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I broke up with him WARNING DUB-CON

after a year, i started getting nervous about hanging out with him. I loved him, I did, but now I know I deserve more than what I'm getting right now. This is what I'm sending him, warning for dub-con:

so this isn't easy but I've been considering breaking up with you. The thing is, you've been very rough with me recently. I don't think you meant to, but you have.


Hey guys
Just saying hello since I havent been online in a while
how are you?

my fanfic reclist

hello all,
i have been working for a long time on my fanfic reclist. this is it so far: mama Z's master list if it didn't go through the filter it will be in the comments. It's at 90 fics and not nearly half way done! so if any of you are interested, please check it out and show your friends or whatever cause i'm very proud of it. it's organized with tags so you can find what you're looking for
have a good day/night :)
ps it triggered the spam, check the comments please :) :)

sorry ive been gone!

hey guys
sorry i havent posted in like a month!!! I've misssed you all so much <3
my friend salsa is sleeping next to me, we had a sleepover. I usally get up around 8 and she gets up around 12 so there's quite a gap.
Blood, if youre online ever, i know it's rough right now. i love you very much and will be sending hope your way.
hanging out with ace today
went to the beach yesterday. was a ton of fun!
thats about it. everything's kinda boring right now. im getting hunger ques again (that means feeling hungry) and I hate it cause it makes me feel like im losing.

Had A Bad

Hey guys,
so today started off good. put on a favorite outfit (big boots with chains on them, black ripped tights, little denium skirt I decorated with "rad man" in spray paint, The Used patch and a chicken bone hanging from a string, a MCR tee shirt, purple sweatshirt and spiked dog collar) and my makeup was pretty dark and on point. It was my first day back at school and I was excited to see my friends.
I got to school and everyone said hello to me, which was nice. First block went ok, we just watched a movie. But then I had to eat my morning snack.

School, BF, TCFSR, Prom

Today I was discharged from my partial program! Woo! Tomorrow I start school again, after being absent for 2 months. I'm excited to see my friends and I really need to get back to school work. The term ends on Friday and term 5 starts on Monday so at least I get a fresh start.
Ace is having a hard time. He has a lot of internal struggles but also a lot of external shit happens to him that he doesn't deserve. I wish life was easier on him.
Did you guys know tomorrow (June 8th) is the 13th anniversary of three cheers for sweet revenge's release date??? TCFSR is officially a teenager as of

Discharge + Goodbye Letter

Today at my program I found out I'm discharging to Intense Out Patient (three evenings a week, 3 hour group therapy) on Tuesday!
In group today we wrote letters saying goodbye to our eating disorders.I actually like mine and feel like it helped, so thought I'd share it with you guys.

Eating Disorder,
I've been with you since 7th grade. I knew what was happening, but was much too in love with the ways you made me feel to care that you were hurting me.You started making me feel fat and told me I couldn't eat at school. That was just the beginning.

Breakfast Ramble

Hey guys,
how are you? I haven't been online in a while. But here I am now!
At Spencer's it was buy 3 get 4 free for gauged earrings, so I took that deal! one of them are plugs with the bisexual symbol on them. Wearing that one now.
Eating breakfast. Maybe I'll start blogging while I do meals, it's a good distraction.
Have any of you heard The Curse Of Curves by Cute Is What We Aim For? I love it!!1 very pop punk

In partial/BF help?

Hey guys
I havent been online in FOREVER!!!!!!!!! its 87 F which is SUPER hot. I stepped down to my partial program and its going well. There's four of us at partial and three of us were at resi together.
Having some BF problems. I've been with my boyfriend for 11 months. I really like being near him and talking with him. But he's not over his ex and that's really bad for our relationship and for him. Also, he's very depressed a lot. I thought I could help him. I know I have a little (he told me that) but it's getting too much for me to belive I can change him.