I am not afraid to keep on living
even if I have to walk this world alone
I promise I will stay
even when I don’t love you like I did yesterday
Turn off the light,
so long and goodnight
we’ll carry on
and sing it out out for the ones that’ll hate our guts
Life ain’t just a joke
but we’re still laughing.
Mama, we’re all gonna die,
but if you promise not to cry
I promise I will save the world
Cause no one wants to die
you’ll never break me
Put this spike in my heart and
do or die, you’ll never make me
because the world will never

I'm clearly passionate about women's rights...

It irritates me how people use women and girls. And I'm not just talking about trafficking or rape or anything physical (although that does agitate me as well). I'm pissed off by the way people talk about our gender. Some people think we are only looks. They listen to our pretty voices, and look at our butts and think that's all we are. A lot of people, at least. It's so annoying. We're treated equal for the most part, except for those guys who still feel as though they can't interact with the color pink because it's "a girl color." Why do the colors matter?

Obituary on MCR

Hey guys,
I have a school project that requires 5 artifacts of literature and one of mine is an obituary. I'm doing my project on MCR. How's it sound?

My Chemical Romance was a band formed in New Jersey, October of 2001. But on March 22, 2013, this life-saving band had a downfall. This blog post was posted on the official website by the band itself:
“Being in this band for the past 12 years has been a true blessing. We've gotten to go places we never knew we would. We've been able to see and experience things we never imagined possible.

ugh drama

Ok, so my life is chaotic right now and I really just need to vent on some incidents that took place today.
I've been dating this boy for about a year now. He will not be named because he is also a killjoy, and I believe he would appreciate to be kept anonymous. Anyways, he's had a very difficult life so far. He's 14, transgendered (biologically female), his mother gave birth to him when she was 14, and he's a foster child. Recently, he's been bouncing between hospitals and group homing programs. Apparently, while he was in a program, he did *stuff* with some boy he met there.

Hugs

I don't know why but I really want to hug a killjoy. REALLY BADLY!!!!!! We should have hug a killjoy day, where we have a big hug :3
I must look really weird right now
- Z

Hugs

I don't know why but I really want to hug a killjoy. REALLY BADLY!!!!!! We should have hug a killjoy day, where we have a big hug :3
I must look really weird right now
- Z

I think I'm in love

I'm serious guys. I'm in love. But not with one person in particular, but all of you killjoys. You guys just keep fighting and never give up. That takes so much courage and the fact that I can identify as the same of all of you makes me feel so happy and strong. Even after our role models, our leaders, our band backed off, we keep fighting. We are just such a close community, we deserve to be strong. So keep being strong and keep it up. I love you all.
Sing it for the world
Sing it for the world
- Z

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