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I'm not even kidding. The day after I decide that I'm going to try to get over this guy before my heart is broken into a million tiny pieces, he brings his guitar to school. What does he sing? None other than Summertime by My Chemical Romance. I pretty much was a puddle of goop on the sidewalk. That's the last time I tried to get over him, and quite frankly I'm scared to try again. It's not like I can just stop hanging out with him. If I did that, I would have to stop hanging out with all of my friends. And my friendship with him means the world to me.

Now what? I guess I'll just suffer through it until my heart stops fucking with me.

You know, when you see his name pop up on your phone, and you fall for him a little harder each time, and then you finally realize that you're just another girl he talks to.

At midnight tonight, it will officially be one week until I get to see my favorite band live with my crush.

My mom said I could go to the show San Jose! So fucking stoked! :D

I asked her if we could go to the record release show too, but it's about six hours away. And on a Monday. So it was a definite no. Oh well.

Who's going to the show in San Jose/San Diego? :3

My mom loves My Chem's new songs! She used to dislike their music so much, but she heard Na Na Na on the radio today with me and I showed her The Only Hope for Me is You on Youtube, and she loved it. I'm so happy right now. :)

I pretty much am in love with the new song. Dear Jesus. <3

More horse songs. Grow up, guys.

Love, your fucking worst fan ever. :)

Every time I want to go to the community page, I accidently click the new button "transmissions", and that TV is still pissing me off. Just for different reasons now. -___-

All my best friend has to talk about is how upset she is how no guys ever like her, and how she's so ugly. When she made out with at least five guys over the summer, and I haven't even kissed one ever. -___-
I love her, but sometimes I feel like strangling her. She's such a whore... But it does/doesn't feel right saying that.

My friend Jordan asked, "Why do you ALWAYS talk about My Chem? Are they always on your mind, or something?" And the best possible answer I could come up with was, "SHYEAH. They're only my favorite band, dude." Him: "They're my favorite band too, but you don't see me being all crazy, do you?"

I guess he's more mellow than I am. xD I go completely fangirl sometimes, not gonna lie.