We will never forget how much they changed our lives. Whether they saved them or completely changed them, many of us owe them everything. Through the explanations of comic books, and the many random events that happened on stage, or from the black and white of "Famous Last Words" to the bold colors of "Na Na Na". They are our family. They have always been there for us and we are always here for them. We all love you, My Chemical Romance. We would not be the fabulous KillJoys we are had it not been for you! WE LOVE YOU!! <3<3<3
Because I sure didn't. I'm tired of babysitting. Don't get me wrong, I love the kids I'm taking care of, but they are such a handful. Well I better stop before I go on a rant. Wow, it's only been four months since The Split. So depressing... Their memory will always carry on and I have a feeling this isn't the end of MCR. I'm so excited I'm having pancakes for supper! Carry on...
I'm so fucking tired of being depressed like this all the time. I feel hopeless and sick and worthless all the time and my best friend is the only one that knows. I'm terrified to tell my parents. They would be completely devastated and I really don't want to talk to them about it. My mom is obsessed with fixing everything and I think I need real help that she can't give me. Waking up in the morning seems useless to me most mornings. I just have to remember to put my "happy mask" on so nobody has to see the real me.
Has anybody ever noticed that you feel great after you work out for fun but when you work out to really get in shape you feel like shit? I work out pretty intense on a( I try to make it) a regular basis only to see no results. Fuck yeah. I have completely given up sweets for eight and a half weeks now and I've lost two pounds off that. Needless to say, I have been a VERY irritable person lately. I have this like three pounds that I gain super easy but I can also drop them after a few days.
I'm tired of being depressed all the time. I'm sorry for everybody that I'm bringing down with these posts but I feel like this site is made of one huge family that are here to support each other. I don't know what to do. If i go get help, my family will know about it and, since I live in a fucking ghost town, it will definitely get around that I'm fucked up(like people don't already know...). I'm gradually getting worse and I don't know what to do. I almost had a panic attack last night for no apparent reason. Somebody? Anybody?...
So I have been planning on writing a letter to Gerard and sending him some MCR art but I'm not good at art. :( My life is kind of starting to spiral downwards again. I'm falling back into old habits and my "friends" don't want to talk to me recently. I'm getting very concerned and I'm not sure what to do
So I was just sitting there watching TV when all of a sudden I got so depressed. I've been depressed like seriously for a while but it just like hit me like a wall really bad all of a sudden. When I get really upset like this I just think about like everything and i got so pissed off and sad at the same time that there is really nobody around me that really loves me for who I am. I am the emo kid at my school and I know i'm not pretty or really good at.... well anything but still. I mean NOBODY at my school really understands me.
Hey everybody! I hope everybody had a great weekend! (Rant Warning) So another random thought from me.... Have any other fellow lefties noticed how much, for a lack of a better word, discrimination there is against us? I mean, it is like impossible to find anything for left-handed people. You know the old twisty pencil sharpeners on the walls? Yeah, try being a lefty and using one of those. You look like a fucking idiot because you have to use your right-hand. And left-handed can openers? Yeah Wal-Mart is slacking a little bit because I can't find one. How about belts?
SO ready for the weekend just to have some time off. But I feel weird. It started last night when i was almost asleep but then a strange pain hit me in the stomach. But it wasn't like a crampy feeling or even like a stomachache pain. It was like.... I don't know how to describe it. But I've never felt a pain like that. And no matter how i turned or twisted it wouldn't go away. Then i woke up this morning and the pain in my stomach was gone but now I feel like my heart is going to pound out of my chest. I feel like I'm having like an anxiety attack or something but I don't know why.
Well yesterday was a frustrating day, but today topped it. The kids I'm babysitting did nothing but fuss and hit each other all day. I caught them both in at least two lies. Anyway, I've been thinking about some random topics and I thought about how much Hollywood has twisted everything. I mean you see movies about thirteen and fourteen year olds getting pregnant and their parents just be like whatever. It's not okay but Hollywood says it is. They also make EVERYTHING look fun. Ever fallen off a trampoline? Yeah, it's not fun. Neither is falling off.....well, really anything.