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Okay, biggest fail of my life. I was saying something about the creepy black kid in a picture in someone else's blog, 'cause I thought it looked like more of a demon, than a black guy. My sister disagreed, and said it was just a black dude, not a demon, and while yelling this at each other, my brother was outside with his African American friend. And the window was right next to me. And open. D:

You may laugh, but just imagine if you did that... You'd be embarrassed as shit.

Today at school, we got a new student. She is so nice, and freaking funny. I have a lot in common with her. :)
And there was this girl in the grade lower than me with her, and she was wearing a shirt that said, "I love The Black Parade." It was too epic for words. xD

I just checked my grades online, and I have all B's. That means I get to go on the Great America trip at the end of the year. =D

Oh, and another thing... Congratulations Frankie! I'm so happy for him and his wife. :]

My science teacher just called my house. And she wanted to talk to me... I've never had a teacher do that before. o-O

I'm so exhausted... I woke up extra early today so I could go in before school to make up zeros for P.E. So basically I was running laps in the frigid cold, at 7:30 in the morning. :P I had two projects due today, have an essay due on Monday, and have to present a different project on Wednesday. Tomorrow I have to be at my friends house at 9 a.m. to go to her church for this Haiti fundraiser, and I'm going to be there till 10 p.m. Thinking about all of that makes me even more tired than I already am... so goodnight everyone. I hope I sleep well tonight. -___-

Lately I have been what you could call depressed. It doesn't make it any better if none of your friends notice, right? But as of yesterday, I am normal. My mom, sister, and I went to the California Academy of Sciences in San Francisco, and it was amazing. So many different people with all kinds of faces to cheer you up. It's kind of hard not to be happy. ^_^

My mom has been pestering me about what I'm going to be doing with my summer recently. The idea popped into my head yesterday to take up horseback riding lessons, but it's very... expensive. My mom has never been able to afford them, not even when I was eight. There's this place in my town called Airdance Farms, and they have lessons for three times a week for a month for only $250. Other places were close to a thousand. I hope my mom'll be able to afford it this time. Who knows? Maybe I'll earn some serious cash from now, until summer. xD

Message me? I have nothing to do.

I know I'm just adding to the blogs about Bob, but I really could give a shit less. I had the shittiest day at school today, and I come home thinking that it'd a bit better, and of course, it didn't. I hate my life right now. I don't even know why... just things have been happening lately, and now this?! Seriously, I can't have anything good happen to me it seems. Having Bob leave the band just worsened my fear of losing people. I can't trust anything anymore.

"No, I'm uncomfortable because I have to shit!"
That was the jist of my conversation with my friend over the weekend. We're so strange. :P

Last week, when all of the commotion started about MCR's possible album release date, I was at school, and my sister was at home. She called my school just so they could give me a note that said, "Album out, 4/19." I started squealing in English. x]

Barely any of my blogs have anything to do with how my day was, or went... Which is weird. My last two blogs had videos in them. :P

Well, so I'll break my habit, I'll talk about my day (Not that anyone cares). So this chick in my English class kept pestering the substitute all period. Before he sent her to the office, she asked him if you have to pee in a cup when you get a physical from the doctor. His face was priceless. xDD
Oh, and I'm doing homework, while this, and listening to Limp Bizkit. ^_^

This song, along with the video, cheered me up. :3