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Update on life

Well work is work, I get a few hours but not enough.

The store manager is kinda mean, ( well Everytime I've talked to him he has been) the assistant store manager is a lot nicer and likes me; and the grocery managers like me.

But I just need something more, you know like I feel like I need more hands on training, not computer based training but actual like demonstration, of what they actually want me to do.

Cuz my 6 month evaluation was kinda sucky, and it made me feel like I'm a bad employee.

Other than that I've just been staying home and surfing the web.

Or I'll hang out with some friends.

Turncoat,Killa,Liar,Thief!!!!

Well with everything in the news about D.T. I quite just don't know what to say. I just feel like he's trying to start WW3.

Anyways other than that my therapist has made me start group therapy on wednesday nights.

Also my brother's wedding is coming up next week and I'm the best man for his wedding.

I am a little nervous about it; but I'm sure I'll be fine.

I will get to go to the beach too, from Monday to Friday after the wedding. So that'll be nice.

But on the other side of everything fun and good there is the bad, my work hasn't given me any hours in 2 1/2 weeks so I'm kinda bummed

Disregard that last Blog

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

Disregard that last Blog

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

They TERK MY JERB!!!!!!!!!

Dammit motherfucking cock sucking sons of bitches coward ass pansies!!!

fuck it all!!!!

I just found out I got terminated from my job at Publix ( Grocery store) they never sent an email or called and told me, how fucking pathetic they are.

Fucking cowards, they could have at least told me oh well looks like I'm burning my uniforms; fucking bastards ain't getting that shit back. Fuck them.

I'm pissed.

Sorry for the rant but come on at least have the fucking balls to tell me I'm fired.

My Email on this site doesn't work

Hey y'all my email doesn't work on this site so if you want to contact me do so on KIK

CandiedOregon

Or my personal Email kmills1537@gmail.com cuz I forget to check this site sometimes.

mortuary sub complications Part 4

Well I was Hospitalized back in February? and I met this girl who was like 21 or 22; in the ER in the main Hospital Admission place.

She was really pretty and nice, but I don't know what happened to her, or even where she lives.

but I just wanted to catch y'all up on stuff. work has been work; they decided to cut my hours so I'm thinking they want to fire me but are too much of a coward to actually tell me I'm fired, they would rather cut my hours until I quit the job.

Also I had both engagement parties for my brother and his fiance. One in January and one at the beginning of March.

Next is

7 year aniversary

Well today marks 7 years since I found out about this site. Loool. Funny thing is when I found out about it I was in High School as a Senior. I would log in on my school's computer's ( funny it wasn't blocked by the firewall).

Well I hope everyone has a good day and all.

Darkness

I sit Alone in a quiet room, on the edge of a breakdown, Tell me what I'm missing, what could I do; I'm so Afraid of what I've Become.

And when I think of you, Do you realize I still miss you? What have I done, I can't change; though I wanted to.

I'm all alone in a quiet room and I think about you everyday. Do you even realize I still love you?

Are you happy with who you're with, do you even care about me anymore?

Tell me what I'm missing I can't seem to get over you.

What have I done to make you hate me so much? I don't want to loose you, even though I think I already have.

This Ain't no Sideshow

Well Merry Christmas everyone, Another Year I'll be single....

Hopefully I'll find someone soon.

If I could take it all back and have you back Skullrose I would but I don't even think you are on this site anymore.

I wanted to tell you that the post about the Relationship wasn't about you, It was about an Ex of mine from when I was 18.

There's so many things from past relationships I wish I could take back but the people I was with probably don't want anything to do with me.

I'm a pathetic loser.

*Sigh* Why do I always fuck up everything?

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