I feel horrible there are so many people that I like and think i like/ love but i'm only hurting them/ myself but all I know is there are mainly 3 to 4 girls that are fighting over me 2 have my soul and the other 2 are just flirting with me to be nice to me.
FUCK THIS HURTS!!!!!
i can't stop the feeling of wanting to hurt myself or use pills again and nobody knows that im detoxing of of tranquilizers from when I was hospitalized cuz they thought i was psychotic or some crazy shit like that.
IT GIVES ME HELL TO KNOW WHAT THEY DID TO ME
oooooh mother what this war has done upon my