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so,,i dunno what to say, but im really not in a state of doing fine,,

firstly, im not really well, and i guess i need another cup of coffee,,
secondly, somehow it's weird because i feel uneasy because of myself,,
freak, i know!
thirdly, i dont feel like i wanna be sociable right now (in real world not here),,
and i eat like bunch of chocolate,,
and im like in a constant hunger,,

omygerard
*sigh

xo

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i should've went somewhere but yeaah,,

i dunno guys, i dont feel like i want to do anything or what,,
and i get really stressed this week,,
and im sleepy and so many things to do,,

i think im gonna explode anytime soon,,
stay safe,,
gonna die with my mask on!

xo

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i know no one will read this but,,

yeah,
i guess i need to spill it out before im doing something that adding the lines of my 'foolishness list'
im now listening to 'SummerTime' and the urge to bawled my eyes out just really freaking irresistible,,
im trying to put my head on it place and not doing anything harm,,
but i dunno what happen to me this lately,,
im doing good with my depression and hyper thingy but yeah sometimes they kickin in without we notice it,,
okay,,
lately, it's really hard to keep my head up since i feel really dumb and feels like im retarded and been not able to do anything correct,,
and my head just spinning so fast and my mind jump around from a thought to another,,
i feel so insecure and vulnerable at once,
im afraid of everything and i sorta have a panic attack when my mind jump around,
my heart beats to fast and uncontrollable sometime,,
i feel like shit,
yeah, maybe that's the conclusion of what i feel,,

just wish me super luck guys,
i know i will need it more this week,,

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i feel like i wanna hug you all!

and whatever happen to you right now, whether you sad or happy,,
im gonna hug you,,
if you're sad, i hope this huge motherfucker hugs ease your pain and make you fell better!
if you're happy, im sharing this huge motherfucker hugs also to celebrate your happiness!!

and Angela bday tomorooooowww!

AHA!

love ya'll as always,
vampires,revengers,paraders,killjoys!
stay safe

xo

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not much,,

im just,,just really tired,,
i just dont wanna do anything and just lay down,,
well,,
yeah,,

xo

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i miss my converse shoes,,

somebody stole it,,

i always think that converse shoes is somehow like best friend,,
those comfort, confidence, like someone you turn to when everything goes wrong,,

well, somebody stole my converse shoes,,

*sigh

love ya

xo

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honestly guys, please tell me,,did my hair is epic fail?

pleaseeee tell me the truth,,
i need some serious advice here!

thanks alot!

xo

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this i a wishing-you-well kinda post,,so yeah,,,

have a great day,
or a great night,,
or a great time,,
whatever your time zones are!

i love you all vampires, revengers, paraders, killjoys!

stay safe and stay strong,,
you guys are the loveliest, most talented and most beautiful soul!

xo

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me being silly

you guys can lol at me!

xo

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just saying part 2

i hate my facebook account right now,,

xo