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I Think This Might Be It For Us

Blow me one last kiss... (8)

So nothing bad really happened, I guess? I just don't feel like playing all these games anymore. Do you ever feel like that? Like everything you're going through and everything you're doing is just not worth it for what you'll get at the end of it? I just don't need this right now... and I'll be ok. It won't be me that gets hurt, tbh...
I've had a shit day.

But Does Anyone Notice, There's A Corpse In This Bed.....?

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts.... to put this to your head...
But would anything matter, if you're already dead...?

I almost lost someone really close to me. If the circumstances had been different, his life would have been cruelly and abruptly ended. In a way, it's luck that kept him alive. In a way, it's lack of luck that caused him to be in danger.
But he's ok.
Everything's ok.
Everything will be fine.
I just need some time to realise that.

I'll Keep You A Daydream Away

Just watch from a safe place, so I'd never have to lose (8) <3

I love this song so much. There is nothing better than finding a song that describes your current situation perfectly. Especially when it's a good song, haha.
I honestly don't know what's going on right now with my life.. It's seems so perfect, like almost too perfect. I feel like something is going to go wrong soon, but maybe that's just paranoia. Right now though, I'm just going to enjoy life the way it is :)

little girl you're in the middle of the ride

I hate it when your two best friends are fighting and it is technically neither of their faults, so you don't want to chose sides because no one's right or wrong, but you can't just go between them because... it's hard, you know?

The Arrow is an Extension of Your Soul

My goodness I love archery. It's an instinct, really... I just get the bow and arrow in my hands and I feel so relaxed, so focused. It keeps my mind off the things I'd rather not think about and I remember that there is way more to life than school and work and making a living.

I love it.

I, I Think Some Days We're Beautiful, I Think Some Days We're Not

So what do you want from me, what do you want from me now?

This song describes everything that's going on in my life so perfectly right now that I just can't handle it. IT'S SO PERFECT. Sorry.. I had to do it :)

I'm so frustrated.. blehhhh.

I love school. I have come to the conclusion that I get depressed on the weekends because I'm not at school. How desperately sad is that? I have no idea what I'm going to do when I leave school. Probably become a teacher because I'm so freaking obsessed with school. My goodness it's deadly.


I would just like to take the time to say OH MY GOODNESS I AM SO EXCITED FOR MCR5.

Just sayin' ;)

High School Never Ends

And so here ends my last day of summer.

My highlights were basically Professional Griefers and buying a black baroque clock today. As you can tell, I've had a horrible summer and I'm glad to be going back to school. I think. I'll probably disagree with that tomorrow morning when I wake up and think about dressing in stiff red white and black clothes and catching the first bus of the morning to my school 20 minutes away...
Actually I really like my school uniform. I mean, it's more of a strict dress code.

I'm Losing My Grip, and I'm In This Thing Alone

Ok so I'm going to be hypocritical and say it really annoys me when people are like "I wish I knew who my real friends are!" but somehow that's exactly how I feel right now. I just don't get it, you either like me or you don't. I'd be much happier if people would just tell me they don't like me to my face rather than acting like it behind my back. If people would tell me not to send them messages instead of pretending they were busy or they didn't get them. If people would stop apologizing when they hurt me, just so they can go back and hurt me in the same way. Most of it's my fault.

Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow Creeps in This Petty Pace..

I never thought I'd say this, but I wish school would hurry up and start again. Not for the actual school aspect, but the seeing my friends part haha. But I must admit, my classes are awesome this year! Also, I'm pretty bored and would enjoy having something to do for once.. all I've been doing for the past week is playing guitar. Which would be fun, had I not got bored of playing every song I can think of.

I'm wondering what this year will bring for me. It's kind of nerve-racking.