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So I was in the process of sewing my pointe shoes (no mutherfucking fun!) and i was hold a thimble between my teeth so i could get the needle through the ribbon and lining...sewing, i only have one thimble and at one point, i must have spit out the thimble because when i reached to my mouth for my thimble, it wasnt there, the that feeling crept up my throat, the one you get when you swallow a huge mouthfull of something, but then i llooked down and saw my thimble on my pillow so i was relived that i didnt swallow my thimble. Anyway i know the guys probably will not see this, but it feels like shit knowing that your drummer replacement guy did this, it sucks and this band has been through so much, you guys need a break! I hope your next drummer doesnt do this!!! love you all!
-Awkward Animation

School starts tomorrow.....freshmen orientation fuck yeah!! HA! im not getting to sleep until four am cause of my week of staying up till two then sleeping till noon, and tomorrow i have to get up at six, oh someone just kill me now! OMPH!!!! Really sore from my dance class, but thats okay cause in modern, we learned a really angsty cool combonation and when doing it in pairs I made two people cry apparently i carried the message well. Anyway wish me luck for my first day of high school!
-Awkward Animation

Well I am up all night (again) watching glee on hulu. I have now moved onto the glee project. Is anyone else in LOVE with the extremly sexy Damien McGinty??????? I am! I dont think ive been to bed before 3 am probably since friday night! Ha! getting up at six am on friday will be a rude awakining for sure! Whatever, i dont need sleep, come to think of it, that is probably another reason people are now calling me Edward (as in Cullen, like the vampire..yeah you get it!) Whatever! so yall are probaly sleeping so im just gonna go! (And we just, and we just, and we just, we just get up and go!) (yeah planetary is one od my favorite songs offa danger days!)
-Awkward Animation
(does anyone find the escape key really, odd, ironic, and taunting all at the same time, i do and its driving me insane, sometimes when im depressed i cant even type on a computer casue of the escape key)

Well I was wrong. After dance today I realize I can't feel anything below my ribs. My abs, hard as a rock as usual, but so sore i couldn't sit up on my own when i woke up, my momy had to help me, my knees make me feel like an eighty year old retired hockey player, my arches ache from pointing my feet so hard, and my calves twinge with every step I take! Im so out of shape it is not ffunny! Over all though, today was less intense, so I think i can tackle tomorrow, friday, ah..maybe not, but tomorrrow is do able! Plus today, our Afro (african jazz) teacher was commenting on how all of us were so tan, then looked at me and said "er....well...." I laughed then she started calling me Casper! THEN in ballet, our teacher Matt said "how lovely your tans all are, except for Ms.Cullen over here!" and looked at me! we all laughed and he asked "do you go in the sun at all?" i said "not really" so now people call me Edward or Casper.....love those names! Ha! Im a ghost vampire!

Well I was wrong. After dance today I realize I can't feel anything below my ribs. My abs, hard as a rock as usual, but so sore i couldn't sit up on my own when i woke up, my momy had to help me, my knees make me feel like an eighty year old retired hockey player, my arches ache from pointing my feet so hard, and my calves twinge with every step I take! Im so out of shape it is not ffunny! Over all though, today was less intense, so I think i can tackle tomorrow, friday, ah..maybe not, but tomorrrow is do able! Plus today, our Afro (african jazz) teacher was commenting on how all of us were so tan, then looked at me and said "er....well...." I laughed then she started calling me Casper! THEN in ballet, our teacher Matt said "how lovely your tans all are, except for Ms.Cullen over here!" and looked at me! we all laughed and he asked "do you go in the sun at all?" i said "not really" so now people call me Edward or Casper.....love those names! Ha! Im a ghost vampire!
-Awkward Animation

Is anyone else very happy for Adele? she took her brutal, harsh break up and turned it into a gorgouse, number one, album. I swear Turning Tables, affected me in ssuch a way I dont know how t describe it! Yeah, and as long as were being random, lets just ask ourselves how many damn purple gummies can there be in a single bottle of Flinstone Gummy Vitamins! Yes i take gummy vitamins...there AWESOME!
-Awkward Animation

Im bored shitless....maybe im just lazy and dont want to think of anything to do, maybe i just sore and dont want to go downstaris and turn on the tv, but either way, im bored shitless!

SO school got pushed off till friday, yay! Anyway in refering to the title, I was not ready for dance. NOT AT ALL!!!!! Im never a technichin when it comes to ballet,i apparetnly have a presense where no one cares about my mistakes, apparently, but today I couldnt do anything right! Even the quite simple saute des chat was quite an effort! And for hip hop..wow! Keep in mind im the youngest in the group im dancing in, and my best dancer friend is barely older than me. Neither of us have taken hip hop for a year! Also, usually our studios not vulgar, usually. Today our teacher asked who was the youngest, told us were gonna be uncomfortable but to danceanyway, that everyone has to get in touch with our inner slut, and we should be sexy. Im fourteen i turned to my friend and we said" I dont know how to be sexy"! Ive only been told im sexy a few times, some of which were jokes, others while hyperly sauntering down the hall trying, without running.

Ironically enough, last night, AFTER Irene had come and gone, the power goes out on my street! It was entertaining, last night at like half eight, the lights aall go out and across the street all the small children playing just start screaming! I find this reallly funny for no reason! Anyway dance was cancelled yesterday because they didnt have power, but its back on for today! Im really cold so im going to go find a jumper! School starts tommorow, FRESHMAN ORIENTATION! yay! i still have no idea where half my classes are, joy.
-Awkward Animation

Well my parents went to bed at ten thirty or so and now here after midnight I say to you there is no amount of eye drops that can make my eyes stop stinging from staring at a computer screen! Now Im really not into fan fics because i feel that if there not done right, they disrespect the subject, but i just read the most amazing fanfic in the world....twice! I cried both times! I really should go to bed because dance starts tommorow and contary to what my parents, friends, and teachers think, I havent streched nor reallydanced in two months! Ill be a mess tomorrow! Although I doubt that the studio actually has power, maybe this will be postponed. Well school doesnt start till wensday so I might be able to actually sleep in, except I must get up early and check the newsletter and see if we actually have dance. Ah crap i screwed myself into a cornor this time! Whatever! Good morning killjoys!!!!
-Awkward Animation