Beth Alice Rose's blog

i was meant to be meeting a friend in leeston today but she bailed cos she stayed out late (and late for her is 11) i mean come on i went to bed 1 and am still here so now im aloner sittibg in the library on the computer with nothing to do.
Neon Blood

watching it on the news its so emotional in way im glad i didn't go cos i would have just cried very nearly did when they showed unseen pictures of the CBD.
i hope no more earthquakes or tsunamies (still can't spell) happen anywhere else
any way how you kill joys out there?
neon blood X :)

i think it's official i have no friends that i can talk to about anything and it really depresses me no one is talking to me atm and i don't know why. grrr life suck sometimes

whoever made omegle is fucked in the head i mean honestly they slogan is omelgle talk to strangers! WTF is all i can say WTF

so me and my froend had this fight through tweets and i don't get it she has been fine with me for ages and i've been okay with her but then all this happened
me:FML!!!!!!!!
her:stop saying fml. don't be such a fucking downer your not the only one who has a fucking shit life
me: the main thing i know of that pisses you off and that can be easaly stopped and yes im talking about hummehere
her:yeah well to tell you the truthhes actually really cooleverone annoys you at times
me:yes and imallowed to have days when im pissed with everyone and im having one of those days so suck on that
her:yeah well lately you been pissed every fucking day. just stop being so fucking depressedand pissed off im over it. i want some vodka now
me:you need to get over the fucking vodka yor 14 forgods sakeand i wouldn't be so unhappy all the time if people didn't get pissed with me over nothing
her: yeah well its my choice if i do shit like that. i just want my friends to be ahppy for once

Anorexia
[x] You hate your body.
[] You have starved yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
[] You skip at least one meal a day.
[] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 3

ADHD
[x] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time.
[] You need attention 24/7.
[] You aren't very shy.
Total: 5

Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep.
[] You have very high self esteem at times.
[] You are have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide
[x] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 5

wow AFTERSHOCK!!!! first one i've felt till the 6.3 on tues it was quite a long one too

yester was all good and bad. it started off with athletics day so bad really (i don't like sports) and then to top of that bad part me and my two best friends ot called fat ugly c***s cos we sed we were hungry. then after athletics day me and two other people went to one of my best friends place and threw her a surprise party her face priceless but she said she was gonna get me back :S

so my killjoy name is now neon blood (basicly cos my friend (jokingly) called me a blood crazy bitch and im maddly in love with neon at the moment) so thank you

Neon Blood :P

okay well someone at my school saw my blog on here qand saw i bag on the school alot so im here to say..... sorry my school doesn't suck (that bad) and it's not completly full of sluts bitches and bastards (but mostly is) and the teachers rock (well some of them )actually most of them)) and yeah thats it