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Crimson Red

This past summer I dyed my hair to the shade of Gerard's during the Danger Days era and I have to say it was epic as hell. I miss is, although I have to say it has its ups and downs, I'm seriously considering going back to red in a few summers because I loved it that much but I'm in the process of trying to go back to my natural blonde from the black. Hopefully I won't go bald on Saturday. So I guess a general update is in order since I've only really been watching the blogs for awhile and not posting. Anyways, I've hopefully broken my habit of falling and getting hurt, so I'm pushing my luck and trying to become a life guard because the Y here needs them and in November they can hire me which would be great. I'm also considering Volleyball, but that's quite a stretch for me. Anyways, I can't really think of anything else that's worth mentioning, I'm quite the dull person when I try to think of what to say in blogs so I guess I'll just blog more when I think of something.

TTYL -- B

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Hello

Hello all, yet again it has a been a long time since I've added a blog, I'm everyday but just feel like anything I have to say isn't important enough to bug you all with. So I'll just go back to my little corner now and stop bugging you all. -- B

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Long time

So it's been awhile. How have you all been? I've been...... Okay (ish?) Just figured I would break the ice with myself at this point and try to get back to blogging, so until next time. Ttyl -- B

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Pain

My left arm is in such severe pain right now I feel like crying. On Monday, I tripped UP the bleachers at the pep band game, and in order to save my bass, I grabbed it with my right arm and shot out my left arm out straight. Well that hurt so Tuesday morning I went to the school nurse, she ace wrapped and sent me on my way. so then today my gym teacher made me bowl, on i landed on top of my arm, again. So my Mom came and took me to the doctor, he didn't listen to a word I said of where the pain is. So he ordered an xray. we went to the hospital and I had to tell the technician that he didn't listen to me and ordered the wrong x ray. thank god SHE listened to me! Anyways, my left arm, THE ARM I WRITE WITH, is completely useless and it hurts so much I want to sob. I feel like I'm being a whinny little bitch, but I had to tell someone. -- B

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Out of the Loop.

http://en.mediamass.net/people/gerard-way/deathhoax.html

So I'm really out of the loop. I didn't even know this, but once you read it and scroll down farther, I think Gee has more rumors about him then all of Hollywood put together.

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Acceptance

I'm so glad my Mom has accepted me for me and I won't ever have to deal with this from her. . .

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Story

Hey ya'll, so I've been writing a story, well I'm aiming to make it a novel, so are any of you interested in reading it? (and as for names, I'd like to add this is NOT a fanfiction) Anyways, let me know in the comments.

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Vegetarians and Vegans

Okay, this kills me every time people mis these two up.
Vegetarians do not eat meat but they do eat animal products such as milk/cheese and eggs
Vegans however do not eat any animal products what so ever. So if all the "vegans" who by definition are vegetarians would stop wearing their asses for hats and use the correct terms I would be a very happy little girl.

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Telling it all

Good day all. So I've been thinking a lot lately, and you know. I'm lost. I act like I know what I want and that I like me. But in all reality I can only se myself as the lonely little girl who will never let anybody know how deeply she hurts. I'm always there for whoever I can be, I try to stay strong and be so many people's rock, or that single beam of light to keep them going. And at the end of the day, I feel used and empty. And when I'm down it feel like there's no one to be there for me like I am for them. So in all truth, I feel like Crying myself to sleep every night , but the tears will never fall. I silently (and secretly) pray every night that I won't live long enough to really see how alone I am. I'm the one you'll never see cry and you won't ever know until it's too late. So what do I do? Be my own support, but what do I do when the only one who hates me and tares me down, is me?

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Hostage to Ohio too easy

So the title prbablally doesn't make a whole lot of sense BUT in a moment it shall!
Hostage: I am currently holding the lovely Skylar's English folder as a hostage with the ransom of the promise to,plan a sleepover. I will accept IOUs
To Ohio: wave, the schools acappella group made it into the ICHSA competition, so Pitch Perfect high school addition. I'm so excited to go!
Too Easy: I feel really self centered saying this but my all my classes are way to easy and I can't concentrate because what takes me 5 minutes to learn takes the class 2 days. I really don't know what to do, but I don't think I can handle these classes be so easy.
Ttyl -- B