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World is Ugly

Pic of my girlfriend and I ^_^ She's the one with black hair She's seriously amazing! And then the second is me trying out Temple Run. I'm fucking terrible haha. Acid Shock kept laughing at me... It was a riot. Later we're "watching" Johnny Depp in Dark Shadows haha. But seriously, she's amazing. I'm having a blast.

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Sk8ter Boi

My girlfriend's coming over to my house tomorrow! So excited :D Life's actually been going okay these past few days. After finally having some people to talk to, I think I'm starting to let go of the dark emotions I have. It's sure made me feel a lot better. Life's good for now. I just hope it lasts.
Well, gotta go dance around my room now. See you, Killjoys and Black Paraders!

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Sk8ter Boi

My girlfriend's coming over to my house tomorrow! So excited :D Life's actually been going okay these past few days. After finally having some people to talk to, I think I'm starting to let go of the dark emotions I have. It's sure made me feel a lot better. Life's good for now. I just hope it lasts.
Well, gotta go dance around my room now. See you, Killjoys and Black Paraders!

-Chemical_Insanity

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The Mortician's Daughter

I've got a girlfriend now! Homophobics, you better run, cause we're the cutest lesbian (well technically, Bisexual) couple ever.
Acid Shock asked me out this morning. We had joked about it a few times before, but she was always with someone, or I was. But this morning she asked me out, for REAL. I went over the fucking moon! Ah she's amazing... I just want to keep her happy. That's all I want. And I'm determined to make sure she stays happy. Ah so happy right now!

-Chemical_Insanity

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The Mortician's Daughter

I've got a girlfriend now! Homophobics, you better run, cause we're the cutest lesbian (well technically, Bisexual) couple ever.
Acid Shock asked me out this morning. We had joked about it a few times before, but she was always with someone, or I was. But this morning she asked me out, for REAL. I went over the fucking moon! Ah she's amazing... I just want to keep her happy. That's all I want. And I'm determined to make sure she stays happy. Ah so happy right now!

-Chemical_Insanity

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The Mortician's Daughter

I've got a girlfriend now! Homophobics, you better run, cause we're the cutest lesbian (well technically, Bisexual) couple ever.
Acid Shock asked me out this morning. We had joked about it a few times before, but she was always with someone, or I was. But this morning she asked me out, for REAL. I went over the fucking moon! Ah she's amazing... I just want to keep her happy. That's all I want. And I'm determined to make sure she stays happy. Ah so happy right now!

-Chemical_Insanity

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Acid Shock

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I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

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I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity

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I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity