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Okay guys, this is fucking ridiculous

Okay. Before I begin, those who are easily insulted need to leave right now. Anybody who doesn't like me needs to leave right now. And as for anyone who won't take a dose of reality, mixed with truth and pure unadulterated fury dirrected at certain pompous assholes? Guess what. You need to fucking leave as well. Because words will be said that people probably won't like. And I'm probably going to be labled as a psychotic bitch for this. But you know what? I don't fucking care. Leave your negative comments at the door, please, or I'll shove them down your throat. Easy enough? Perfect.
With that being said, seriously people, what the fuck. Are we an army? Or are we a fucking family, here to protect and defend and love eachother until our very last breaths? Because lately, the line between the two seems to be fading. FAST.

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Okay guys, this is fucking ridiculous

Okay. Before I begin, those who are easily insulted need to leave right now. Anybody who doesn't like me needs to leave right now. And as for anyone who won't take a dose of reality, mixed with truth and pure unadulterated fury dirrected at certain pompous assholes? Guess what. You need to fucking leave as well. Because words will be said that people probably won't like. And I'm probably going to be labled as a psychotic bitch for this. But you know what? I don't fucking care. Leave your negative comments at the door, please, or I'll shove them down your throat. Easy enough? Perfect.
With that being said, seriously people, what the fuck. Are we an army? Or are we a fucking family, here to protect and defend and love eachother until our very last breaths? Because lately, the line between the two seems to be fading. FAST.

Chemical_Insanity's picture

Okay guys, this is fucking ridiculous

Okay. Before I begin, those who are easily insulted need to leave right now. Anybody who doesn't like me needs to leave right now. And as for anyone who won't take a dose of reality, mixed with truth and pure unadulterated fury dirrected at certain pompous assholes? Guess what. You need to fucking leave as well. Because words will be said that people probably won't like. And I'm probably going to be labled as a psychotic bitch for this. But you know what? I don't fucking care. Leave your negative comments at the door, please, or I'll shove them down your throat. Easy enough? Perfect.
With that being said, seriously people, what the fuck. Are we an army? Or are we a fucking family, here to protect and defend and love eachother until our very last breaths? Because lately, the line between the two seems to be fading. FAST.

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Perfect Weapon

I hate my biology class. I hate the smug blonde bitch who acts like she's better than me. I hate everyone for telling me to just breathe, because I can't. It doesn't help. I hate my teachers for not understanding. I hate everything right now. It's been a bad day.

-Chemical_Insanity

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Perfect Weapon

I hate my biology class. I hate the smug blonde bitch who acts like she's better than me. I hate everyone for telling me to just breathe, because I can't. It doesn't help. I hate my teachers for not understanding. I hate everything right now. It's been a bad day.

-Chemical_Insanity

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Anxiety Group

Okay people, I don't give a fuck what you're doing right now. Drop it and look up a video called 'Cataline Ferro performs Anxiety Group' if you haven't already seen it. It made me feel better.
That is all.

-Chemical_Insanity

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Buried Alive

I have a theory related to empathy...
So today my mood was bad to begin with, and then today my brothers did something that made my mom really mad and my mood got a whole lot worse. And then once she calmed down, so did I. And I've noticed this in a lot of other instances. When the divorce first happened, I had no clue what the fuck was happening but mom was devastated and so was I. When people around me are pissed then so am I... I don't know. I just had a theory is all.

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I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

So much shit happened today alone... I don't know where to start....
So my mom's sick of my cat and decided to kick her out of the house. She's no longer allowed indoors ever again. Right now my cat, Jinx, is in the porch yowling for someone to let her in and it's breaking my black little heart just to hear her... I don't know what to do. Mom swears she'll be okay but what if she isn't? What if she dies or gets hit by a car? Then it's all my fault...I'm also trying so hard to play guitar but I can't play a basic E chord for fucks sake! And I'm getting frustrated and everything's sort of overwhelming and... I don't know... It's building up with the rest of my shitty week and I'm going to blow a fuse if this keeps up. It took everything I had not to cry in front of my mom's boyfriend tonight because everything's getting to me. He doesn't know about my issues, either. And he's never going to. Everything I tell him goes to mom so...

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The Asshole Song

You know what really burns my buns? When my good mood gets killed. And do you know what killed it? Of course you don't, so I'm going to tell you.
So for whatever reason, my mom and I were talking about MCR and as a joke, she called them old geezers. So then, to prove her wrong, I looked up how old they all are. Well the last person I looked up was Mikey, and apparently he doesn't haven't have his own article on Wikipedia. To make matters worse, almost all the entries on google are about the giant 'scandal' that happened recently. It really pisses me off to see the world try and deface one of my heroes! It's not right!
So now I'm in my room listening to Regret Message by Rin Kagamine (vocaloid star), wanting to take an axe to Kerrang! and any other site that's got this shit up. It's not fucking fair to them, especially not Mikey. I idolize all of them and I hate this bullshit... I hate it all...
...I hate it when my good mood is squashed.
-Chemical_Insanity

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I'M GAY (Happy, not Homosexual)

I should apologize for last night... I was freaking out and I think in the middle of anxiety attack (I don't really remember much of it) so... Yeah... But I'm feeling much better today.
So. You see this beautiful motherfucking picture? That's me with my guitar, Shadow. You know what you're looking at? A motherfucking fighter. And she's gonna try harder from now on to not let shit get to her.
I love you all! Rock on!
-Chemical_Insanity