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I'm not insane chapter 20

As he turned the page he recognized the first drawing of hers he had ever seen upon her arrival at this place. He stared at the page and Frankie stared back. Gerard inspected every extraordinary detail of the picture. The shadows looked almost alive and Frank looked like his feisty little self that Gee loved so well. The next page made him gasp and almost smile as his own eye once again, confronted him. He had forgotten this particular drawing. He didn’t know quite why. Even though the drawing was in black and white he could almost see the hazel swirling inside.

I'm not insane chapter 19

“Blood! Blood!” He choked out. They ran into the room to find it in total disarray and there was a pool of blood on the flood being fed by a trickle on the wall. The wall. Right where they had left her… right where she had sat so many times before… right where she told them to leave only minutes earlier. Their eyes were wide and no one spoke. Mikey bent down to pick up a … something. Gerard didn’t know what it was until Mikey’s normally impassive eyes started watering and tears spilt over the rims. The tears made their way down his long face into the hair that covered it. Then he knew.

I'm not insane chapter 18

“Have you got any idea what this random girl has done for us?” Ray’s voice was a hiss, almost a whisper. “Tell me…Mikey…have you had any more fits while she’s been here? Gerard? Don’t you fucking know?” The small groups of patients were staring now Ray didn’t seem to care. No one else seemed to even notice. Back in the room Savanna was gasping for breath against those invisible fingers she knew so well. Her arms refused to help and her hands refused to grasp. Her bloodshot eyes were practically popping out of her head and her heart was beating so fast she thought it would burst.


Hey guys I know I have not posted or done anything on here in a REALLY long time but I wanted you to know that the I'm Not Insane story never ended and that there will be more of it coming soon. I'm not sure how soon as at the moment my parents are watching me like hawks but I promise that it isn't dead yet. I may or may not disappear once more before it is uploaded just to let you know...SO KEEP RUNNING (while I'm gone)

T'was stolen

1. What is your middle name?

2. Where are you from?

3.What color are your eyes?

4. How tall are you?

5. What did u want to be when u were little?
A singer

6. What genre of music do u listen to?
Rock, Alternative, Punk, Heavy Metal

7. What is your favorite food?

8 What's your favorite color(s)?
Black, red

9. What color do u want your hair?

10 What are you labled as?

11. do u like people?
It depends...most of the time no

12 MCR or BVB?

13. How many friends do u have?
I have no idea

14. are u popular or wish to be?
No and no

Well fuck...

My mother has decided to take away my Ipod and my stereo because I listen to my music rather than turn into a social butterfly like my mother. I AM AN INTROVERT! HELLO? This is just one of many attempts to change who I am and who I am going to be... How do I tell them that I am not going to be little-miss-perfect without making them hate me any more than they do already? How do I tell them that I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THEM?

In Some Deep Shit, Folks!

Have you ever had one of those fucking days when you just want to scream and throw yourself into a black hole? Have you ever had one of these days repeat itself over and over until you want to kill everyone in your sight? If you have answered yes to these questions welcome to my fucking life. If you answered no to these questions you are a seriously lucky little motherfucker! I just...GRRRRRRR....................

Story of my life: Numb Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?

The music tells the truth

How am I feeling today? Endless Sacrifice-Dream Theater

How do my friends see me? Teenagers-My Chemical Romance (lol)

What is my best friend’s theme song?Clowns-Tatu

What is the story of my life?Boulevard of Broken Dreams-Green Day

What is the best thing about me? Frontline-Pillar

What is today going to be like?The Good Left Undone-Rise Against

What is in store for this week? Lost Reality-Mercenary

What song describes my mom?Don't Stay-Linkin Park (that's what I want to say to her sometimes lol)

What song describes my dad?Liar-Korn (so true)

To describe my grandparents?

They gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now

To tell the truth that title has nothing to do with this but I Never Told You What I Do For a Living is stuck in my head. Have you ever had so many songs in your head that you thought that it was going to explode?