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First day back

I'm back at school. After 21 school days absent, I'm back. And shit, I am wicked nervous. I just wanna get out of this fucking place nothing matters anyways. I don't wanna....
- Z

WARPED TOUR

I GOT MY FUCKING WARPED TOUR TICKETS SO FUCKING EXCITED CAN'T MAIT OH MY GERARD!!!
- Z

For the love of XxstraightjacketxX, reblog

Straightjacket, we miss you so much please come back and talk to us again, I miss you so much and you've touched so many hearts. You've helped me through so much, please let us help you. Please, you're my best friend

COSMIC CONSTELLATION (Z)

This will make you smile, trust me

This song makes me so happy, it's wicked funky and if you watch the video it's actually super funny in the way that we don't jump out from behind walls. Love the Bee Gees!
-Z

Where's straightjacket?

Hey, has anyone talked to straightjacket recently? It's been a week and she's not on skype either, getting worried...
- Z

Where's straightjacket?

Hey, has anyone talked to straightjacket recently? It's been a week and she's not on skype either, getting worried...
- Z

I want to make a difference

Hey there killjoys,
I've been thinking a lot recently; what am I doing with my life? I'm literally sitting in front of my computer every fucking day, letting time wash away. I don't want that to be me anymore. I want to change something, make someone's life better. I don't want to learn to drive because I don't want to be like the rest of society, polluting the only chance of life we have. I love working with people rights and social justice. I have to complete a 100 hour project that I create for girl scouts, so I am going to do something special.

I Don't know if I want a relationship

Hey guys,
As the title says, I'm not sure I can do relationships right now. I've been doing better but I'm still not quite there yet. I want to focus on my treatment. But how do I tell my partner? They have a link to this website, so they may stumble upon this blog. But they've only had one relationship before me, and it was a bad one. I don't want to hurt them. I REALLY don't. This person is such a sweet heart, I just don't think I can do it right now. Do you guys have any advice on what I should do? thanks
xoxo - Z

Update

Hey guys,
First off, I GOT A FUCKING TUMBLR: http://zzombieyum.tumblr.com/
Also, I've officially been in my day program for 1/4 weeks (if I don't extend). And I love it. DBT is super helpful and, I can't believe I'm FINALY saying this.... I THINK I'M GETTING BETTER!!! I'm so happy, I didn't do the thing I'm not allowed to mention at all last week and I'm really happy about that!
Also I had this really great talk with my therapist about gender. I told her that I'm gender fluid but I wasn't born this way and I was worried about that.

I'm gonna be out of school for a while

Hey guys,

So, I'm gonna be out of school for a while. On December 30th, five days a week, 9-3, I'll be at Mclean's DBT (dialectical behavioral therapy) day program. The program is four weeks long, so I won't be in school or online much during January. Hopefully this will help me get better and know what to do when I feel unsafe. I'll try to check my messages as much as I can.

xoxo - Z

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