bastardizing_cherry's blog

im gonna dye my hair,,

xo

just wanna say that,,
please dont kill me,,

stay safe

xo

pic i found somewhere in the internet

your Dad that passed away like 6 years ago,
out of nowhere, came and say hi on your dream?
he just smiled and stared at my eyes and he looks freaking young,,
and i was all O.O
and cried in my sleep,,

and woke up really weird and sad

xo

ps anybody hug me?

Please read lol It may be a little long, but its something that very important to me.

well,,im on dateline so im dead,,
and a friend (read jerk) out of nowhere just text me, talking about sumthin
i dont really want to know,,
what the fuck was that's all about?

that's all

never let them take you alive!

xo

dateline is my slang with my friend,, so sorry,,

xo

pointless,,i know,,
the pic where taken on one of Buddhist-Hindi temple in Indonesia,,
i'm not really sure,,
anyways,,

xo

Indonesia (Sumatra Island)
struck by a massive 8,5 SR earthquake,,
please pray,,

thanks

xo

and any killjoys from there?
i know only one person in this site,,hope he is okay,,

why i fuckin love this site so much?
becoz all of you beautiful people, loveliest people in the world,,
okay,,
so my mind were in between rant and grateful and happy and rage all at once,,
feel shity about it, puzzled.

i dunno sometimes i think people were just judgmental,maybe they dont really wanted to be that way or talked that way,,but sometimes i found it really hard to understand them without feel being judge.
like you know, me being me and listen to MCR's songs.
i just dont understand, it makes me sick sometimes,, :/
and also wondering, did i judge people?

im grateful and happy coz i can talk to you here,,
aha!
and edgetrevor is okay and rocky van marissa is okay,,
and acid Sunshine is the loveliest and kindest buddy ever!
:D
*smile wide

now this is the shitiest part,,
i dont know why i feel this anger so much,,
i try to acknowledge it before it went bad and hurt me eventually..
so it goes like this,

Gerard Way's Bday_Miles Iero_and i dunno,,

LOL

well i was struck with my own statement to a jerk,,
"it's a matter of choices whether im gonna cry or laugh with all you've done,,sorry i chose to laugh it out loud!"

woohoooo,,

i LOVE My Chemical Fuckin Romance!

xo