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Nightmares Can Be Beutiful.

Why the hell do people copy me ???

They copy my sayings,my fashions and they even say they like thesame music even though they don't undersatand or listen to the lyrics.

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Under The Mask.......

I'm an actress we all are.
Like when we pretend to be okay when we're dying inside.
Or when we pretend to hear what someone is saying when actually you didn't hear a thing and because they're your crush you don't wanna look stupid.
It's part of everyday life some people say drama is rubbish and a waste of space it's not that's a lie.
I use drama to pretend to be happy,confident,loud and strong (emotionally)
But really I'm sad,shy,quiet and weak (emotionally)
We all need some drama in our lives like when we tell jokes we use facial expressions,big gestures and confidence and with out drama we wouldn'tbe able to lie,pretend or act and life would be very dull.

That's my random thought of the day I'm gonna go to sleep now or at least pretend to.

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!

aviiis "cyanide baby" wonderland

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Under The Mask.......

I'm an actress we all are.
Like when we pretend to be okay when we're dying inside.
Or when we pretend to hear what someone is saying when actually you didn't hear a thing and because they're your crush you don't wanna look stupid.
It's part of everyday life some people say drama is rubbish and a waste of space it's not that's a lie.
I use drama to pretend to be happy,confident,loud and strong (emotionally)
But really I'm sad,shy,quiet and weak (emotionally)
We all need some drama in our lives like when we tell jokes we use facial expressions,big gestures and confidence and with out drama we wouldn'tbe able to lie,pretend or act and life would be very dull.

That's my random thought of the day I'm gonna go to sleep now or at least pretend to.

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!

aviiis "cyanide baby" wonderland

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Viva La Vida Death And All His Friends Come Out To Play.

When people see me in the street sometimes they stare,I get weird looks at school and I don't even wear my colours there,I get weird looks sitting in the park and I get weird looks wherever I go the point of this is when life throws us lemons and death and all his friends come out to play we shouldn't cry and give in we should stand strong and fight the next time someone takes the jip just jeep on walking don't look back we are all going through a tough time right now KillJoy,S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W/ or whatever we are all suffering and ad Gerard said in this world there is as much beuty as there is brutality and ugliness right now but we have to find the beuty wether that be in the form of discovering true love or getting a puppy we have only got one shot at life so let's make it rock!!!!!!!

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!

aviiis "cyanide baby" wonderland

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Viva La Vida Death And All His Friends Come Out To Play.

When people see me in the street sometimes they stare,I get weird looks at school and I don't even wear my colours there,I get weird looks sitting in the park and I get weird looks wherever I go the point of this is when life throws us lemons and death and all his friends come out to play we shouldn't cry and give in we should stand strong and fight the next time someone takes the jip just jeep on walking don't look back we are all going through a tough time right now KillJoy,S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W/ or whatever we are all suffering and ad Gerard said in this world there is as much beuty as there is brutality and ugliness right now but we have to find the beuty wether that be in the form of discovering true love or getting a puppy we have only got one shot at life so let's make it rock!!!!!!!

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!

aviiis "cyanide baby" wonderland

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Viva La Vida Death And All His Friends Come Out To Play.

When people see me in the street sometimes they stare,I get weird looks at school and I don't even wear my colours there,I get weird looks sitting in the park and I get weird looks wherever I go the point of this is when life throws us lemons and death and all his friends come out to play we shouldn't cry and give in we should stand strong and fight the next time someone takes the jip just jeep on walking don't look back we are all going through a tough time right now KillJoy,S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W/ or whatever we are all suffering and ad Gerard said in this world there is as much beuty as there is brutality and ugliness right now but we have to find the beuty wether that be in the form of discovering true love or getting a puppy we have only got one shot at life so let's make it rock!!!!!!!

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!

aviiis "cyanide baby" wonderland

Snake
[ ] Physically, you are very flexible.
[x] You like to have power or take control in most situations.
[ ] You are a smooth talker.
[x] You lie a lot.
[x] You can stretch your mouth very wide.
[x] You intimidate most people.
[ ] Most people don't like you. (kinda)
[ ] Your favorite color is green.
[ ] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] You have more enemies than friends.
[x] You are cunning.
[x] You like to be alone
Total= 6

Bird
[x] You like to feel as free as possible.
[ ] Most people really like you.
[x] You are talkative.
[x] You feed the ducks when you go to the park.(not since I was 9 though)
[x] You have been on an airplane before.
[x] You would like to fly someday, airplane or not.
[x] Your favorite color is blue.(red,black,grey and blue to be exact)
[ ] People say that you have a great sense of direction in life.
[x] You have a lot of friends.
[ ] You have picked up a bird's feather and kept it for a long time.

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Boredom wWhat Else Can I Say???

I love Primal Scream my favourite songs by them have to be:

1)Suicide Sally And Johnny Guitar
2)Dolls (sweet Rock N Roll)
3)Country Girl

They are an alternative rock group with a country edge I love them !!!

I love loads of different bands and they all fall into different genres:

rock
punk rock
alternative
alternative rock
Metal
Metalcore
Heavy Grunge
and because I play in a brass band I guess you could say big band and jazz but that's the type of music I like.
I don't have a favourite song because I like so many bands but my favourite songs are definatly every single My Chem song they have ever performed,sang or written.
I want to be in a band I already write songs poems stories and you could say I'm an artist as a friend actually asked me for some of my work for her bedroom wall so that's cool.

What about you guys what music are you into and does anyonelse play in a brass band ???

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!

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:)I(:

*random post I hope you enjoy the randomness*

I made a smiley butterfly.

Today I sat down and I was wearing this awesome necklace that was a big star with loads of silver gems on the inside after about 2 hours (i almost fell asleep watching some rubbish on the telly) i noticed this awesome print on my arm left by the star XD

I'm special and so are you lovely people XD

have a nice day KillJoys

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!

aviiis "cyanide baby" wonderland

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Tell The World

I'm gonna tell the world some secrets that I need to get off my chest I'm not attention seeking it's just it's hard to keep it in for much longer.

I hate it when people treat me different because I'm a vegertarien ,my food techer never helps me try to come up with alternatives to meat it's so unfair she helps everyonelse but me and how the hell am I supposed to make meatballs if quorn mince dissintergrates in your hands ????

I am scared of getting old I don't want to age.

I had to see a mentor because I got depressed I don't see her anymore but I still get easily depressed and when I do it's hard to escape.

I have so many anxietys and my self esteem is so low I even thought about killing myself a few times.