bastardizing_cherry's blog

there is a video bout a person whom i fully respect,,,
he is a writer,,he have been writing about meditation and self empowerment stuff,,,
i love his writing....

he is now been accused and on trial of sumthin stupid,,
what on earth sumbody is been accused for being always fight for peace,love and harmony
among human being...he is fighting for the humanity inside us,,,
humanity that beyond religion,race,gender,and so on,,,

actually the video is bit sad..
but why did i keep it??

i just want to remind myself through the video,,,
an old killjoy like him (can i call him killjoy?)
fight till the last drop of his blood...(this is a metaphor,,of course ya'll know)
so do i...
i need to keep running, make a noise and perhaps with little love i have,,,
i can make a difference...

so does you all here,,,you all already make a difference,,,,

huuuuuuggggsssss_<3

couple months ago,,,
i was meeting a girl,,,
she was sweet and gentle,,,
i thought she was cute also,,,
so theoretically i could have been fall in love with her,,,

but later on,,,
we talked and talked,,,,
and so many people came to me only to say, She is fuckin superficial ...
and from what i've found...
yeeeessss,,,,,she is!!!!!

she got no brain,,
she is ruining everybody's live,,,
she is superficial,,
she's just fuckin moron!

and today,,,
i need to replaced her on the book discussion,,,
which is i know nothin bout it,,,

FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

i fuckin regret my acquaintance with her...

to lost somebody is really hurt,,
broke up,,leaving,,,until death...

u just dont know how it's feel until u walk in the same path,,,
and the good news is everybody experienced the same hurt..

one choose to move on..
one choose to constantly grieve and feel sorrowful,,,
one choose to be bitter...

though we experience the same lost,,,
we just never know exactly how it feel,,,,,,
and i just think that,,whether we never know how it feel exactly,,
we share the same feeling,,,,

to one that chose to be bitter, we can show them love,,
to one that chose to grieve, we can stand next to them,,support them to move on,,,
to one that chose to move on, we celebrating a new life after the shadow in the valley,,,

birth cant stand without death..
we never know happiness without sorrow,,,
loneliness is a friend of acquaintance,,,,

i know this is just a crap guys,,,
but im gettin sick of Chris and Danny things around,,,

so,,,

i was just like sleep for hours and hours...
and then woke up with pain,,,,extreme pain in my back, neck and right shoulder,,,

and i heard from one of my friend,,

when i was passed out and people were in panic
and kept asking to the medic guy (unfortunately this medic guy is my friend)

"is she okay?" and things like that..
he was just checking at my pulse and said, "she's alive"
and everybody was laugh.....

o.0
Fuck!

*facepalm

today i just passed out,,,
or i dont know what it was actually,,,

read my blog about me meeting fuckin annoying people,,,???

so,,,
i think,,i've just too exhausted,,,meeting them and do stuffs,,,
and the last thing i remember before i fell down is,,,,,,
i felt so sleepy,,,

is that possible?
i mean to anybody, to feel sleepy and then just like forget that u're standing in a public room and just fell down and asleep??
O.o

becoz it was more like sleeping than passing out for me,,,,, >.<

okay i know u all raised your eyebrows there,,,
and lol at me..... XD

but anyway love u all_<3_hope didnt hurt my head that much_

why everybody that i dont like just coming around and messing up????
aaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggghhhh......
okay here is the fuckin story,,

i have a friend he is about to engaged with sumbody,,my other friend,,
this boy have a best friend,,his fiance to be been really jealous to his best friend,,
though she (his best friend) dont do anything...
and came along this another fuckin girl out of nowhere and just get into their relationship.

and the boy just like okay and go for dating with this girl..(his fiance to be is live in another city)..

and its awful coz the boy was just like hide what did he do behind his bestfriend, by saying that,, he only spend his spare time with his bestfriend....

sooooooooo....

its really really fuuuuuuuuuuuucccccckkkkk...
becoz i know the whole story and i cant do anything,,and
becoz they're fuckin older and moron,,,,

geeeezzzz,,,,

this is just fuckin awful,,,,

Everybody around me is PMS ing,,,
and they're being so mean to me...
and i havent done my community program schedule yet,,
and lots of things to do for tommorow......

and sumbody that i hate just coming around,,,

so lets say these couple hours will be just fuckin awful....

PS : my grandma, my aunties,even my bf says im overweight,,,,

*sigh..............
*whisper : fuck!

congratz gerard,,,,,,
thanks to u,,,i'm sober too...

:)

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been calling to my amazing bf..
aahahahahaha :)
and its really cute hearing him yawning all the time,,,
XD

okay..im weird..