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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I hae technonlogy!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear it wants to piss me off. Deleted the twitter app on my phone cause its a piece of shit and now my computer is slow.....ugh im not in the mood today to deal wih it. Im in the mood to break things if they dont work....grrrrrrrrr!!!!!! Then my boyfriend dislocated my shoulder cause he wanted to wrestle but I was not in the mood so I tried to get away...ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Horrible day!

Not A Good Night Last Night and A Sucky Start For Today

So I dislocated my shoulder lastnight. My brother managed to pop it back in place. My boyfriend was trying to wrestle with me and I wasnt in the mood and tried to get away but my shoulder ended up getting dislocated:( Then this morning I woke up on the floor because my air mattress had a whole in it apparently.....ugh so now I got to fix it or maybe I can get an actual bed.....

Is He Controlling or Not?

So I been dating this new guy and well I need some advice. He watches my facebook a lot and ask who I text or talk to constanly. I havent hung out with anyone except my family cause he doesnt want me hanging out with anyone unless he is there and I havent pushed it cause I been going through alot lately.

Evil Computer

So everytime I try to change my picture on here it goes back to the old pitcure...wtf? And then it has said for over a year that I have a friend request yet there is none.....I think my computer is fucking with me....its EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And im bored....lol so bored im talking about my possessed computer...did I mention gummy bears?? well im eating gummy bears lol dont ask I just had a 2 44oz cups of Mountain dew....now im hyper and bored.....mountain dew is bad for you it rots your brain or so my brother says...im gonna sing the doom song now!

I do NOT look like Alicia Way

So my friend said I look like an Alicia Way with glasses and I was like ummmmm Nooooooooo! That is insulting Alicia Way cause she is way prettier than me:( Serioulsy there is no comparison here. Zero...zilch...none...zip..notta...lol No way! Alicia is so pretty and im like blah!

Crazy Day

Ugh....today has been just blah.........I didnt have school today so that was awesome but I feel like shit so that sucks:( Ive had a migraine for the last 3 days:( My sugar keeps going up and down. Im suppose to gain weight cause I dont eat much and I have diabetes so im suppose to eat good but I just feel like crap and food doesnt sound good at all. I was doing my kick boxing work out today and almost passed out cause I havent ate all day...I think im getting anorexic again....:(

Crazy Day

Ugh....today has been just blah.........I didnt have school today so that was awesome but I feel like shit so that sucks:( Ive had a migraine for the last 3 days:( My sugar keeps going up and down. Im suppose to gain weight cause I dont eat much and I have diabetes so im suppose to eat good but I just feel like crap and food doesnt sound good at all. I was doing my kick boxing work out today and almost passed out cause I havent ate all day...I think im getting anorexic again....:(

Hard times

So I had to move again and things have been hard. I just got out of the hospital after 2 months of being sick. My new school is big and I have yet to figure it out yet. I made one friend and that is it:( I was diganosed with post traumatic stress disorder from events where I frist lived. My parents thought moving would make things safer for me and help me to try and get through it all. I miss my friends though and I dont feel safer. I lock everyday in the house when im alone and close the curtains and I have my phone at all times.

Im Still Alive!

So its been awhile since I been here and alot has changed since then. I had to move:( sucks cause I have no friends yet where im at now. I miss my old friends alot:( I been really sick and the doctors are doing 9 million test to figure out what is wrong. Basically I cant eat and I sleep alot and when I try to do stuff I get so tired and weak. In other news I was diagnosed with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) by my therapist apparently this why I lock the doors when Im by myself and cant sleep in the dark. Moving was suppose to help me get away from bad memories so my parents say.

Im Still Alive!

So its been awhile since I been here and alot has changed since then. I had to move:( sucks cause I have no friends yet where im at now. I miss my old friends alot:( I been really sick and the doctors are doing 9 million test to figure out what is wrong. Basically I cant eat and I sleep alot and when I try to do stuff I get so tired and weak. In other news I was diagnosed with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) by my therapist apparently this why I lock the doors when Im by myself and cant sleep in the dark. Moving was suppose to help me get away from bad memories so my parents say.

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