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I wish it was like it was before

I was just looking at the old website on this website that lets you view and use websites with past formats. Then I started watching videos from 2003. It made me miss them so bad. On their old website, they were posting all the time about shows. Gerard was advertising a "21+ album release show, grab your bat repellant and your eyeliner." They were also advertising an "MCR street team." I wish that they still interacted with us like that, when they were still a new band and figuring stuff out.

J. Again.

I’m kind of freaking out. It probably sounds like no big deal. But to me, it’s everything. I was scrolling around Facebook today, when I saw someone I’ve been trying to forget. It was under the “recommended friends” or something like that. The profile picture was of a hooded kid with super thick eyeliner and a Chelsea grin drawn on his face with red lipstick. The name read “Ben St Pierre.” It was him. J. J had made a new Facebook. He changes his name a lot. When I met him, it was Alysa, then Al, then Jason, then J, then Bert, and now Ben. But I always stuck with J for some reason.

Movie soundtrack challenge

YOUR LIFE AS MOVIE [SOUNDTRACKS]

So here's what you do;
1.Go to your music player
2.Put it on shuffle
3.For each scene, press the next button and so on.
DON'T CHEAT!!

Here's what I got;

Opening credits:
House of wolves - Bring Me The Horizon

Waking up:
Hell Above - Pierce The Veil

First Day of school:
Injection - Rise Against

Fighting:
You're So Creepy (acoustic) - Ghost Town

Breaking Up:
Dr. Doctor (acoustic) - Ghost town

Prom:
Diamonds aren't forever - Bring Me The Horizon

Life is good:
Men Are All The Same - The Used

Mental Breakdown:
Vices - Silverstein

Driving:
Dizzy - Jimmy Eat World

XxstraightkjacketxX

I always wonder, when you grow up and you’re famous, will you talk to me? If I come to a meet and greet, and I say “Hey, remember me? It’s Z.” will you smile at me then the way you smile at me now? This probably sounds like a really stupid concept, but I can’t stop thinking about it. I Don’t want us to be nothing. Friendships fade, but I don’t want you to leave me. My biggest fear is what if by the time I have the money to fly out and see you, you’ll have forgotten me. I know I sound pathetic right now. It’s just that You’re the best thing in my life right now.
xoxo
- Z

Going to camp

Camp starts on July 20th. That's 6 days!!! I will be a CIT at Pleasant Valley Camp. I'm so excited! This will be my fourth year at PVC, and I'm so happy to start giving back to my camp. CITs have more responsibilities than campers. Like we have to do all the dishes, sort the mail, and we have to watch the campers when the councilors go to meetings. I was nervous at first at being a CIT, because of the ugly CIT completion, which is when the campers put on "ugly" makeup and clothes on the CIT's. Then they give the CIT an ugly personality to teach the kids that there's more to ugly than looks.

Hey guys!

Hey all,
sorry I haven't been on for a while. But I'm back! I'm going off to camp on the 20th. I'll be a CIT, so that's exciting.
In response to StraightJacket's blog, you saw that I took a screen shot of all the snapchats you sent me where you weren't wearing makeup. You know why? Because you're beautiful. You're the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes on and I am not kidding. You are the reason I keep going.
I hope everyone is having a good summer, I'm going to a therapeutic school in september, I'nm happy about this and hopeful that this year will go ok.
lots and lots of love,

the gender machine

heres a poem i wrote hope you enjoy :)
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The washing machine goes round and round. The colors blend together. The funny thing about the washing machine, is the colors are my gender.
I wish I had sorted my colors out many years ago. Because now a days, all you can say, is it’s a phase, that I don’t know.
Maybe it’s true, that I don’t have a clue if I’m green or red or blue. But may I ask why? Do I have to try? I’m simply a beautiful freaking rainbow.
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xoxo
-Z

the gender machine

heres a poem i wrote hope you enjoy :)
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The washing machine goes round and round. The colors blend together. The funny thing about the washing machine, is the colors are my gender.
I wish I had sorted my colors out many years ago. Because now a days, all you can say, is it’s a phase, that I don’t know.
Maybe it’s true, that I don’t have a clue if I’m green or red or blue. But may I ask why? Do I have to try? I’m simply a beautiful freaking rainbow.
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xoxo
-Z

Dying... Again

had to leave during 1st block because I was sad. I'm such a wuss. The day started off good, a little rocky but I was over all ok. Now all I can think about is the song "sarcasm" by Get Scared. I want to destroy myself. Ip myself into tiny little pieces until there's nothing less.
I want to go home.
I could go home, all I would need to do is tell Mrs. DeRocher that I feel like a slug with salt being slowly dropped on it's back. one grain at a time. I feel like today I'm just going to get worse and WORSE and WORST. And I can't stop it here.
Also, I want to use my safety box.

Gerard

Happy birthday Gerard!
Lots of love from the MCRmy, good luck with everything!
xoxo
-Z

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