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uhhhh Yeah Survey thingy

[X] I am a morning person.
[] I am an only child.
[] I am currently in my pajamas.
[X ] I am left handed.
[X] I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I can be paranoid at times.
[X] I enjoy country music.
[X] I enjoy smoothies.
[X] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car.
[X ] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[] I have a hidden talent.
[X] I have a pet.
X] I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
[ ] I have all my grandparents.
[X] I have been to another country.
[X] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[X] I have or had broken a bone.
[X] I have caller I.D. on my phone.
[X] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
X] I have had major/minor surgery.

I've never really Told anyone this but I Identify as Pessimistic/Sadistic/Massachist

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Bleeeeeeehhhhcccccckkkkk I'm Sick

Idk if it's just as simple as a cold or if I have Bronchitis. I have a sore throat and coughing alot and a fever.

But I don't think it's Ebola thank god. Haven't been to West Africa lately.

Idk but I feel like shit.

Hey Guys it's really stormy here

Yeah It's really Stormy like intense lightning and stuff so I'm gonna get off my laptop for a while

Sigh

The picture is old but this is what I looked like March of 2012 I think.

I'm just so lonely, I have no one to call my own.

I mean well yeah my ex wants me back, but she's fucking Psycho Crazy Bitch.

She also only wants to get in my pants and doesn't care anything else about me.

So I'm just sitting here in all Technicalities saying to myself, well she could be your only chance you get, but then again she is an easy girl that sleeps around with everyone.

So I guess I just don't know what to do. I mean I want a GF and to be in a relationship, but I don't want one who only wants me for sex and has been with more than 5 guys.

I mean 5 Guys 14 times total with all of them, that's a little gross, and you probably have STD so no thank you.

So I just sit and think to myself how many of these girls that say they like me and want to date me on these dating sites have already had sex, and how many guys have they had sex with?

Race Today

Hey guys my dad's taking me to a Race today NASCAR.

It's not the Sprint Cup with all the higher powered and people you might know, but it's the Nationwide with drivers trying to earn the title of Sprint Cup Driver.

should be fun I've been going to those type of races since I was a child anyways.

so yeah I haven't always been emo.

My Head hurts

It's like a Tension Head Ache Migraine.

Everything just hurts. Sitting still hurts, sensitive to light and sound.

My mom's practically screaming into the phone to her friend, ( not really but she has a loud obnoxious voice when she's on the phone.)

And the T.V.s really fucking loud too.

Please STFU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha yeah I really do have Black Rings around the bottoms of my eyes from Depression,Anxiety, Stress, and lack of Sleep during my teenage years.

Mix that in with long shaggy hair, side burns, and a full grown beard you would look at me and think I was in my 30's.

I'm really 23.

But yeah what do I want for my B-Day???

I want a GF and the last MCR Album. :')

The World at Large

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

Heart Ache Version 2.1

Was losing all my friends.
Was losing them to Childish Fights. < ( My Version) [ Real Version] To Drinking and Driving.
Was losing all my friends, but I got them back.

I am on the mend.
At least now I can say that I am trying.
And I hope you will forget the things I still lack.

Is it in you now,
To bear to hear the truth that you have spoken?
Twisted up by knives,
To make a trap for fools.

Is it in you now,
To watch the things you gave your life to broken?
And stoop and build them up with warn out tools.

( Yeah, Yeah) (Yeah, yeah. Oh.)
(Yeah.)

Nothing gets so bad,
A whisper from your father couldn't fix it.
He whispers like a bridge, it's a river spanned.

Take all that you have,
And turn it into something you would miss if.....
Somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans.

(Yeah. Yeah.)
(Yeah, yeah. Oh.)
(Yeah.)

( Pick Up)

Time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
It takes a while to grow anything,

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