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Is it weird to say I miss being in the Hospital???

I know right? I actually miss being hospitalized and the people I meet while I'm there...

I almost once had a GF from being Hospitalized only to have a new patient who was an ex gang member steal her over.

But I miss the patients I'd be with, the food, the atmosphere in general. I mean I guess what I'm trying to say is I need a break from reality; but I'm actually not in a Mental Health situation that would require me to be put into the Hospital.

So why then do I miss being in one? I don't get it?

Happy Holidays and stuff

Well the holidays are approaching very fast.

So I hope whatever you celebrate it goes well.

I'm doing good other than the fact that I'm sick.

But I wish I had some one special to spend the holidays with.

*Sigh* maybe one day?

The cold from Hell

Well as you can read from the title I have a bad Cold and am sick. It sucks cuz I'm congested as Fuck and coughing up my lungs. I think I got sick from either being around other people who might have been sick ( at Work) or from the Smoke from the forest fires here in Georgia.

Anyways I've found some old friends and shit on facebook but idk if any of them would be interested in talking to me anyways....

When the cities burn down

Well there's a massive Forrest Fire in my State in North Georgia in the Mountains; that started from a lightning strike, but it has burned over 6,700 Acres of land and the smoke has drifted as far south as Atlanta. It's soooooo Hazy and smells of smoke here.

It's pretty bad. I really hope we get rain soon, it's way too dry here.

Sub Complications and Unknown Oddyeseys

Well there's a girl at work that I really like and have a crush on. Her name is Burgundy and she is 19.
But that's the problem, is that too young? I mean she's really nice and we like the same things, but I'm scared to ask her out because of her age.

But then there is another girl named Taylor who is 21 but she's a Single Mom. So I'm not too crazy about that. Also I've been looking on a few sites that I'm on but haven't had much luck.

It seems every time I start to talk to some one they forget about me.

*Sigh*

Even my best friend Andrea has forgotten about me.

Of Mice & Men

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,
If I could turn back time would you still be there?

I can't stop thinking about the way
I left you sinking with no escape.
Now there's no lifeline, no way to save.
But maybe next time I won't throw it all away.

I ask myself everyday...

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,
If I could turn back time would you still be there?
If I could find the words to say,
If I could shake the world to break you down,
Then would you still be there?

Would you still be there? [2x]

Dislocated, I lie awake
Suffocating in my mistakes.
I lost

Wake me up when September Ends

Well how is everyone? I'm going to the beach.

And guess what guy's?

I got her number and she added me on Facebook.

I started a simple conversation and it's going pretty well.

mortuary sub complications Part Duece

Well I started going back to my ( Group thingy) it's Called Nami ( National Association Mental Illness) if you live in the states look up your local Peer to Peer group; it's really worth it, and you meet cool people.

Well this last Tuesday 8/23/16 when I went there was this really cute girl named Jennie ( don't know how she spells her name) but she had a pink dress on that zipped up at the front, and a Black and grey jacket over that. Her ears were pierced with plugs that said in one ear and out the other on them; and she had dirty blonde hair with blue/green tips.

I wanted to talk to her

mortuary sub complications

Well I started with my new therapist on Thursday. And let's just say I don't think she is going to be a good match. she's an old hag ( pardon my language) and mainly she just got my back ground info on why I was diagnosed Bipolar/ Schizo Affective, which in terms is kinda personal and I don't always like to bring up my past because it stresses me.

But after that the bitch had the nerve to tell me about my diagnosis as if I didn't know this shit already.

And then after that, she called in my Psychiatrist who I haven't seen since I lived in Winder ( my old house and therapy clinic) and I told

End of Ze world

So apparently there were some crazy nut job conspiracy guys who claimed the end of the world would be yesterday; because of polar flip?

What ever the fuck that means. Well the world didn't end and I bet those guys feel like total dumb asses now.

But yeah they were claiming that a 10th planet, which would have been 3 times larger than Earth would have passed by us and caused a Magnetic Polar Shift which would wipe out the Earths population.

Well that didn't happen. So we can all say we survived another end of the world Hoax.

Also there's a Sky Diver doing a Jump tonight with no parachute on

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