BlackAndRed.Brittany's blog

Hello everyone! Long time since I've posted a blog eh?
Well, I am currently in college and taking 'Small business & Entrepreneurship' and I'm hoping to open my business within the next 2 to 5 years.
However, next week I have to hand in my business proposal to my professor, and I am stumped on a name. As you can tell I am a huge MCR fan, and would like to incorporate an MCR lyric or prhase into the name of my business.

Do you have any suggestions that would be helpful? I'm going to be opening a clothing and music memorabilia store if that helps.

Thank you all so much! :)

Long time no BLOG!
This is partially due to my addiction known as Twitter.

I just feel I need to get intouch with my fellow Killjoys once more.
Well to recap whats happened these past few month;;;
Finished High School, Went to Driving School, Got licence, and been wasting away my summer by randomess... OH and I saw a real hippo. It was pretty freakin rad.

Also in the Fall I will be attending Mohawk College [anyone else going there?] and I am pretty excited. Its one step closer to my dream of opening my own store!
I hope for it to be a clothing/music store. Something really unique especially in my area. What do you think about the idea?

Well, enough rambling, I just hope all of you are good out in the Zones.
[:

This Tuesday, April 19th is the MCR SHOW in Toronto!
Is any fellow killjoys attending this awesome event?
If so, I'd be ESTATIC to meet some MCR friends since I basically only know a few in person...
BTW
If you are going, if you see a girl thats basically bright green, with blue hair, thats gonna be me, so feel free to talk (: Cause, I'm bringing some amazing cookies to share with you all.

... just to let ya know,, im kinda really excited.

(:

So.. after watching P!nk's new video Fuckin' Perfect.. I realized..

There are so many of us who feel that we are far from perfect. (Sadly, I am one)
Its horrible having that horrible voice in your head telling you so many hurtful things. You just want it to go away but it wont cause you feel you don't have anyone there for you.

We should all feel like we're on top of the world but its so hard to. I know I can't help but feel hurt inside thinking of those stupid memories (friends saying I'm not cool enough, teachers making me feel stupid, that guy who chose the other girl, having my friends move away...) It all adds up inside.

It fucking tears me up inside thinking that I'm never good enough. More then once have I gone to school thinking I'm too fat or unpretty compared to everyone else. It hurts knowing that I've never had an "official boyfriend" and I'm 18. It makes me feel like i'm not good enough!

Okay, most people saw me as the first picture for many many months,,,
i switched to the one i have now but i dont care for it.

Now the two bottom pictures i have are the ones i narrowed it down to..
What do you think i should choose?

Please help with this small crisis. (:

I think it would be really cool.. if the MCR site had an andriod app.. even an iphone app.
I usually am on my phone alot so it would be really cool if we could have an awesome app!

I know that will probably never happen but...
I think it would be really cool eh?

Hello fellow Killjoys,
hows your Saturday been treating ya?

It is the time of year when one school semester ends and another begins. I'm actually quite sad about leaving my co-op, it was loads of fun and I can honesty say they treated me more like my family than my own family.. but thats a story for another blog..

2011 has been an odd year so far, its like its has an extreme case of PMS. I'm actually getting annoyed of it. However, its still a way better start than 2010.
Anyone else feel this way?

One more thing before I go, since i've heard Na Na Na, I feel alot more of my daily life relates to MCR. Like I will see or hear something before I crack into a grin because of the reference. Am i just crazy or are you like this too?

Oh Oh!
If you're a member of Mibba would ya mind checking out my stories?
http://member.mibba.com/172325/stories/

Random title i know, but I've had that song stuck in my head all day.

First off! Hope you fellow killjoys had an amazing christmas (:
Anyone get any MCR related items? If so lucky you!
And thanks for those who commented on my last blog, about how my family doesnt want to spend christmas with me. I felt better after reading the comments.

Second, whos excited for the new year? I know i am!
Well mainly since 3 days after new years last year my heart was basically ripped out and stomped on, so this years start will definately be ten times better!
What are your plans for new years?
I plan on watching MCR on NBC while my sister goes out and i have no idea what my parents are doing.

Well it was nice catching up.
Also if you have mibba you could check out my stories and leave a comment (:
itd make me happy if you did.
http://stories.mibba.com/read/322775/Alone-in-this-world/
http://stories.mibba.com/read/301679/An-ordinary-life-I-dont-think-so/

I hope all of you killjoys have an amazing christmas!

It's hard to believe its this time of year again!
And funny to say, I'm happy for a change. Well thats since I'm getting up bright and early tomorrow for the Star Wars marathon that will be on all day.
What are your plans? Any gifts you hope to get?

I've been told I'm getting no gifts this year already. I'm okay with it though. I wasn't expecting much. Especially since my Oma (grandmother incase you've never heard the term) called me ugly and said i was going to fail at my career. Yea.. It hurts some days especially since family are supposed to love you but its okay.

Well hopefully i can blog alot more, I know i havnt in awhile but I've been updating my Mibba story alot lately.

Have a very Merry Christmas Killjoys!

Okay, so tonight I was going to order some merch.
I was going to use my 15 dollar code but when I went to my inbox the email wasn't there/
and after searching for the past half hour its no where to been seen.
So basically...
What.
The.
Hell.
I have no idea where the fuck it could have went.
And I would really like to find it.

Has this happened to anyone else?