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I'll Keep You A Daydream Away

Just watch from a safe place, so I'd never have to lose (8) <3

I love this song so much. There is nothing better than finding a song that describes your current situation perfectly. Especially when it's a good song, haha.
I honestly don't know what's going on right now with my life.. It's seems so perfect, like almost too perfect. I feel like something is going to go wrong soon, but maybe that's just paranoia. Right now though, I'm just going to enjoy life the way it is :)

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little girl you're in the middle of the ride

I hate it when your two best friends are fighting and it is technically neither of their faults, so you don't want to chose sides because no one's right or wrong, but you can't just go between them because... it's hard, you know?

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The Arrow is an Extension of Your Soul

My goodness I love archery. It's an instinct, really... I just get the bow and arrow in my hands and I feel so relaxed, so focused. It keeps my mind off the things I'd rather not think about and I remember that there is way more to life than school and work and making a living.

I love it.

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I, I Think Some Days We're Beautiful, I Think Some Days We're Not

So what do you want from me, what do you want from me now?

This song describes everything that's going on in my life so perfectly right now that I just can't handle it. IT'S SO PERFECT. Sorry.. I had to do it :)

I'm so frustrated.. blehhhh.

I love school. I have come to the conclusion that I get depressed on the weekends because I'm not at school. How desperately sad is that? I have no idea what I'm going to do when I leave school. Probably become a teacher because I'm so freaking obsessed with school. My goodness it's deadly. I'm currently taking a break from painting my bedroom (silver and black because......because I can!) I've been noticing recently that I get really embarrassing and hyper when I'm around my friends. It's actually pathetic. I need to stop it but I can't!! D: oh well, they'll just have to deal with my jumping up and down and losing my voice every night because I talk so much. Hahahahaha I remember when I was shy.. good times... good times.

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MCR5

I would just like to take the time to say OH MY GOODNESS I AM SO EXCITED FOR MCR5.

Just sayin' ;)

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High School Never Ends

And so here ends my last day of summer.

My highlights were basically Professional Griefers and buying a black baroque clock today. As you can tell, I've had a horrible summer and I'm glad to be going back to school. I think. I'll probably disagree with that tomorrow morning when I wake up and think about dressing in stiff red white and black clothes and catching the first bus of the morning to my school 20 minutes away...
Actually I really like my school uniform. I mean, it's more of a strict dress code. You can wear whatever you want as long as it's black red or white, which is basically what I'd want to (but be too scared to) wear every day if there wasn't a dress code.

Okay, so... here comes 4th year :) (or for you Americans, 10th grade) Let's hope it's better than last year! Not that last year was bad.. in fact, it was my favourite year of school so far. It's just, why wouldn't I want it to be better? :P

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I'm Losing My Grip, and I'm In This Thing Alone

Ok so I'm going to be hypocritical and say it really annoys me when people are like "I wish I knew who my real friends are!" but somehow that's exactly how I feel right now. I just don't get it, you either like me or you don't. I'd be much happier if people would just tell me they don't like me to my face rather than acting like it behind my back. If people would tell me not to send them messages instead of pretending they were busy or they didn't get them. If people would stop apologizing when they hurt me, just so they can go back and hurt me in the same way. Most of it's my fault. But these people are so important in my life that no matter how much they hurt me, I'll just forgive them every time. And maybe these people just like hurting me so much they'll find any way to do it. Well at least I know of three people I could definitely count on. Sometimes the only true way of finding out who's your real friend is if they trust you with things they don't trust anyone else with.

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Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow Creeps in This Petty Pace..

I never thought I'd say this, but I wish school would hurry up and start again. Not for the actual school aspect, but the seeing my friends part haha. But I must admit, my classes are awesome this year! Also, I'm pretty bored and would enjoy having something to do for once.. all I've been doing for the past week is playing guitar. Which would be fun, had I not got bored of playing every song I can think of.

I'm wondering what this year will bring for me. It's kind of nerve-racking. Exams start this year, so I have to work extra hard which is a huge problem for me because I get bored/distracted way too easily. I swear someone needs to take my computer away from me.

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All Silent Save the Dripping Rain

You know that feeling when you find out that your friends did something really, really fun without you and you feel left out and just generally pissed off? Yeah, it sucks.
Sometimes I wish I could just be happy all the time but obviously I'm not that kind of person.

Also, I live in the middle of nowhere, we're the only house for miles so we have our own weather, practically. I find it so ironic, yesterday and this morning I was all jet lagged and confused and my house was shrouded in thick fog. Now I'm tired and depressed, and the rain has started. I just want to curl up and sleep, but jetlag has ensured I won't.

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Andy Clayton

So I found this person on YouTube, his name is Andy Clayton. He does covers and original songs, and he's really good! You should listen to him :)