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Depression

I never believed this could happen to me. Since I moved out from home and started a job (which I totally hated) my life turned to a fucking nightmare. I was always a cheerful, hopeful person, who enjoyed art and everything life has given to me. I expierenced loneliness like I never felt before. There is no word to describe this hopelessness I was feeling everyday, every hour, every minute. I didn't know what was wrong with me. It all started with horrorable panic attacks, that were so terrifying I couldn't get out of bed. I cried, because I felt like I had to die. No Motivation, no satisfaction. No smile on my face for weeks... months...
I think the past months were the worst I ever survived. I carry on, because I believe things will change. They will get better. They will!

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Here I am

I am new to mychemicalromance.com, but a fan for sooo long.
However here i am and try to get to know some mcr fans. I am 22 years old and from Germany. I know mcr since 2006 and still love them today. Message me and we can talk. Its always nice to chat to people who share a passion with me :).