Bronx16Love's blog

Miss MCR. Strange things have happened to me. I guess these really are the Danger Days.

~ NeonWolfblood

Why is it that everytime I try to make something good, it ends up getting bad. I'm confused all the time, and I don't sleep because I have really bad nightmares. I have really, REALLY bad nightmares. The other night I woke up, and wanted to cry, that was how bad the nightmare was. I told my mom about it, and she told me that I should sleep in the living room. IDK. I really don't know.

My dog, Koko, is having puppies. They're gonna look so cute. She's so round, she has to eat sitting down! She's a chihuahua.

I believe in 2012. I'm so scared that I made my boyfriend promise to stay with me during our Christmas Vaction next year just-in-case. He doesn't believe in 2012, but I have a strong fear in it. I even began to start re-praying, and everytime I leave for school, I kiss my mom good-bye and tell her I love her, regardless if she's awake or asleep.

I need some help.

Need money. love food. Likes to play. All day.

GUYS ARE KIND OF jealous WHEN IT COMES TO RELATIONSHIPS.
I'M SO UPSET RIGHT NOW. I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO HELP ME...

Hello All! Today is fabulous Tuesday! And can it get ANY colder! Over here in little Elmendorf, Texas, the kids at Southside High School hope so! Maybe we might not have school tomorrow, on account that it might snow! Wooo! I'm so so happy! I hear a F-18 flying over the school this very second...It's like a distant hurricane, or a far away growl of thunder. Then it fades...

I love making people laugh! OH! and Yesterday i Got my First bee Sting! it Hurt so Bad!
but It was Pretty exciting!

America. What are we gonna do with you? We'll defend you, protect you, and live loyal to you, but what have you to give?
I'm enraged with all this terrorism. It makes me so angry. I'm joining the military to aid in the end of all this nonsense. I was young when 9/11 happend, at the time it didn't faze me what had happened that awful day, but now that I'm older it makes me see red. I watched the towers fall, and I watched the people dieing. It made me understand that deep down in my heart, I knew I had to stop all of that. And now I know my true calling.

Whenever I think of 9/11 these days, it makes me angry and sad.
Like the day it happened, I was little, and it didn't really have an impact on me. But now...Boy Does IT Make Me MAD.
I infuriates me beyond recognition, I've made an oath to join the military, as soon as I graduate from college. I hate this feeling.
It makes me sad because all the innocent people on those three tragic flights.
'I'm leaving in a bit now', 'going to leave soon', 'have to go in a couple of minutes', 'gotta go'. Those are numerous ways to say your leaving.

, Neon Wolfblood.

I'm sleepy. I'm tired. Going to 7th period next. Everyone is the same over here. It's driving me crazy!
I'm slowly melting into a puddle of dissappointment at man-kind. I miss my boyfriend.
MOM PICK ME UP! I just had to type that, because the last time I did that, she actually picked me up.
I want a smoothie, or a nice cup of joe. I want to sleep, and eat brisket. I hate Christmas.
I HATE CHRISTAMS!!!
I DARE YOU TO ASK ME WHY!

Today is so slow. Again. Once again, I'm waiting to go to 7th Period.
I'm so tired. Everyday is the same...wake up, fix hair, get on bus, go to school, same classes, same time, school ends, wait for buses to come to school, get on bus, ride home, see the same red fence and blue volkswagen, get off bus, eat, clean, go on computer, clean, boyfriend comes over, boyfriend goes home, clean, sleep...that is my schedule every week day. But on the weekend, I mainly clean.

About yesterday...my mom did pick me up. It was like 10 minutes after I posted that blog.

MY HEAD HURTS.
I WANT TO GO HOME AND EAT, SLEEP, AND SLEEP SOME MORE>
Bye.

Neon Wolfblood.