bastardizing_cherry's blog

i have no idea what happen with my feeling now, but i guess the downfall is coming after me.
it's probably just because of the stressed out thingy, but i dont know,,
i just weird, it's so weird.

XOXO

yeah guys,
so i was listening to The Kids From Yesterday (they're studio acoustic session)
and ta daaaaaaa,,,the site new lay out,,
and i was like almost nearly but i guess eventually bawling my eyes out like pathetic fuck like that.
and i guess i would like to thank the band :

1. thanks for skylines and turnstiles for it always be there for me and also our lady of sorrow to keep me strong
2. thanks for I'm Not okay to remind me it's okay to live the life i live now, Ghost of You to remind me of my days with my Dad, It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Fuckin Deathwish to keep me fearless
3. thanks for Welcome To Black Parade,my forever funeral song and Famous Last Words to keep me stay who i am today
4. thanks for Summertime, my forever wedding song, Sing and The Only Hope for Me is You Alone to remind me that no matter how ugly life is, as long as we keep fighting, there's always hope.
5. thanks for the upcoming album

i just realize guys,
that i could tell you almost everything,anything in my life,,
but my real life friends,i just couldn't tell them,,
i could tell you all my anger, my sadness, my sillyness,
just everything..
i have no idea why,,
it just so,,it just, i dont know,,

awesome,,
and thanks i fuckin love you all!
lol
XOXOXO

i have no idea how many blogs i've post with this kind of theme,,
i guess there's bunch of it, like BUNCH,,i lost count,,
okay, so,,
my hands keeps shaking i hate them right now,,
and i can not keep my eyes open,,'
so yeah,,
stay safe guys,,
XOXOXO

never mind guys,
it just,,,

*sigh

first all my good,warm,nice and ever true friends were in the internet
second, all my friends is my real life are just an assholes
third, all my good friends live too far, outside the town, and i never get the chance to meet them
forth, i like being here more than anything
five, i love you all

im sorry i probably just talking gibberish, but i need to let it out.
stay safe guys!

XOXOXO

so super nervous,,
yes, im part of an event as an organizer,
this one is pretty big,,
i feel like im gonna die,,
im stressed out,and got nausea and dizzy so easily it's ridiculous,,

Keep Running!

XOXOXO

that most of my friends in my real life is complete moron and nothing i can do to change them,
and surely does the effect of lack of sleep for these couple days just kickin in,,
i hate being zombified and like not giving my best for working,.
it's weird,,and it's not good,
and im super pissed off these days and my to do list were over the roof..
geeeeez...

rant over..
*sigh
let's get these things done and never let them take you alive!

XOXOXO

Happy Sober anniversary day Gee,,
so damn proud!
i look up to you Gee!
is there any Happy Sober anniversary day ??
okay,,
whatever,,
i'm so dead tired right now,,i dunno why,,
anyways im with my best friend,,
just so you know,,
the guy next to me it's him...

meanwhile,,
stay safe guys..
XOXO

super pissed off!

*facepalm sigh

XOXO