Bella.Black.'s blog

Its been a while and I think that is my fault.
I have been running around like a mad woman getting all my finals done and my things for my business class taken care of.
Thankfully that is all over with and I can finally relax and draw and read the growing mountain top of books I have been buying.
I think its better to have an addiction to the written word than anything else.
its just takes you to a whole new place each time you read a new book.
I love it.

December is here and out came the Christmas lights and the cold weather.
I am so glad to have all here instead of the constant heat.

So leave with a picture of a portrait I drew of Mikey for a gift for a secret santa and a until next time.

xoxo
B.

I need to give love to my account here.
seriously.
So quick update.
I have somehow got the idea in my head for a Hollywood/LA killjoy photoshoot to help with my portfolio and to get a chance to meet other killjoys.
and just to have a day of fun with fellow and local fans.

so we kind of decided on April 9th for the day.

and anyone who is interesting just show up.
and in gear, meaning your own killjoy costume and mask!
so come out have fun, meet people, bring your own camera if you wish!

B.

is the special box set for danger days no longer available for order?

That is my date for MCR.
Anyone else?
I will be there with my younger brother.
So just hit me up if you want to meet up and hang out.

xoxo
B.

I should really update this more often.
hello there again.
I feel all back semi-neglecting this site.
I didn't do it on purpose, I promise.
Just been really busy with school and going back and fourth between places, and organizing things.
thinking about deactivating my facebook just to lighten up my load.
hmmm lets see whats new?
drawing, school, coffee in the morning, rain! (finally), happiness, twittering more often due to my conversations with the lovely Ms. Peyton.
I love it lol.
my writing has been suffering, so sorry for that.
hold on will complete this later.

oh one questing to everyone on here.
whats the craziest thing you have done?

xoxo
B.

quick update.
on break from art school.
brain has been exploding with ideas! seriously it has.
I have discovered Chanel N5....and I am in love with it.
I celebrated 3 years with my guy and I love you sugar.
hmm....working out has becoming more of a priority...if I can actually get more motivated.
and writing more and more.
and declared myself an unofficial writer =]
and I let go of someone I thought I could help.
but in the end she didn't want to see or hear the truth. so I let go.
because she would rather let strangers all the way in than tell her friends.
and talking to my guy and tell him all the crap she went through just didn't sit right with me.
I couldn't trust her.
and she shut me out a long time ago.
So goodbye to you.
I hope you find some peace one day.

other than that life has been grand.
I have my besties Chris and Adrian.
my guy <3
my art
and music.
where would I be without any of those things?

xoxo
B.

ps.

been thinking about writing about my life for quite some time.
I dont know if anyone would read it.
its not a fairy tale.
I thank god sometimes that it isnt because life isnt one.
I never really believed in them to be honest.
I just enjoyed reading them.
seeing how much was left out.
and the slapped together happy endings.
we make our own happy endings.
I believe that.
I believe that one day maybe
I can write my own.
but for now settle for the random blog posts and we will see what it comes to.

xoxo
B

lol yeah its a good survey try it gals and gents

Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. red lipstick
2. heart shaped sunglasses
3. keys with my skunk plush keychain
4. iPod
5. paramore wallet

Five things in my bedroom:
1. posters
2. photographs
3. artwork
4. books
5. bass

Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
1.Play on a stage
2. go to warped tour
3. go to the Roxy, whiskey a go go and the hollywood bowl
4. meet some random famous person as I walk down the street, I live in LA lol
5.dance with Ellen Degeneres

Five things that make me very happy:
1. My Chemical Romance.
2. new books
3. art supplies
4. new music
5.going to the theatres

Five things I’m currently into:
1. Twitter
2. pink
3. writing slasher horror movie type one shots
4. designing more clothes
5. fixing my gimpy laptop

Five things on my To-Do list:
1. get a job
2.go to shows
3. get healthier

I love the fact that everyone just posts anything they are feeling, going through, or random stuff here.
or art.
I don't know I just like it
and for those going through some stuff feel free to message me.
I wont bite I promise
I am here to listen.
if you just want someone to listen

I have a thing for Sean Lennon
Love his work
I love the lyrics and the melodies
it just amazing
I have been on the hunt for his friendly fire album forever.
I want the actually CD not to download it.
I don't like to download, I leave that up to my sis.
lol

So I have been great
I am taking an observational drawing class.
drawing still life, torsos and such and I am so happy with that class.
I am just waiting to see how I will react to the live nude models when that week comes around.
I will probably be hey they are nude and just brush it off lol

english class is amazing
learning about artists and in an english class is like a dream come true seriously
it is.
I have been great overall
been reconnecting with old friends I haven't talked to in ages.
and I love that
and my art has been a lot more attention lately
and it feel nice to just relax and draw or just paint.
painting is new to me so I do little things.

so tell me how are you?

xoxo
B.