ChemicalJoe27's blog

ok, so ive already had to write a short dialogue bettween characters for the class im takinging, so i wrote a dialogue for the KillJoys, bassed off the story, and now i have to write a short story, and im doing the same thing for it, but filling in the small mising parts of the story. I was wondering, would anyone be intrest in seeing the two works after i finish
them? I will probly add to the dialogue after i post it, but its just the story put into more detail and some extra parts added? If i actually write a full story on either of these, i may send it in. I REALLLY want to send in my poems, but im not sure. Idk, what do you guys think?

Ok, so my summers coming up, and i have nothing to do, so ive decided on starting a mediocre garage band that wont really go anywhere, its just for fun. I can sing *SOUGH SOUGH SCREAM COUGH* and play around on a few instruments, but i need people who can actually do stuff so we can actually make music. I have a friend, and she can actually sing, i may ask her, but out side of that, i need a guitar player, bass, and drum. Ill bring the rock and roll tuba. -___- but none the less, anyone want to do this just for the fun of it? (No auditions, will take anyone who just wants to have a good time, Have to be charismatic, and get along with people easily)

Ok, so I've came up with the brilliant idea to become a motivational speaker. I'm a sophmore, and I think I've gone through and beat enough that I could really help by doing this, but i dont even know where or how to start. I've over came sicide, I'm beating my Bi-polar disorder, I've had bouts with belemia, and ive had a few other things I dont really want to post on the internet... But i still beleive i can help people beat there problems, if given the chance when im older. So if anyone could tell me how and/or where to start so i can do this, I would love and appreciate this person for ever and ever and ever. Thank you. :)

so last night i watched the Bully documentary, cried and felt angry at certain parts. Would suggest it to everyone. It was greatly touching. And im now in class writing this after just having an assembly from Kyle Maynard (Spelling of that may be wrong) who wrote the book No Excuses. Hes a quadruple amputee who has broken weight lifting records, went to state championship for wrestling, was a center for his schools football defensive line, and does MMA, He is a truly inspiring person. He was called in by our teacher whos 17 month old son who has brittle bone disease. We are having a "Soles for Brady" fun walk and run, and im excited about that. So within the past 24 hours, i have completely rethought life and everything i do.

So at my school district, theirs two highschools, and they are COMPLEATE opisits. like worse than night and day. But anyways, im sitting in class, and i hear the prepeyiest girl in the whole fucking class say, with confidence, "I dont think it would be so bad if they weren't so prepy." and out of the two schools, were the hicks, so picture it in a wanna be southern voice. I LOVE IT! and as of now, their asking if the whole, if you die in your dreams, do you die in real life. What. The. Actual. Heck? small things in life going on, so saddly this is the highlight of my day. Going to a movie friday, thats my weeks highlight.

He said this knowing what hes done for us. Now its our turn to do what the band did to us for them. They can only make it knowing that we are strong enough to make it. There is not a song that has the name MCR associated with it that is not good, great, or beautiful! from Vampires will never hurt you, to Professional Grievers. Doesn't matter whos part of it. as long as it has one of their names in it, it will be beautiful. This is not good bye, This is until next time It is not ending like this, MCR is to full of surprises to let this be the end. This will be the day they look back and say, "Remember the day we thought we where done with MCR? Now, lets try playing that chorus again." and they'll laugh because they'll know they never will be done until the last breath. I still have a lot of bullets to give, Im still cheering for revenge, the black parade is still marching at an eight to sixteen pace, the kill joys are still on the run listening to Dr.

The ironic thing is, I sent them a letter yesterday, going out today, for a class project. And I poured my heart out into that letter. Its addressed to all of them. I told them about the poems, the self harm, the suicidal tendency, the bi-polar, and how they helped me get through all of it. How they help in all the moods im feeling. And im listening to them now, and they still help. They help me get through them breaking up... How ironic huh? Ill probably post about five times today. and each one hopefully getting better. I love MCR. I always will. And I love you guys. I always will. Nothing will make me stop trying to track down the last two albums. That need if anything has been intensified. I just hope that if they get and read that letter, they see how much I love them and always will. MCRmy FOR EVER!!!! <3

NO NO NO NOOO!!! they cant leave me now, I cant get through without it!!! What happened, why, when, NOOOO! We need them like we always needed them!!! This CANT HAPPEN!!! I cant... I don't know what to say. They've saved so many lives, mine being on the list, and it just up and ends! no warning!!!! WHAT!!! NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOO!

XD so im in the school musical and its Anything Goes. My girlfriend has the lead, and im a sailor. I just signed my name. And i love it! XD i get to dance with a mop, I FUCKING LOVE IT! i get to act like an idiot the whole time, so its really not that hard. I spend most my time at my practices singing MCR, Nirvana, or Green Day. OMG! im also doing a class project, and i get to write letters, and im writing to MCR!!! Its so EPIC! but anyways, in the play i dance with a mop, chase after girls i don't get, and get the crap beat after me, so its basically my whole middle school life XD. I am enjoying it. Im glad i decided to. Anyways, I've been very want to talk and meet new people kinda mood lately, so message me so i can talk!!! :D

Religion: Atheist
Grade: Sophomore
Sexual preference: Bisexual
Age: 16
Random fact: An EPIC dream job for me is a professional driver
Favorite colors: Black, Red, Blue :3
Killjoy name: Never thought about it. So chemicaljoe. (Creative, i know)
Dream: House and Dance music artist.
Favorite musicals: Not much of a musical person
Favorite author: Lemony Snickets
Internet friends: Ill talk to anyone. Stranger danger means nothing to me! >:D
Town: Mechanicsburg Ohio,
Favorite actors: Johnny Depp, Will Smith. End of list...
Favorite shows: How I Met Your Mother
Favorite season: Winter
Current music playing: None because im in class. .____.

And have a random picture on the schools iPad.