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Christmas time

Hey guys so it’s close to Christmas, I already got mostly everything I wanted. A car, new bed, new sheets, Video Game, and for New Years Eve I’m going to Macon to blow up some Fireworks with my brother and his wife, and her co worker has bought $6000 worth of some cool stuff.... so it’ll be a blast.

Then I’ll be at my dads house over night.

Anyways my ex from when I was 18, sorta introduced me to her BFF, back around my birthday, so we have been talking for a while; and I finally got her #.

I don’t know if she likes me more than a friend though but I do like her.

Her name is Michela (

Life on Standby

The Distance and my Heart to sand, flowing through the hourglass I fall to pieces I can't let go; of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over, it's over and she's gone.

Well yeah that's basically how I'm feeling right now.

A mixed up cluster of Confusion, Depression, and Despair.

My Ex from 2014 of whom we have continued to be friends for a while basically told me I only like you as a friend and I never want to date you.

So I'm like ok....

That basically devastated me, given the fact we never met in person and she doesn't know me that well.

But it is what it is.

I hate it

Sorry for the lack in Posts

Hey guys, so I’ve Moved since I last posted idr if i posted that or not.

Anyways the holidays are coming. I got some stuff for myself already, but I kinda have a list.

I’m going to round 2 of Thanksgiving this afternoon ( My Dads side of the family). So yeah how are you guys doing?

Open Letter/Screen Writing an Apology

Where are you? And I’m so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight.

We’re looking up at the same night sky, keep pretending the sun will not rise, we could be together for one more night somewhere, somehow, if only I could find you.

Please hang on tight........ I’ll see you through the night, this static contact; is pulling us apart.....

Just wake me when it’s over, when the curtains raise its time to move on. Exit now credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away....... ( the one that got away)......

You know me too well, you’re sorry and I can tell, scene fading

Friends?

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

Friends?

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

Going through a Manic phase

So I have Bipolar 2 and I'm going through really bad Mania, cuz I'm like trying to buy shit I don't need, and wanting to constantly do something, but avoiding work. I've had a few anxiety attacks over the past few days as well. I'm not "Sui" at all but I'm not Psychotic either. I'm just kinda hovering right at the line of breaking into Psychotic mania.

Lottery

well today I bought a $20 Scratch off ticket at my Publix ( grocery store) that I work at.

It was a 100X the money scratcher, and I got the 100X symbol under a $5 prize.....

So I won $500. that's more money than what I make in a week worth of Pay at my job.

Any ways I had $8 this morning ( cash), and I bought a Powerball and a $2 scratcher and lost the $2 scratcher, but now I am super curious about the Powerball......

Because I had a Dream last night that I won the Lottery on a Scratch off ticket, except in my dream I won $10 Million not $500.

So with that being said ; if I do win the

WW3

Well Kim Jong Un and Trump are about to Pile Drive us into World War 3.

Mortuary Sub Complications Part 4

I just got off work an hour ago. It was alright, I just wish I didn't have to go to work.....

anyways how is everyone doing? those of you who still use this site?

Also it's September 1st, so you know what that means?????

Wake Me Up When September Ends. Like Seriously I fucking wish I had the whole month off.

I just need a break, I'm tired of work, I'm stressed out, still throwing up due to Anxiety problems, Haven't seen my therapist in over 3 months because fucking medicaid won't cover it.

I'm slowly but surely starting to lose it. I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need.

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