blinks_execution's blog

people keep telling me i need one, but whats the point when all i can ever see myself being happy with plan A, being in a band,
i mean i like art, i could be an artist.

i like photography, i could be a photographer.

but hey the thing i like doing most is playing music.

heya guys, im studying this book at school for my gcse, its called touching the void, i dont know whether any of you have read it but its a really brilliant book.
its a real story, its about these three men, two of them were climbing the siula grande and the other was waiting back at camp, when they were on the mountain they were the only two people there.

basically one fell, broke his leg with a compound fracture i think and he was pretty much dead and the other ended up cutting the rope he was attached to so he thought he was dead.

but then the one who had a broken leg managed to save himself.

its really good and that description didnt do any of it justice so you should read it yourself.

anyway our english teacher emailed the man who wrote it (joe simpson, the one who broke his leg, and he replied back.

your all great and your all really really nie so thankyouu :)

killljoy off

but, i figured since its something you guys dont already know and even the people i know dont already know.

i go through phases, well kinda, but phases of feeling more self concious than usual, alot of the time i feel really great in my friendship group, and feel alright about myself, enough to feel pretty or to feel liked but sometimes something happens (it could litterally be anything) even somet small, maybe i hear a song and that reminds me of how i was in year seven (easily influence, desperate to be popular) or maybe i begin to maybe fancy one of the more popular guys at school. but it sparks somet inside me and suddenly i become overly sensitive, really self concious, i hate the way i look, i dont feel at all secure and it sparks me to want to stop eating, or to want to do way more exercise.

basically i go through phases where i am desperate for something silly, stupid, whatever you wannaa call it i want it. and i wouldnt normally.

today is one of those days where you wanna lie on the floor in a badly lit room with your music on full blast, the base turned right up, and you wanna just forget about everything and loose all track of time and space and everything could be fine for a few hours.

you know those days?

theres a band with that name im sure of it there is isnt there?

theres a band with that name im sure of it there is isnt there?

can any of you sigest some new music that i could listen to, preferably some form of rock im into stuff that ranges from boys like girls and the maine to things like cage the elephant mcr the killers and stuff?

tis silly and is making my music gcse very tedious. tabbing this song is boring, i think next time i will make it so my tab makes a dt to dot picture of something interesting or something that way it will be interesting to tab, what do you think? subliminal messaging and all haha

we've danced the whole night through good morning good morning to youuuuuuu.

i woke up with that stuck in my head.

it was odd on many acounts.

im still ill, like really ill, my head hurts my nose is blocked up and im all dizzy and shit.

ive been seeing in double vision and i keep crashing into things it very unpleasent.

but yeah im gonna read touching the void now cause we are doing it for our english gcse so yeah cya.