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Why am I sad?

I'm so sad I don't know why. I haven't played guitar in months and so I decided to pick it up again and I sounded awful. Guitar meant/means everything to me. The fact that I've degraded so much was really upsetting. Then Adam's song came on, and I know I should have skipped it, I knew it would make me feel worse. But I listened anyways, and it just took me back to those days when I really seriously wanted to end it and now I'm crying in the music room over broken memories and I don't know why.
xoxo
-Z

Through The Years

In poetry class today, we wrote poems about our years.This is the one I wrote. I'm open to answer any questions. On a side note, I do say "retard" at one point. This is not to be offensive (my own brother has special needs, I'd never use it like that). It's because kids used to call me retarded back then.
Anyways hope you like it :)
xoxo
- Z
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Through The Years

6 was lasting friendships
7 was behind a locked door
8 was a big sister
9 was a weirdo
10 was a retard
11 was a step up into hell
12 was 57 Harry Potter posters
13 a rainbow flag
14 was a single letter
15 was a comforting StraightJacket

Love Triangle Skit

This is a little skit I'm writing as an assignment in my Shakespeare class. It's pretty much done and I was wondering what you guys think of it. It's about a love triange between Jenson, Alex and Clemintina.
Enjoy!
xoxo
- Z
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Jenson: I’m so in love!!!!!!!1!!!
Alex: Who is it this time?
Jenson: Her name’s Clementina, She works at the smoothie place and smiled at me! She’s so into me she was hitting on me so hard!
Alex: (Oh No man!! I love you, baby boo!!!Don’t go out with her…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) oh that girl? I know her mom but ya that’s great man, she sounds super you.
Jenson: yea I’m going out with her Friday night, we’re going to the baseball game… what should I wear?
Alex: How about a baseball jersey and a hat. And your earring, that would be MEGACOOL (More like mega HOTTTTT)
Jenson: You’re a dork, you know that?

Love Triangle Skit

This is a little skit I'm writing as an assignment in my Shakespeare class. It's pretty much done and I was wondering what you guys think of it. It's about a love triange between Jenson, Alex and Clemintina.
Enjoy!
xoxo
- Z
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Jenson: I’m so in love!!!!!!!1!!!
Alex: Who is it this time?
Jenson: Her name’s Clementina, She works at the smoothie place and smiled at me! She’s so into me she was hitting on me so hard!
Alex: (Oh No man!! I love you, baby boo!!!Don’t go out with her…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) oh that girl? I know her mom but ya that’s great man, she sounds super you.
Jenson: yea I’m going out with her Friday night, we’re going to the baseball game… what should I wear?
Alex: How about a baseball jersey and a hat. And your earring, that would be MEGACOOL (More like mega HOTTTTT)
Jenson: You’re a dork, you know that?

I'm 16..?

Hey guys! Happy sunday morning :)
Today's my 16th birthday, it's really weird. I just changed my age from 15 to 16 in my about me!!!!!!!!!!!
On my FaceBook, my mom posted a video of Gerard jumping out of a cake singing Happy Birthday lol thanks mom XD
XOXO
- Z

Read It.

So last night I was on tumblr and my dash was all about the milk fic again. It keeps coming up and I still had no clue what it was. So, I called my very good friend, Katie, who is a Panic at the Disco! super fan. She described the story, and it was sufficiently weird. So I hung up the phone and went and read it.

What the fuck.

I though OUR fandom was weird! I guess it's just bandoms in general. It's amazing the guys have enough time for the band with all the sex they're having...

I'm in English now. Just two hours left at school. THat's the one thing I don't like too much is we have such a long day. We go until 3 and I get home at 4. Before I got out at 2:17 with a 15 min bus ride. But over all, Natick High SUCKED so it's okay.

xoxo
- Z

I can't stop laughing

WHAT EVEN WHY IS THIS SO AMUSING!?!?!?!?

Birthday soon...

Hey guys. My birthday is coming up, next sunday. The 14th. It's weird, I'm gonna be 16.... I know it doesn't sound that old and many of you on here are older. I'm going to start drivers ed soon. I could've started earlier but I was really anxious about that. Me behind the wheel. What??? I was scared that I'd get upset and hit something. But drivers ed, here I come anyways. Also, once I'm 16, I only have two more years until I'm 18. I don't want to grow up. I really don't. I know that once I'm 18, I'll still be a kid. But I'll be a kid with responsibilities. I filled out 4 job applications already. Claire's (a jewelry/accessory store for 12 year olds...

All the truths

1. Real Name? Zack Mae Peverill-Conti

2. If you could change your name? Z (go by it)

3. Obsessions? Music, bands, my guitars

4. Male or Female? neither and both

5. Elementary School? Memorial Elementary

6. Middle School? Kennedy Middle

7. High School? Natick High (9), Beacon High (current)

8. Want to go to college? I think so

9. Natural Hair color? Medium brown (what it is now)

10. Tall or Short? Short. 5'1.5

11. Sweats or Jeans? jeans

12. Phone or Camera? phone

13. Health Freak? nope

14. Orange or Apple? apple

15. Do you have a crush on someone? Not sure

16. Eat or Drink? Both

17. Ever broken a bone? nope

18. Pepsi or Coke? pepsi

19. Been in an airplane? yah

20. Been in a relationship? I lost count a while ago

21. Been in a car accident? nah

22. Caused a fight? not as far as I know

OTHER THINGS

24. Best Friend? 1) Eleanor 2) Savannah 3) Katie

25. First friend you ever made? Rachel and Silka (pre school)

What even...

So I've been seeing my current therapist for about a year now. But before her, I had Dr. Wolozin. I started seeing her in the 2nd grade (7-8) until the summer before 9th grade. I found this note Dr. Wolozin wrote for me on 8/26/13:
1. Healing dolls
2. imitating cats
3. giddy laughing
4. selling beaded jewelry online
5. BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR
6. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
7. Learning Guitar
8. Different Haircuts
9. SCENE HAIRCUTS
10. Purple hair
11. Wearing many colored braclets
12. sims
13. Drawing on sneakers
14. Drawing on jeans
15. Writing Harry Potter Fanfiction - Draco/Hermions
16. Writing songs
17. Writing poetry
18. Potter puppet pals
19. LOSING UNDERWEAR DURING SLEEPOVERS (#3rd grade underwear land! LOL)
20. (a shit load of depressing shit that will be left out)
21. Love interests
22. Gay pride

That's what my old therapist remembers of me.
xoxo
- Z

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