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MCR Fandom

Yesterday was my friend's birthday party. She had a sleepover, but I couldn't stay over night cause I had school today and they didn't. Anyways Katie was shuffling around my iPod, and a lot of My Chem was coming on. She's mainly in the Panic! bandom. We were talking about the AP music awards, and how BVB won most dedicated fandom and MCR should have won it. Black Veil Brides do have a pretty intense fandom, but you don't stay in there for long, you know? For maybe a year. I know that there are some real, actual BVB fans. But I was one of these kids too, who are in there scene phase or just listening to "starter bands" (PTV, SWS, not necessarily 'bad' bands, but the ones everyone starts with). BVB isn't a bad fandom, most people like them at some time. They just have a different dynamic.
Think of BVB, with that rush of initial love and obsession. A rush that fades for most people.

Living in a queer world...

I surround my self in an LGBTQ world. I go to WAGLY, a queer kid group (25-40 kids a meeting) every Monday. A vast majority of my friends are queer (at least 4/5 of all my friends). My parents accept me. I go to an accepting Unitarian Universalist church. I'm on the verge of getting a girlfriend. I frequently forget about the straight world, homophobia, and assholes who don't get it. It's just such a huge part of my life, you know? I don't know my sexuality, I just know I'm queer and I date who I wanna date, usually regardless of gender. I feel like a girl one day, a guy the next. I swap lipstick and heels with chest compression in a second, and then I wear it all at the same time. It's just not a big deal for me any more, you know? People come out to me, sounding all nervous, and I would have assumed they were queer. when people make a big deal of it it's just like what? It's just loving whoever. Whenever I see guys I somehow always assume that guys are girls in guy's clothing.

Why am I sad?

I'm so sad I don't know why. I haven't played guitar in months and so I decided to pick it up again and I sounded awful. Guitar meant/means everything to me. The fact that I've degraded so much was really upsetting. Then Adam's song came on, and I know I should have skipped it, I knew it would make me feel worse. But I listened anyways, and it just took me back to those days when I really seriously wanted to end it and now I'm crying in the music room over broken memories and I don't know why.
xoxo
-Z

Through The Years

In poetry class today, we wrote poems about our years.This is the one I wrote. I'm open to answer any questions. On a side note, I do say "retard" at one point. This is not to be offensive (my own brother has special needs, I'd never use it like that). It's because kids used to call me retarded back then.
Anyways hope you like it :)
xoxo
- Z
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Through The Years

6 was lasting friendships
7 was behind a locked door
8 was a big sister
9 was a weirdo
10 was a retard
11 was a step up into hell
12 was 57 Harry Potter posters
13 a rainbow flag
14 was a single letter
15 was a comforting StraightJacket

Love Triangle Skit

This is a little skit I'm writing as an assignment in my Shakespeare class. It's pretty much done and I was wondering what you guys think of it. It's about a love triange between Jenson, Alex and Clemintina.
Enjoy!
xoxo
- Z
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Jenson: I’m so in love!!!!!!!1!!!
Alex: Who is it this time?
Jenson: Her name’s Clementina, She works at the smoothie place and smiled at me! She’s so into me she was hitting on me so hard!
Alex: (Oh No man!! I love you, baby boo!!!Don’t go out with her…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) oh that girl? I know her mom but ya that’s great man, she sounds super you.
Jenson: yea I’m going out with her Friday night, we’re going to the baseball game… what should I wear?
Alex: How about a baseball jersey and a hat. And your earring, that would be MEGACOOL (More like mega HOTTTTT)
Jenson: You’re a dork, you know that?

Love Triangle Skit

This is a little skit I'm writing as an assignment in my Shakespeare class. It's pretty much done and I was wondering what you guys think of it. It's about a love triange between Jenson, Alex and Clemintina.
Enjoy!
xoxo
- Z
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Jenson: I’m so in love!!!!!!!1!!!
Alex: Who is it this time?
Jenson: Her name’s Clementina, She works at the smoothie place and smiled at me! She’s so into me she was hitting on me so hard!
Alex: (Oh No man!! I love you, baby boo!!!Don’t go out with her…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) oh that girl? I know her mom but ya that’s great man, she sounds super you.
Jenson: yea I’m going out with her Friday night, we’re going to the baseball game… what should I wear?
Alex: How about a baseball jersey and a hat. And your earring, that would be MEGACOOL (More like mega HOTTTTT)
Jenson: You’re a dork, you know that?

I'm 16..?

Hey guys! Happy sunday morning :)
Today's my 16th birthday, it's really weird. I just changed my age from 15 to 16 in my about me!!!!!!!!!!!
On my FaceBook, my mom posted a video of Gerard jumping out of a cake singing Happy Birthday lol thanks mom XD
XOXO
- Z

Read It.

So last night I was on tumblr and my dash was all about the milk fic again. It keeps coming up and I still had no clue what it was. So, I called my very good friend, Katie, who is a Panic at the Disco! super fan. She described the story, and it was sufficiently weird. So I hung up the phone and went and read it.

What the fuck.

I though OUR fandom was weird! I guess it's just bandoms in general. It's amazing the guys have enough time for the band with all the sex they're having...

I'm in English now. Just two hours left at school. THat's the one thing I don't like too much is we have such a long day. We go until 3 and I get home at 4. Before I got out at 2:17 with a 15 min bus ride. But over all, Natick High SUCKED so it's okay.

xoxo
- Z

I can't stop laughing

WHAT EVEN WHY IS THIS SO AMUSING!?!?!?!?

Birthday soon...

Hey guys. My birthday is coming up, next sunday. The 14th. It's weird, I'm gonna be 16.... I know it doesn't sound that old and many of you on here are older. I'm going to start drivers ed soon. I could've started earlier but I was really anxious about that. Me behind the wheel. What??? I was scared that I'd get upset and hit something. But drivers ed, here I come anyways. Also, once I'm 16, I only have two more years until I'm 18. I don't want to grow up. I really don't. I know that once I'm 18, I'll still be a kid. But I'll be a kid with responsibilities. I filled out 4 job applications already. Claire's (a jewelry/accessory store for 12 year olds...

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