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Future Update

Hey all,
I've been thinking a ton about what I want to do with my life. All I know now is I want to help people and I want to be happy with whatever it is I'm doing. I hope this means music. My music is my life, it's my DNA, my voice, every cell in me is made for music. It's how I cope and survive. I want people to be able to relate to my lyrics. For people to smile because of me. To same lives. To make someone put down the blade. To make a life worth living. To be someone's MCR. And if I can't do something that makes me happy, why bother? Sure, I would have an income.

A lot on my plate

So much is going on now.
Since my life with my brother isn't going too well. I could a) move in with my aunt and stay in the same school b) go to boarding school or least likely c) move to san francisco and live with friends but my parents don't really want me to got that far away. I am most likely moving in with my aunt when she moves back to my town then going to boarding school next year. It's a lot though. I feel so dark all the time. I will survive though, I know I'll get through this. I have to.
How are you guys? I haven't been here in quite a while.
- Z

A lot on my plate

So much is going on now.
Since my life with my brother isn't going too well. I could a) move in with my aunt and stay in the same school b) go to boarding school or least likely c) move to san francisco and live with friends but my parents don't really want me to got that far away. I am most likely moving in with my aunt when she moves back to my town then going to boarding school next year. It's a lot though. I feel so dark all the time. I will survive though, I know I'll get through this. I have to.
How are you guys? I haven't been here in quite a while.
- Z

A lot on my plate

So much is going on now.
Since my life with my brother isn't going too well. I could a) move in with my aunt and stay in the same school b) go to boarding school or least likely c) move to san francisco and live with friends but my parents don't really want me to got that far away. I am most likely moving in with my aunt when she moves back to my town then going to boarding school next year. It's a lot though. I feel so dark all the time. I will survive though, I know I'll get through this. I have to.
How are you guys? I haven't been here in quite a while.
- Z

New hair/Gabbi

I dyed/cut my hair and this is my friend Gabbi. Sorry I haven't been on in a while. Home drama and school work has come up. Inbox me :)
- Z

I Can't Let Go

I’ve tried letting go of you for so long. And I am so tired of it.
Dating others does not help me move on, nor does losing contact with you or trying my hardest to stop thinking of you. Nothing works. So I decided to stop trying to let go of you, and just except that I’m not over you.
I can relate to Mayday Parade’s song, Miserable At Best. Especially the line “I miss the lips that made my fly.”
Do you remember? When I would smile so large while we kissed that we would have to stop for a moment? What about halloween? You must remember that.

for the broken, the beaten and the damned

Hey all,
So many of you guys seem sad and lost. Keep your chin up, killjoys, and don't forget to make some noise! You ARE loveable and most definitely loved. I love all of you, and if you ever feel even a little bit off, inbox me. This isn't a request, it's an order. You all mean so much to me, I don't want one person on this site to feel off, sad, depressed, angry, lost, nothing. No more of the negative emotions. You are so beautiful and you are so worth it in every way. I'm your listening friend. I'm always here. Please, talk to me.
never let them take the light behind your eyes
xoxo
- Z
ps

personal Narrative essay on MCR (for school)

I ran through the door, glee clear on my face. I had just seen my dad’s band, Waiting For Neil, perform and a had great night. Nothing could ruin it. Or so I thought. I flopped down onto my laptop and logged into Facebook, where I had one notification. I clicked on it, to find that Rosie had left a comment on my wall. It read “Have you heard about MCR yet?”
Suddenly, a gush of fear washed over me. My Chemical Romance, my favorite band, my life. What could be wrong? A thousand thought san trough my head, had one of them died? Was something wrong with their family? Were they hurt?

Missing You...

Hey guys,
Haven't posted in a few days. Longish time I guess. Not really.
Anyways, homecoming was on Saturday. It was okay, I wore a suit and Monica wore a 50's dress. I like Monica a lot, and people were awww-ing over our slow dances. We were the cute lesbian couple. But something felt a little bit off, a tiny bit wrong. I don't think we're right. She's cute and prefect and beautiful, but she doesn't have that edge. She's missing a flaw.

Homecoming Help?

hey, so homecoming is tomorrow. I'm going with my girlfriend and I want it to be really special for her. Do any of you have any thoughts on how I can make her night perfect?
She's wearing a super light mint green 50's style dress and I'm wearing a casual suit-thing. Meaning black skinny jeans, a white button down shirt and a black blazer. It's really thrown together, but I have no money.
Thanks for any information you have :)
- Z

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