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I luve my Bae

This is my new GF she's not on here I don't think but her name is Jessica and she's 18

where were you 13 years ago today?

Today is the 13th anniversary of the worst day in America.

Where were you?

I was in 5th grade Home Room we where having a President Game day at school I was supposed to be the President for my class. ( I was in Special Ed)

My teachers all went to a private room for like 20 minutes when the principal called a meeting for the teachers.

None of us kids knew until we got home.

I got home around 3 and my brother had the news on I thought it was a movie at first and asked him hey cool what movie are you watching?

He said no little bro this is real this happened this morning.

I screamed in Horror I was so upset and angry.

My mom had one of the terrorist who flew the planes into the building as a patient where she works.

Even worse I watched them practice run over my house in the summer and didn't know what it was when I should have called 911.

An Ending To A Cancerous Relationship

This is my Calling This is my Purpose.

I thought you where mine but you where a joke, I thought you liked me but it was only a game to you.

Now you're gone and I just want to be your friend when everything comes crashing down.

But you won't let me in.

It's all too much; I can feel my lungs collapse on me!!!!!

My Bitter Soul weeps for only for myself after you have left and torn me apart.

I just want to say that I loved you and respected you, I tried to give you everything you ever wanted.

but you just left me like I was a dog tossed out in the rain.

You killed my soul, I have nothing, like clock work you went your separate way and destroyed me.

What is it like? does it feel good? do you love him? is he all you ever wanted?
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems,
Shelter from cold. we are never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.

Watching Accepted

That Movie is Love.
That Movie is Life.

Blah Blah

1. Real Name? Kevin Benjamin Mills

2. If you could change your name? Ezekiel

3. Obsessions? Paintball and Fireworks

4. Male or Female? Male

5. Elementary School? Craig,Gwinn Oaks

6. Middle School? Crews

7. High School? Brookwood (9th),Cedars Academy[Hell Hole] (10th) Apalachee ( 11th-12th)

8. Want to go to college? Maybe

9. Natural Hair color? Blackish brown

10. Tall or Short? Me Tall, Gf Short

11. Sweats or Jeans? jeans.

12. Phone or Camera? Phone

13. Health Freak? Not Really

14. Orange or Apple? Apple

15. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes

16. Eat or Drink? Both?

17. Ever broken a bone? Collar Bone

18. Pepsi or Coke? Coke

19. Been in an airplane? Yep

20. Been in a relationship? Several

21. Been in a car accident? No

22. Caused a fight? A Few Times


24. Best Friend? Brad Stevens

25. First friend you ever made? Preston Tippet

uhhhh Yeah Survey thingy

[X] I am a morning person.
[] I am an only child.
[] I am currently in my pajamas.
[X ] I am left handed.
[X] I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I can be paranoid at times.
[X] I enjoy country music.
[X] I enjoy smoothies.
[X] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car.
[X ] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[] I have a hidden talent.
[X] I have a pet.
X] I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
[ ] I have all my grandparents.
[X] I have been to another country.
[X] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[X] I have or had broken a bone.
[X] I have caller I.D. on my phone.
[X] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
X] I have had major/minor surgery.

I've never really Told anyone this but I Identify as Pessimistic/Sadistic/Massachist

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Bleeeeeeehhhhcccccckkkkk I'm Sick

Idk if it's just as simple as a cold or if I have Bronchitis. I have a sore throat and coughing alot and a fever.

But I don't think it's Ebola thank god. Haven't been to West Africa lately.

Idk but I feel like shit.

Hey Guys it's really stormy here

Yeah It's really Stormy like intense lightning and stuff so I'm gonna get off my laptop for a while


The picture is old but this is what I looked like March of 2012 I think.

I'm just so lonely, I have no one to call my own.

I mean well yeah my ex wants me back, but she's fucking Psycho Crazy Bitch.

She also only wants to get in my pants and doesn't care anything else about me.

So I'm just sitting here in all Technicalities saying to myself, well she could be your only chance you get, but then again she is an easy girl that sleeps around with everyone.

So I guess I just don't know what to do. I mean I want a GF and to be in a relationship, but I don't want one who only wants me for sex and has been with more than 5 guys.

I mean 5 Guys 14 times total with all of them, that's a little gross, and you probably have STD so no thank you.

So I just sit and think to myself how many of these girls that say they like me and want to date me on these dating sites have already had sex, and how many guys have they had sex with?