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[X] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[X] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[] bought porn
[X] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 8
[X] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone (though I try my best not to)
[] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[X] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[X] been to rehab
[X] dyed your hair
[] been in an accident
[X] been to a club
[X] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 22
[] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[X] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night

so im sitting in my first period "Exam" right now. Dont know if todays just that good of a day, or if its my meds. Just started and it last about an hour and a half. On the good side, The girl i liked is talking to me again, I found my $35 sun glasses, I have a yo-yo, and i get to sit on MCR all day because im coming back to "Correct" my final essay, and i feel pretty dam ugly today! Keep it beautiful, stay ugly! (+_+)

ok, so as i think ive said before, im openly Bi, and ive always thought it was kinda obvious, but im sitting in class, and its our last actual day that were working, and they where talking about this other kid whos recently came out, and i said i have nothing against people who are gay, i just get a little annoyed around people who try to shove it down others throats and stuff, (Keep in mind i go to a pretty hick school) and they ask, whats the difference? and in the most dumbfounded expression i say, " Me Bi, them Flamers" compleat fucking shock through the whole class. I was to busy laughing to notice that i think the teacher heard it. I dont know why i found there reaction funny, but todays going to be a good day now

PEW PEW PEW!!! I got you!

ok, so i want to know, what era of MCR is your favorite? Are you a Parader, a Revenger, or a KillJoy? I see myself as a Revenger. That was (Not that the other ones wernt great!) the best era and album. Granted i think if Gerard would have built off that Profesional Greivers colab that he did with DeadMau5, and taken that to make an album, I would definantly be a Profesional Greiver. I still dont get why people dislike that song? (This is where i get really off topic and start talking about everything!) the only reason i would understand not likeing that song, is if you wernt into like techno and stuff like that, but if you like Gerard, and you like DeadMau5, what the hell was wrong with it!?!? theres a lot of red squigily lines on the screen from mispellings and stuffffzz. lol. :3 Im really freaking board. Like, BOOOOOAAAAARRRRRD! I missed a day of school so they took me out of class for two days to have me sit in a room and do nothing. ;uckly i found an excuse to get on the computer.

ok, so i started keeping all the poems i write in a pink note book that was supposed to be for science. (Its pink bc my teacher said he's never seen a boy walk in and use a pink notebook for class.) But its like a hot neon pink, so its ok.) But i have like 20+ poems, and I'm out of things to write about. So i think im going to post these and be done with them. Is there anyone who would want to see them? Theres a lot and i have no clue when ill have the time to do it. I guess in a way ill keep writing poems because I'm starting a band with a few friends. I think were going with Diamonds for Pennies. Its kinda political. Its going to be Me singing and doing rhythm guitar and vocals, my ex, no clue what what shes going to do(Its an old school punk and she dosent have the voice for it. NO OFFENSE IF YOUR READING THIS!), her boy friend playing bass if he decides to join, and his cousin playing drums if she wants to and can.

ok, the title has nothing to do with this. i just happen to be listening to Destroya from danger days, Its more about me ranting about my need for coffee. I didnt have time to make any this morning, so after drinking it every morning for about a month, i miss it one day and i have a head ace, stomach hurts, and i want to break all the lights in my school with a bat. -__- WHERE IS MY DELICIOUSLY BITTER, BLACK, SMOOTH LIQUID THAT RAINS DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS!!! WHYYYYYYYYY! I NEEEEEEEDED YOOOUUUUUUUUUUU.....

so my life sucks today. I have a band concert tonight, and i had to wash all my pants last night, and the washer didn't start, so all my pants where still wet from where it still filled up with water, so i wore my sister's track pants. At least they cover my ankles, but theyre kinda small around the but, so that shows pretty badly. ._. And then, i get to first prd. And my online class didnt save my lesson. YEA! -__- so now im even FURTHER behind. Rage quit. (>'-')> =] (<-Le flip)

1. Any scars? Yeah, Mental and Physical
2. Crush? Not one that has any hope. :/
4. Kissed anyone? yea..
4. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
5. Someone you hate? People who hate
6. Best friends? To manny to count. :D
. 7Have you ever done alcohol or drugs? Recently quit alcohol
8. What's your dream job? A race car driver
9. Ever been in love? yea
10. Last time you cried? To long ago
11. Favourite colour? Red, Black, Blue.
12. Height? 5' 8 1/4"
13. Birthday? 12-20-1996
14. Eye colour? blue
15. Hair colour? brown
16. What do you love? Music, Sleep, hugs, writing, and archery
17. Obsession? Music, Marching Band, and nachos!
18. If you had one wish, what would it be? For pokemon to be real
19. Do you love someone? I have realllllllly mixed emotions right now
20. Kiss or hug? is both an option
21. Nicknames people call you? Joe Tuba
22. Favourite song? WHY DO PEOPLE ASK ME THIS!!! THERE ARE TO MANY!!! AGHHHH! *runs and hides under the sheets*

Ok guys, I posted about asking to be a motivational speaker, and I got some feed back from it, and this video is me acting on that. I'm a little nervous in the video, but outside of that, could you guys please give me some advice on how to make it better. I really hope that you guys will help and support this. The link to my page I have is, https://www.facebook.com/WereBetterThanThis?ref=hl . If you guys would follow and help with getting this started, it would mean so much to me. I know that some of you guys may have these problems, or had, and I want this to be a spot you can go to for help. Help start the We're Better Than This program. Thank you SO much. :)