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Going To Program


Hey guys
Sorry I haven't been on in a WHILE, but don't worry, I still love you all <3
So I went to my doctor and she referred me to an eating disorder doctor, since I've had rapid weight loss and I've been restricting my eating a lot.
When I got to the eating disorder doctor, she talked to me for a really long time. I told her everything. She said my calorie limit I made for myself was way too low, and my test showed I was really dehydrated, had low blood pressure and low blood sugar, and my losing nearly 10 pounds in 2.5 weeks wasn't healthy.

very exciting news!

hey guys, I have great news!!
my name change has finished processing! I just got the certification in the mail today. I am now legally Z Charlotte-Mae Peverill-Conti! I cried a lot when I opened the letter, I was so happy :) I'm finally Z in EVERY way. Just thinking of it, I'm so happy :) I posted it on facebook and I got a lot of support on there, since everyone knew how important this is to me. At the WAGLY trivia night, a lot of my friends congratulated me, which was especially nice since a lot of WAGLY kids use names that aren't their legal names, so they understand how special this is.

Lunch Blog

At lunch. I don't like lunch. There's food that makes me nervous (I tend to get anxious around food). My friend offered me to sit with gamer's club, and since I didn't really have anywhere to go I agreed. They're playing Super Smash Bros but they're yelling a lot and I don't like loud noises.
Been feeling lonely today. Actually, I've been feeling lonely in general. Been shutting people out a little and IDK why. A little bit depressed, but only a little. I'm still ok.
Sorry I haven't been online much, guys. I miss you guys <3
I don't want to be in school. I want to sleep or something.


The band that saved and gave me my life
A teenage boy climbing out of an old Mercedes
Walking through the town at night, cold hands tucked into your closest friend’s pockets
The warm hum of a four stringed heart beat
A welcoming group of 50 queer teens
A home built not only of pixels, but of a community of pure hope
The feeling of looking in the mirror, and knowing you look exactly how you feel.

Lemme Tell You About My Crush

Ok so here’s what’s happening
I have the BIGGEST crush on this kid. Their name is going to be listed as E. They’re also 17. We met at WAGLY. They really love MCR, like as much as I do, like they freaked out over my bat belt buckle and drew Mikey on a little slip of paper. Their makeup looks like Frank’s in revenge era, minus the X’s. They’re also really outgoing and smile a lot. They read my fanfic before we even met.


IT'S MY MCR BIRTHDAY1!!!!1 this day in 2013, when I was a wimpy little 8th grader, I made my account here! that was probably the best decission I ever made <3 now It's been 3 years and I still post every day, just like I did during my first and seccond year on this site. I've made so many friends here and have even met one of them irl!! this website is my home and is such a gift to be a part of. thank you all so much for making this website my home, cause without you, there would be literally nothing.
So I'm in new jersey. Car ride was fine.

Fishnets and almost site bday!

tomorrow is going to be my account's 3 year birthday!! kinda crazy. I feel like I've been part of this site my whole life. Anyways, I'll talk about it more tomorrow :)
Almost done packing for NJ. Packed fishnets (to wear under ripped jeans. looks badass), coping skills, some makeup, a mcr tee, a tee (thats a music store in Boston), my leather jacket and headphones. And other stuff but that's all that's interesting :P
Feeling a bit less sick. Still have a nasty cough, and my voice is all gravely. But Other than that I'm almost better!

Still sick

So I'm still sick. Had to stay home from school. Had to call in sick for work. I hate missing work. Hopefully I'll be better by Friday. We're going to New Jersey to visit my grandparents. We have been going to NJ for easter since my big brother was born in 1996. and MCR was there in 2001-2003ish.... we just missed them! but I bet we drove past one of their shows. Also, my grandparents live in Frenchtown NJ, which is 30-45 mins from Trenton! thats where I heard Frank lives! I never try to find his house or anything, but it's pretty cool :)
Mom brought me soup, fruit salad and some smoothies.

march 22/sick day

hey guys
so it's march 22nd. 3 years since the break up.. It's sad and all but I kinda like March 22nd. It brings everyone together. It unites everyone in mourning and supporting each other. It reminds me of how lucky we are to be together, even though our leaders aren't in charge, they handed us the responsibility of keeping the band alive. And what an honor that is.

Also, I'm sick which is NOT what I wanted to be doing today.

Snow day ramble

hey guys! so it's a snow day today. And I'm sick! sucks! Just woke up this morning with a bad cough :/ I also saw my friend yesterday so hopefully he won't get sick.
I have a lot to say for march 22nd but I'll save that for then. All I'm gonna say is keep your head up, cause in a way, it's the best day for MCR. the whole MCRmy comes together to support one another, isn't that special?
Ordered a home piercing kit. I know it's just 6 month till I'm 18, but I've wanted my lip pierced for a looooooooong time.