bastardizing_cherry's blog

1] Are you bi?
Yes
[2] Where was your Facebook profile picture taken?
sumbody marriage ceremony
[3] What is your middle name?
Nadia
[4] Do you have a crush?
yes
[5] Does your crush like you back
no
[6] What is your current mood?
feel shity
[7] What are you looking forward to?
badly wants to play guitar again
[8] What makes you happy?
My Chemical Romance
[9] Look at a poster in your room, who's on it?
dont have posters.. XD
[10] What are you not looking forward to?
okay to make it clear,,,,,PLAY GUITAR AGAIN!!!! *shout
[11] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
A cat
[12] Have you ever had a near death experience?
Yup, motorbike accident,,leaving me a jaw dislocation and hip dislocation also now,,
[13] What was the last phone conversation you had?
forgot
[14] The song stuck in your head?
Dead by MCR
[15] What is your desktop background?
My Chemical Romance,,
:)

Hometown_glad
I’ve just arrive,,
Geeeeezzz...this couple days must be epic or i’ll be dead,,,
Though lots of memories been stucked and bullied around this city with those retarded stink alleys,,,,i know i always love this town,,,
I got to hold myself back for not explode or at least cry for being so full of fuckin miserable excitement..
Okay,,i was here in the most popular junkfood restaurant..
With people around me, staring fucking weird to me as i am ET or sumthin,,
I was just writing these gibberish ,plug in my earphones and ‘sing’ goes out,,
Yes,,, i dont give a fuckin damn!!!!this is my fuckin lovely hometown,,,
I’m going to enjoy every single fuckin time i spent here,,,
The smell, the sight, the touch,, everything,,,,
Fyi my family didn’t know anything of me being home,,just dont want to meet sean and mom yet,,,,
My cousin knows im here,,if i didnt tell her,,i’ll be just dead,,,ahahahaaha XD
Okay,, i’ll be just rumbling around the city,,

i'll be off for a while guys,,,
just so u know,,,been hard these lately and lots of thanks for always there for me,,,
dont worry im not going to cut myself,,,
just need to rethink many shits....
i'll be back on couple days...

love y'all_thanks so much_hope things good for y'all
:)

i miss my hometown,,
miss my friends to hang out,,,
i dont want to get home seeing family and things...
(mom perhaps,,she is the reason why i stay longer at home)
but i really want to just to feel the atmosphere,,,,,
hang out at the park,,play swing,,smoke a lot,,(im legal..dont worry)
drink yogurt,,,

really all i want to do is just go home.....
shit....
*sigh

did u ever see a huge python?
i saw a 12 meters and 500 lbs python just today,,,,

geeeeeeeeezzzzzz,,,,,

it's so cool....
O.o

yesss,,,
MCR and this journal save my life,,,,

take a look at the sticker on it it says ' beware! fuckin politics on your tv'....
geeezzzz...it stay there after years....

and u know,,when i left my hometown,,
though i (by mistake) left my shoes,,this journal went along with me,,,

:)

i've been thinking to have a white lily,,
but cherry blossom will be perfect also,,,

any suggestions?

thanks,, :)

but i've just end up doing some creative writing.....

geeeeeeezzzzz....

O.o

i think i'm in love with my ex boyfriend's ex girlfriend,,,,,,,,

what should i do?

why can't we just like and love each other?
why can't we just get along ?
i mean,,, i'm your sister,,i should love you,,at least like you,,,
why can't i ?

every single fuckin day is like hell,,, coz i hate to admit and deny that i want killll you!!!!!!

why can't we be just friend??

why should i think that the only thing i regret in this world was ' why did i don't just hit ur head with that bottle in the first place?'
i left our hometown,,
i'm alone,,,
you got mom on your side,,,you took everything,,,and leave me a piece of heaven in hell!
shit!

i walk alone and i'm not afraid _nadia