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learned how to write in morse code. here's a translator in the comments. have fun.

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going to day hospital

THey're gonna send me to a partial program aka day program, day hospital,PHP (partial hospital program). I think it's gonna be the wayside one. wayside is the most ghetto treatment center. i don't want to go, i'm nearly 2 years out of treatment but i'm so fucking mad at myself for feeling urges to do this i know i need help
at least i'm not going back to the actual hospital
i'm scared.
i'm in a constant panic and rage at myself and depression
leaving school at lunch. again.
all the stuff i wanna say i can't say on this site so use your imagination if you want
i just need help, hugs and

going to day hospital

THey're gonna send me to a partial program aka day program, day hospital,PHP (partial hospital program). I think it's gonna be the wayside one. wayside is the most ghetto treatment center. i don't want to go, i'm nearly 2 years out of treatment but i'm so fucking mad at myself for feeling urges to do this i know i need help
at least i'm not going back to the actual hospital
i'm scared.
i'm in a constant panic and rage at myself and depression
leaving school at lunch. again.
all the stuff i wanna say i can't say on this site so use your imagination if you want
i just need help, hugs and

going to day hospital

THey're gonna send me to a partial program aka day program, day hospital,PHP (partial hospital program). I think it's gonna be the wayside one. wayside is the most ghetto treatment center. i don't want to go, i'm nearly 2 years out of treatment but i'm so fucking mad at myself for feeling urges to do this i know i need help
at least i'm not going back to the actual hospital
i'm scared.
i'm in a constant panic and rage at myself and depression
leaving school at lunch. again.
all the stuff i wanna say i can't say on this site so use your imagination if you want
i just need help, hugs and

Let Friends In/Playlist

I've decided I'm going to let people in. Tell my friends I need help cause things are not ok. I started by telling Ace. Then Shannon, then Blood'y Revenge. I didn't tell them what was wrong, but I told them I need support, I need a friend. And they were great :) I'm going to let Dylan in soon, since he's such a great friend I trust he'll still love me as well as take care of himself while helping me.
My friend Katie made me a really awesome mix CD I'd like to share, I can't stop listening!
1.C'mon - P!ATD & Fun.
2. The Fortunate - Cartel
3. Summer Hair = Forever Young - The Academy is...
4.

I'll take the pork chop *over the hot guy*

BEST SCENE EVER in Cain and Mabel (1936) with characters Cain (Clark Gable) and Mabel (Marion Davies).
C: Just what do you think you're doing?
M: Frying a pork chop
C: What's the idea, leaving me out there and keeping me waiting?
M: Well, I'll tell you Mr. Cain, I looked at the pork chop, and then I looked out the window at you, and I said, Me? I'll take the pork chop

now they;re just talking and making out they burnt the pork chops! she chose him over the pork chops in the end nopooooO!

gender thoughts

So I'm genderfluid. My gender changes. all the time. I usually identify as all the genders mixed up and made into the cake and I am that wonderful cake. But right now I identify much more masculine. I am something like a a teen boy who wears nail polish and eyeliner and is a little feminine sometimes. I guess that means my gender is young Andy Biersack right now
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Told one of my superviseres today. I told him I'm trans* and use they pronouns. he said he had thought so but wasn't sure if he should ask. Took it well though, which makes me feel good :)

Ace know (obviously) that I'm genderfluid

Thanks!!!

I would like to publicly thank mcrnut_89 and msunevershouldeverknow. both of them have really been there for me through a lot and you two mean so much to me for that and for being generally fantastic people :)
xoxoZ

no meds and sleepover

I'm at a sleepover with my friends. it's 9 am and I got up at 7 and the other 4 our still asleep. My hands are shaking cause I didn't take my meds last night ops :P
we discovered this movie called 666 Kreepy Kerry a while ago and we've wanted to watch it for some time cause it looked like a funny, shitty horror film. But it turned out to be a 70 min softcore gay porn with shitty acting and no plot. It was literally just buff guys touching themselves. And working out in their underwear. With boners. Didn't expect that! lol
So fucking hyper.

I have a gift of fanfic

GUYS I HAVE A VALENTINES DAY FOR YOU GUYS
WHO HERE LIKES FANFIC *raises hand*
WELL HERE YOU GO!
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1LXZETnyhw3eukh1_Cn-Tj_WJahKFzwwj0gdL...
THis is my fanfic list. there are currently 605 fanfics on it from different bandoms (fob, green day, mcr, p!atd). It also has podfic links and links to some rec lists I use.

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