chemicalvijo's blog

You say you don't like my kind
A better picture in your mind
No, it don't matter what I say
I hear you bitchin' when I walk away
I'll never be what you want me to be
You tell me I'm wrong but I disagree
I aint got no apology
Just because I don't look like you
Talk like you, think like you
Judge and jury, a hangman's noose
I see them in your eyes

Good guys don't always wear white
Good guys don't always wear white

You judge a man who don't stand in line
Just because he aint on your side
You know the man who wear those shoes?
If you cut me don't I bleed like you? You know I do

I don't know what you've been told
Cant buy guts with a pot o' gold
A rich mans poor if he got no soul
Rich man, poor man, beggar man king
All that shit don't mean a thing
Do you know which one's behind those eyes?
It's all a disguise just go away

Good guys don't always wear white
Good guys don't always wear white
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah

Hey baby, whose side you on?

Yes...I am now three decades old...

Its Chrismas time, there’s no need to be afraid
Your days will be merry and rounded off by slade
You’ll be sober under the mistletoe when a beauty comes to life
Or your back will be full of holes created by my knife
I trust your heart completely, I doubt you’ll do me wrong
Cause I’d hold you down on the floor and choke you with my thong
I know you love me dearly and that I do return
If not I’ll set fire to your house and watch you slowly burn
Yes, Santa brought you pressies he brightened up your day
If you dump me I’ll spread it round that you my dear are gay
You know I’m only joking cause you’re my dearest love
Your heart is kind your soul warm, you did fall from above
I hope you have a brilliant day and your beer is nice and cold
Your turkey is fresh, potatoes hot, Brussels don’t taste too old
So have a happy Chrismas may the memories never fade
So what its only Chrismas, there’s no need to be afraid…

Why do some things flow like a river but others don't? They should and you know that...it should be easy, they should be spilling everywhere, soaking all in its path but the stones, rocks and goddamn mountains are making it really difficult for it to flow...I think I think too much! Meh...pffffft!

My perception’s honest,
As instantly you appear,
In this forgotten memory,
Time’s not wasted on fear,
Embrace is still too early,
Yet to hug is far too late,
For if time has taught me wisely,
I know it will never wait,
Regrets seem obsolete,
When I see your face,
So many wasted hours,
Just to find this place,
Your eyes are tired of worry,
And your face lets wrinkles leave,
There’s no meaning to this chance,
Even now nothing to achieve,
Acceptance is too gentle,
Relief is far too strong,
Just somewhere in the middle,
Is right where we belong,
Its a welcome palpitation,
That’s gone before you know,
Seconds stand like hours,
With not a thing to show,
A touch could spark a heartbeat,
Bring life back to this soul,
If I had one to begin with,
You could definitely fill this hole,
But unconditional became conditional,
Too many echoes to excuse,
Yet to judge you on that is past love,
So old friend I must refuse,
The odds of meeting you here,

It doesn't matter if you support the war, a war, the wars, it doesn't matter if you don't, what matters is that you remember the men and women out there that have lost their lives fighting to defend the rights and freedoms that most take so blatantly for granted. Remember those who are risking their lives daily to keep the world 'free' for the millions in it. We all have opinions about the choices made by our governments but don't blame the men and women who were/are out there on the front line doing a job, they are people at the end of the day just like you and me. If it hadn't been for the world wars that we have seen come and go, the world would not be as it is now no matter what you think about it love it or loathe it, the world would be a completely different place to what you see now. All I ask is that you remember the people...the fallen, the wounded, the retired, the active...your cousin, your brother, your grandfather, your great grandfather, your sister...those that fight to live another day.

Remember where you came from and who got you there!

M.I.A Avenged Sevenfold

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.

Stand up and fight

The fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.
I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers can't be wrong

It's no fun but I've been here before
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war.
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son.
(Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams)

Fight for honor, fight for your life
Pray to God that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories won't let you cry,

annnnnnddd...

I love mcr's musik...

MUSIC,

FUCK knowing about their home, their family, their wallpaper, their love's, their past, their fav colors, their fav shittin times, their baby dadies lol mamas, their dreams, their days, their nights, their problems, their friends, their fav number, their fav anyfuckinthing, their daily farting habits, their b'days, their big toefucking nails, their plans, their burpin ritual, their regrets, their trouser splits...anyfuckingthingthatisn'tabouttheirMUSIC... is their spelt right?! FUCK this American spelling shit, I'm just here for the music, the music that brought me to this point that I am at today, the music...the beats that keep me living ha ha ha famous last words right?! I LOVE THE MUSIC that's what its all about, they be people, people who have the right to private lives, PRIVATE! Yup, private, just like YOU!! Private, I need know nothing about their private lives...they make the music that makes my life...I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE'S MUSIC I don't know the men, just the music...and I love the music k?! *cheers* hic...

Lordy...here comes another week...where have they all gone?? I have been training for a few months now (yay) and I think that finally my body is starting to cope with the stresses I am inflicting on it :) about time too me thinks, its hard dragging my ass out into the cold but I am finally happy again, I am doing what I have always loved! This dream thing is hard work though but I spent too long wondering 'what if' to stop training again, all the pulled muscles, RSI and tiredness in the world will never stop me now, I am gonna do everything that I have to including making major sacrifices in my life *nods* to get where I need to go, I am the only one that can make my dream come true, no-one else can do it for me so I am gonna fight and fight and fight and fight until it happens and nothing is gonna stop me...defiant to the end :)

...No matter how much you sleep, you will never erase them so don't waste your dreams. Toss aside the soul worn down by yesterdays, breathe life everyday into lungs that are only twenty four hours old, FORGET all past grievances and remember that time cannot wait for you, life is death...always try to see.

...kinda creeped me out seeing as I was the one holding the pen...but alas...I did ask for inspiration so why am I so shocked to get it...?!

Hmmmm...now if only I could read the god damn map!!

XxX

At long last I have chosen a direction for my life *nods* :D I am busting my imaginable balls and trying to make my dreams come true YAY me :D