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Motivate me

I need to get myself out of my head
It's very hard to find motivation to do something you really don't want to do...
But then again if I don't get all my assignments in by Friday I fail the course...and my parents would just...I don't even know...
It's my birthday on Saturday and my friend organised for the lead singer of Ashestoangels (one of my favourite bands) to come and play an acoustic set to us at my house. Which is pretty fucking awesome. It really doesn't feel like it's nearly my birthday.
Sometimes it feels like I'm just doing things to keep everyone else happy.

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I just

My best friends mum hates me even though I've never met her and I always take my best friend home from gigs. Her mum doesn't even offer to pick her up (to my knowledge). It might be because I got her home at 2am once but technicalities. It's probably because I'm a bad influence...
The antidepressants I'm taking don't seem to be working as well as last time I took them. It could be because I'm under a lot of stress. I've got to make sure all my assignments are done by Friday and I've missed quite a lot because of my depression. So I'm hoping that I can get it all done but I somehow doubt it.
At least I have coffee...oh wait...I drank it all...
Hope you guys are ok, I should get back to doing assignments...