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Rough day

It's 10:40 And already, what a day.
I have sociology in 20 mins.
I had English this morning at 9. I cried in my car in the parking lot for about 15 mins and felt frustrated, overwhelmed and anxious. I texted my mom and therapist.
When I was able to go to class, I just sat in the back of the room and cried for 15 mins. Then I felt really overwhelmed and left.
I went home. Got some hot coco as a reward for trying my best.
Then I sent my professor this email:

This is Z from your 9 am m/w/f class. I'm really sorry that I came to class late and left approximately 15 minutes later.

fucking insurance/how my day is going

hey buds!
we have bad insurance. ive been in intensive out patient (IOP) for like a month or so. im still not at my clinically decided ideal goal weight and i'm still not finishing meals at home or at program
so my insurance decided this would be a great time to suddenly kick me out of IOP.
we're appealing their decision to cut my funding. im also going to get re assessed and tht should get me two more weeks.
it's so crazy to me that they would discharge me. last week i had to supplement 2/3 nights and the other nighjt i needed extra time.
\im going to call insurance today and tell them how

the best of the best

this is a playlist I made with the best of the best songs on my itunes. check them out there's only 12 and these songs are KILLER! ps sorry ive been offline for a week or two :P

BEST OF DA BEST
- she got arrested - the interrupters
- bombs over boston - days n daze
- she's so high - everclear
- skipping stone - transit
- from here to utopia (song for the desperate) - pat the bunny (or ramshackle glory. pat is the frontman for both bands)
- you can get it if you really want - jimmy cliff
- crack rock steady - choking victim
- goodbye lulu - days n daze
- sellout song - johnny hobo and the

Just a day

On the couch. Just woke up from a nap. In half an hour I need to leave to meet with my casemaager. We usually meet during iop. I'm worried she'll have bad news.

Class was alright today.

Went out to lunch at Panera with my aunt.

I'm wearing a kilt today. With doc Martin's, a tee shirt and a leather jacket. Looks pretty good, actually. I hope shane would be proud if he still went online haha.

It's cooooold

That's all for now. I have program tonight. Trying yo get back into blogging every day again.

Xoxoz

Just a day

On the couch. Just woke up from a nap. In half an hour I need to leave to meet with my casemaager. We usually meet during iop. I'm worried she'll have bad news.

Class was alright today.

Went out to lunch at Panera with my aunt.

I'm wearing a kilt today. With doc Martin's, a tee shirt and a leather jacket. Looks pretty good, actually. I hope shane would be proud if he still went online haha.

It's cooooold

That's all for now. I have program tonight. Trying yo get back into blogging every day again.

Xoxoz

Just a day

On the couch. Just woke up from a nap. In half an hour I need to leave to meet with my casemaager. We usually meet during iop. I'm worried she'll have bad news.

Class was alright today.

Went out to lunch at Panera with my aunt.

I'm wearing a kilt today. With doc Martin's, a tee shirt and a leather jacket. Looks pretty good, actually. I hope shane would be proud if he still went online haha.

It's cooooold

That's all for now. I have program tonight. Trying yo get back into blogging every day again.

Xoxoz

Just a day

On the couch. Just woke up from a nap. In half an hour I need to leave to meet with my casemaager. We usually meet during iop. I'm worried she'll have bad news.

Class was alright today.

Went out to lunch at Panera with my aunt.

I'm wearing a kilt today. With doc Martin's, a tee shirt and a leather jacket. Looks pretty good, actually. I hope shane would be proud if he still went online haha.

It's cooooold

That's all for now. I have program tonight. Trying yo get back into blogging every day again.

Xoxoz

Just a day

On the couch. Just woke up from a nap. In half an hour I need to leave to meet with my casemaager. We usually meet during iop. I'm worried she'll have bad news.

Class was alright today.

Went out to lunch at Panera with my aunt.

I'm wearing a kilt today. With doc Martin's, a tee shirt and a leather jacket. Looks pretty good, actually. I hope shane would be proud if he still went online haha.

It's cooooold

That's all for now. I have program tonight. Trying yo get back into blogging every day again.

Xoxoz

dull kind of day

it is raining and i am sad. i do't have much motivation to do much of anything right now.
I was going to go to the library but its raining too hard.
i was going to find a way to recycle my old, ripped up and stitched back together jeans (any ideas?) but i dont know what to do with them.
i need to have lunch in 34 mins. not that anyone is counting.
math class was pretty dull. its a two hour class. we talked more about how to print our homework from the computer program we use. for an hour we talked about that. the other hour, we did two practice tests and talked about subtraction.
i burnt

I'm an adult child who may have OCD????

Hi, I haven't been on in a week or something or maybe it's been a couple days, I don't know.

Depression feels a little more manageable, and I really want to get better right now.I have 4 classes going on right now, and I intend on getting at least B's on ALL of them. If I'm in depressed and treatment for the whole semester, that's not going to happen. But my meal plan is being far from completed right now...

I've never wanted to grow up, but now I'm 19. I'm *technically* an adult.

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