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xx hollywood undead concert xx

soo i know i might have already posted this literature but idk what else to say xD it was amazing <33333

*written Wednesday*

Last night was... the BEST night of my life :) 100%

so i love MCR, always will no matter what, and will forever be a killjoy ♥ but for a while now, even before the break up i was getting heavy into Hollywood Undead, and i have to say they're my favorite band now. I absolutely love them.

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Ahh pure happiness

Last night was... the BEST night of my life :) 100%

so i love MCR, always will no matter what, and will forever be a killjoy ♥ but for a while now, even before the break up i was getting heavy into Hollywood Undead, and i have to say they're my favorite band now. I absolutely love them.

I saw them in concert last night and it was amazing. Their awesome live!! I got so close to the stage (almost touched Johnny 3 Tears hand when he reached down) but it was one of the best experiences of my life. I got into my first mosh pit, and got stepped on (lol, i fell underneath a crowd surfer), almost lost my voice due to screaming/singing along. I had fun, and at that show everyone was themselves. I personally, most defiantly let loose. but it was amazing and im so happy i went. I'll have pictures later, i gotta download and all that fancy stuff but yeah :)

hows everyone else? :)

~Ritalin Lithium~

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overwhelmed

i just feel exhausted and feel like giving up. im almost 2 weeks without my demon, without my evil helper... without that silver blade.. yeah...

but im trying.. even if i have to lock myself in a room with nothing in it but my music, i will do it.. i cant keep doing this to myself. im better than it. we all are..

but my mind is so screwy. as soon as i think "im better than it" i think "Whats the harm in one little relapse?"

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can someone agree with me on this

that his voice is beautiful and sooo amazing.. Chris Colfer's voice, gives me chills and makes me cry.. haha embarrassed... but it calms me down..

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A Little Update

Remember how i was standing up to a controlling guy who i lost my best friend for because he thought i was doing stuff with my best friend? well... heres what happened yesterday..

1) I got my best friend back :) so happy... happiest ever.. like.... god.. happiest this week thats for sure!

2) between me and that guy i stood up to:
Me: "I want to be just friends. if not, then nothing at all."
xxxx: "Why the sudden change of heart?"
"Its not a sudden change. Its what i knida wanted anyways but... when Alex was ignoring me... well, lets just say i never want to feel that way again."
"Or you just want his dick. So you're choosing Alex?"
"XXXX... wow. No? Hes been my best friend since 7th grade. Get over yourself. Yes I'm choosing Alex."
"Mmm. Right. Just friends."
"Thanks for calling me a whore pretty much. but i dont know, maybe you should find a new slut or whore to fuck with and control. cause im done."
"Kay."

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becoming strongerrr

So there's a guy who has been pretty much controlling and threatening me for the last 4 months...
Tomorrow.... I think I'm going to stand up to him and tell him enough is enough and that he has to stop treating me like shit, and acting like I'm a possession of his. I... I deserve better...
I've already lost a very very very close friend because of this guy so I'm also going to try and save that tomorrow...
Im scared... Not gonna lie, but I gotta do it :/

Wish me luuuuck!!! ~~~~~~~

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Doctor Who

Honestly, Doctor Who is my favorite show. I love this season the most (the newest one).
Being honest, this show has been helping me escape my thoughts and all that. I know usually music does that for me, and not sitting around watching TV is better.
BUT
I dont watch TV 24/7. I watch Doctor Who, Ghost Adventures, and Chicago Fire pretty much. Once in a while other shows but not much.
As I was saying though... Doctor Who is great and yeah, its helps me escape the reality for 45 minutes a week :) Sometimes 90 minutes a week :) and at the time, I need that escape...
But hey, thats just my little share for the night i guess :)

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Thinking

I want to write to Gerard. But, like I dont know what to say. So I've tried writing a letter, and now im on my like 9th try.. lol. Trying to think of how and what to say. -.-

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Where Theres No Saints (reprise) Chapter 1

Death Angel's P.O.V
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My eyes fly open to the sound of a big BOOM!

I groan and flip onto my back, staring at the ceiling, and push the blankets down to my knees. Time to wake up apparently.

I've been on the run ever since Bl/ind took over with my friends, well family, Madd Hatter, Stitched Heart, and Striped Bandit. When we were looking for a hide out, or home all we could find was a place next to a Killjoy Base that tests their artillery every single morning at 5:56 am. So that's when my day begins. Everyone else can usually sleep through it.

I push myself out of bed and take a shower with music on low. When i get out, i put on my usual outfit. Black holey skinny jeans, an aqua blue low cut tee, blue knee high converse, and when my cherry red hair dries (thank god its naturally straight) i put a black bandanna on around my bangs.

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i kinda need to see this movie

as soon as it comes out. lol.... no lie, im going to a midnight showing or something.
im gonna try and read the book first though.
anyone else read it or have interest in seeing it?

~Ritalin Lithium~