bri_13's blog

Awaiting the new MCR album :D listened to SING yesterday and it helped me with an issue i've been having since January :) I'm taking AP English, Pre Calculus, and AP US History...and i'm a freaking junior! I like my APUSH class and AP English is okay, but i swear my Pre Cal teacher KNOWS that she tortures us. She walks in everyday with this little smirk on her face and i just wanna hit it righ off!

Well...i think that's it X) Until next time

--Mouse

So, i haven't been on in a while, and it's a shame since i've missed so much news. There are many things to say. My nephew is 6 months old ^^) I fell in love and the guy turned out to be an ass. He is currently dating my best friend. I don't think i trust anyone anymore. I have a stalker and it scares me. The guys around here are douche bags and i really wanna find someone who'll stay with me for a while. i don't want a forever, but i need something. My mother is a bitch. My father is an asshole. My brothers can go to hell. My grandfather hs been dead for a year and it's hard to handle since he raised me. I have a 14 year old that is obsessed with me and won't leave me alone, possibly another stalker. -.- My Chemical Romance is still keeping me alive today and I will never give up on them. I defend them every day i breathe. Nothing will make me not listen to them. Well, that's all for now i guess. Until next time.

---------Mouse

One of the worst holidays for me is Valentine's Day. I've never had a Valentine. I even did my research on why there even IS a Valentine's Day. And the story is so sweet. But I've never even counted on having one. All of my friends are so excited about it because they all have someone to be there Valentine. Even if it's just a friends. Not me. It's always been that way. So if you've never had a Valentine, comment on this, or send me a message. So I absolutely know i'm not the only one.

Sincerely,
----Bree <3

Everyone has at least one best friend, right? Well, I thought I did. My "best friend" never tells me anything anymore and blows me off and never wants to hang out anymore. If I ask her a question, she answers but it's always avoiding the ACTUAL answer. So, would it makes sense that she's not my best friend anymore, truly? She's more of an aquantince the way she keeps acting. I'm probably gonna give her a couple weeks and if she doesn't change any, no more friendship. I'm getting tired of it. I feel as though i have to hide behind a mask because of the things she's doing. I hide what i really feel in front of her. I act all happy in front of her but other than that i'm angry and depressed mostly becuse of her.

>>>>>>>>>>>Bri XOXO

so, today in art we worked on pointalism. and i couldn't think of anything to draw. everyone esle was doing flowers and animals. i talked to the teacher and she asked me what all i was in to. and i told her mythical creatures. so she suggested a fairy sitting on a mushroom. i looked at some pictures to get ideas. too comlicated. so i thought. . .most fairies you see are happy or evil looking. so i drew one that was moarning a lost loved one. lemme know what you think!

ok. so. I'm in Algebra2 in school right now and i was pretty good at it at first. then we learned something called "The Slip-And-Slide" that's when i started messing up. i do good in the class when we're practicing but when i go to the homework everything slips from my mind.

And then on to French2 class. i have "friends" in there sure, but they all seems to ignore me. and it sucks monkey balls. and there's also this guy who startes at me and it creeps me out more than just a little. and he also asked me to prom. which is also creppy seeming as i don't know him very well and prom is a LONG TIME away. so. yeah.

just felt like letting that off my chest.

goodbye. . .for now =)