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how do I show you it's not the life it seems (I'm Not Okay)

I'm trying to win back the trust of my ex that I really want back but everything I say makes her mad

so why am I wasting my time can someone just tell me wtf girls are so complicated ?

uggggggh

well I knew it was bound to happen I have Bipolar type 2 Manic Depressive

and Seasonal Depression

I just went through a Manic phase and now I am in a state of psycotic Depression

and I'm sorta in a Crisis

no no I'm not saying I'm going to hurt myself or anything like that I'm perfectly safe

all I'm saying is that

I'm tired of being used

and what I mean by this is every girl I meet wants to date me and only date me for sex

why? why do they only want sex from me ? why can't I have a normal relationship?

and I don't know what religion to be anymore so I'm just whatever I give up

gnawr kill

So I'm kinda having theese weird thoughts about satan and death and shit like that

I'm not even a satanist or anything, I'm agnostic I don't know what to believe in

I don't know where any of you stand on this but I have become unstable because of it.

I feel like over dossing or something I need help but my parents won't listen

And if any of you fucking trolls get on here and say shit I'd love to see this actually happen to you

Rant

Fuck work, Fuck Politics, Fuck the government

I hate my Job, I hate the Government, I hate Society

rabble rabble rabble

They took my Job

Skylines and Turntables

You know how they say everyone is destined to find some one in there lives?

well I haven't found my calling and I don't know if I ever will (WTF is wrong with me?)

anyways I know I have alot of mistakes to fault and things I'm not proud of doing in the past but that shouldn't stop some one from not liking you? should it?

and so what if I explore my faith however the hell I choose atleast I'm not the child from the Omen

I just want someone that likes me for me and doesn't judge me, someone that accepts me for the fact that I'm Bipolar and wasn't the smartest kid in highschool

ffs I just want

I wish I had a GF

Ive been single for 6 months now I just wish I could have some one that could care for me

Merry Freaking Christmas

Hey everyone I know I havent been on here in a while I kinda forgot this place even existed still so here I am trying to catch up with everyone and say what I have to say I miss my friends from here and i really don't know what happend to half of them but if I could see them today it would make me happy

MCR and Blink 182 concert

ok so mcr and blink 182 are coming to atlanta on september 21st and that's like 3 days before i turn 20 so im really excited because my mom said i could go to the concert

uuuunn

i feel like shit everything sucks there's just nothing i can do im tired of this so i don't know anymore

I Miss You

Hello there the angel form my nightmare the darkness in the shadow of the mourge the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like jack and salley if you want where you can always find me and we'll have halloween on christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends

I Miss You X2

Where are you and I'm so sorry I can't sleep i can't dream tonight i need somebody and always the sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as i stared i counted the webs form all the spiders catching things and eatign there insides like

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