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Garrett

Okay, my best friend Garrett he lives in Colorado, I live in Texas. There has been stuff about him in the last couple of blogs. He was telling me he doesn't want me to self harm and stuff, and this is what happened
Him: "Daydream about kissing the guy of your dreams instead"
Me:"Not sure how that would help when I want to self harm... but okay I wont daydream about that, I will try to think of something thats not self harm."
Him:"It would make you happy."
Me: "But it would never happen."
Him: "Sure it would"
Me: "What makes you so sure?"
Him: "They will be an adult and come find you one day"

Best friend

You know hes your best friend when he says "I would rather you mess up my relationship with my girlfriend than hurt yourself." <3

Terrible weekend

well this weekend sucked ASS.

so... FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!

Okay im so mad now.My parents wont let me go any where this weekend cause i was gone from school on monday and my teachers havent put in my grades yet D: so i have 3 low grades and cant go ANY WHERE. Like today i was gonna go to my friends house so we could have another friends surpise birthday party, but no i cant go

Why not

Have I ever:
1) Self harmed?
Yes
2) Got into a real fight?
Arguments
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed
once
4) Tried to commit suicide?
Thought about it.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
Yes, i do it a lot
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Doctor who <3
7)Talked yourself out of trouble?
Yup
8) Accused someone of using you?
no
9) Shoplifted
No
10) Gotten drunk/high?
Nope
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
No :/
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
Every day of my life
(Right now)

Me and my friend Garrets conversation

Okay well i was having a bad day and then this happened

Garrett: hug?
Me: Please?
Garrett: *hugs tight*
Me: *hugs tight* thanks
Garrett: *keeps holding on* not letting go
Me: Haha fine by me, but why?
Garrett: *keeps holding on* I cant, im afraid that if i let go you will do something stupid
Me: I wont do anything to stupid
Garrett: *squeezes* promise
Me: promise *squeezes back* promise

hes my best friend <3

-Radioactive rose

I love you guys, so dont hurt your self...

Guys don't harm your self. Life is worth living your here for a reason, your beautiful, your wonderful, and your loved by everyone on here, so don't go and make us sad by hurting your self, its not worth it, trust me. I'm going though it right now i know how you feel. The suicide thoughts, the cutting, feeling like your nothing, yeah i feel all that too, but its not worth it, so many people will try and help you cause we all care, so if you need help i guess you could come talk to me haha not that great with advice, but you have friends all around you.

My god my friends...

I have missed you guys a lot. I just haven't been on i really have been wanting to but just haven't gotten on. Well hows your life? I hope its going well for you guy.

Govner of new jersy

So today I heard that the govener of new jersy wasn't to make same sex marriage illegal I was like "really really that's not right it the way those people are he needs to learn to deal" it bothered me a lot. Homophobia is gay.

It's been a while guys miss you all keep running you guys are all beautiful and none of you need to wast your lives by killing your self <3 I may not know you but I live you guyss

Okay so green day they are making a new CD it is called its fuck time. Not sure when it's coming out but I'm excited! But my chem is still number one in my charts!!!

-Radioactive Rose

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