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I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

Chemical_Insanity's picture

I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

Chemical_Insanity's picture

I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

Chemical_Insanity's picture

I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

Chemical_Insanity's picture

I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

Chemical_Insanity's picture

I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

Chemical_Insanity's picture

I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

Chemical_Insanity's picture

I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

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Okay guys, this is fucking ridiculous

Okay. Before I begin, those who are easily insulted need to leave right now. Anybody who doesn't like me needs to leave right now. And as for anyone who won't take a dose of reality, mixed with truth and pure unadulterated fury dirrected at certain pompous assholes? Guess what. You need to fucking leave as well. Because words will be said that people probably won't like. And I'm probably going to be labled as a psychotic bitch for this. But you know what? I don't fucking care. Leave your negative comments at the door, please, or I'll shove them down your throat. Easy enough? Perfect.
With that being said, seriously people, what the fuck. Are we an army? Or are we a fucking family, here to protect and defend and love eachother until our very last breaths? Because lately, the line between the two seems to be fading. FAST.

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Okay guys, this is fucking ridiculous

Okay. Before I begin, those who are easily insulted need to leave right now. Anybody who doesn't like me needs to leave right now. And as for anyone who won't take a dose of reality, mixed with truth and pure unadulterated fury dirrected at certain pompous assholes? Guess what. You need to fucking leave as well. Because words will be said that people probably won't like. And I'm probably going to be labled as a psychotic bitch for this. But you know what? I don't fucking care. Leave your negative comments at the door, please, or I'll shove them down your throat. Easy enough? Perfect.
With that being said, seriously people, what the fuck. Are we an army? Or are we a fucking family, here to protect and defend and love eachother until our very last breaths? Because lately, the line between the two seems to be fading. FAST.