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Random Update

I can't really think of anything to blog about, so this'll more just be a collection of things that I randomly connected together.

I have the most amazing cousin ever. Well, technically she's my mums cousin but whatever. She's amazing. We both do this camping thing (It's called F.S.C, if anybody else does it WHAT CAMP ARE YOU GOING ON AND WHEN CAN WE MEET?!?!) along with my siblings, so it gives us something to talk about whenever she visits, and she's got these two six year old kids who are the cutest things ever (unfortunately, they're not here - my cousins come to visit because she's in London for work, so the kids and her partner are back where she came from), and she's really immature in a good way, and she bought me a load of soya yogurts and different flavour tofu's! So yeah, she's amazing.

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Ranty Rant Rant Rant

Ok, so apparently people now think that they have the right to follow me and my friends home, insulting us and spoiling for a fight. They think they have the right to scream at us that we should read the bible, and that we are spawn of the devil. They think they have this right because two of us are wicca and because we all dare to atchually, you know, be who we want to be. You want to know the worst thing? We can't tell any teachers, because they just assume that we started it, because we're the freaks, so OBVIOUSLY we started it. I guess I must just resign myself to a school life of being bullied, hope I manage to make my way through it without killing myself, and turn up my music extra loud to block out the nasty little thoughts in my head.

~~~ End rant

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CF: Part 3

(Gerard's POV)

I need a drink. Badly. I can feel the horrors of depression creeping back, the little demons sneaking into my head to inform me the numbness I've felt today will son be replaced by crushing misery, and I need a fucking drink. Unfortunately, Eliza is stopping me from getting one.
"Ge, you drank a ton last night, so don't give yourself a hangover for tomorrow morning as well, ok?" she says, sounding unusually reasonable for someone who's just locked her boyfriend in his flat and is refusing to release him.
"So what if I drank a lot last night? I mean, since when is it your job to control my life? You're a fucking druggie, you can't talk about controlling your addictions."
Eliza gave an irritated sigh, as if I was an annoying child who had just behaved completely idiotically.
"I'm not addicted to the drugs I use. And it's nobodies job to control your life, but your drinking is making you miserable."

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I Know You'll Hate Me But I Still Can't Resist...

1. YOUR REAL NAME: Alicia (Said Ali-sha)

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle): Alizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fave color and fave animal): Royal Blue Wolf

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (The first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of your mom's maiden name) Leralrea

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink) Pink Ginger Beer

6. YOUR ARAB NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of your siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name) Lricgna

7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's middle name): Ann

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets): Black Stanley. (Amazing)

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Great Night Last Night

Ok, so my parents went to a friends wedding (It's a mini love story right there - My friends dad has MS and he really wanted to marry his girlfriend but he didn't want to propose because before long he'll be in a wheelchair and he didn't want her to be stuck looking after him for the rest of her life, and realizing this she proposed to him, to prove that she didn't care! <3) last night and left me, my friend, my sister and her boyfriend alone in the house (My brother was at a friends until like 10). So what did we do? Mattress surfing! It wasn't the best surfing I've ever done (My old house had this huge flight of stairs we could do it on, but this one has a load of short flights) but it was still great fun! We put my sisters massive beanbag at the bottom of the stairs and started jumping on it, and my brother came home and got stuck underneath it (No idea why...). Also, I dyed my hair dark brown.

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Chapter One of CF (Continued)

(Eliza's POV)

"That coffee for Frank?" I ask, nodding at it.
"Yeah. He realized I took some E last night, so I'm gonna try and butter him up so he doesn't get to pissed with me"
"He'll be to hungover to get angry. Still, it's a nice gesture."
"You don't know Frank well, obviously. A hangover isn't going to stop him where me and self-destruction are concerned. Why can't he just let me be?"
"Because you're killing yourself?"
"As are you and Elena, and you don't see him constantly going on about you guys!"
"Well, firstly, you're his girlfriend, so he has the right to rant at you. If he tried it on me, Gee would start shouting at him, and come on, even Frank doesn't have the heart to shout at Elena. And, more importantly, you're killing yourself because you hate yourself, whilst me and Elena are doing it for fun."
"It's the same thing, you guys just repress your depression. You only want to kill yourselves on a subconscious level."
"Whatever. Go give Frank his coffee."

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Chapter One of CF (Crappy Fanfic)

(Eliza's POV)

Hangovers and memories, a special wake up gift to make me curse the past in all its forms. The moment of panic when I think I'm still in England hits first, then the pain of the headache, and finally the knowledge I'm insane. Luckily, the usual insecurities that come with the realization I'm crazy don't strike today, not yet at least, as the headache is to overwhelming. I heave myself out of bed and stumble over to the pill cabinet, grabbing a couple of aspirin as Gerard slowly wakes. He's in worse condition than me, lying on the floor with a feather boa round his neck. I should let Elena host the next party, I would end up destroying our flat at this rate. Besides, we'd already had two letters of complaint from the landlord about the noise. Gerard's usual reaction was to drink away the worry, but now I was trying to limit the amount of alcohol he consumed we had to start taking care not to get kicked out.

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Crappy Fanfic Coming Up...

So, I'm gonna write a fanfic. And it's gonna be crap, because all my stories are, but I don't care. And yes, I am going to publish it here because, apparently, I like humiliating myself. Also, the MCRmy is to nice to be straight out rude, unlike the siblings who would end up finding it if I wrote and saved it on word. And yes, it will be full of mary-sues and gary-stues and whatnot, and it will be blatently self-insert, but don't worry, you don't have to read it. And if you do, feel free to giggle, as it IS there for your entertainment.


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[] You've never done drugs.
[ ] You have a lot of friends.
[ ] You get along with everyone.
[ ] You love soccer.
[x You love baseball.
[x] You're into writing and art.
[x] Favorite music genre is rock.
[ ] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory.
[] One of your favorite colors is red or gold.
[x] Good grades at school.
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie.
[x] You plan on going to college/a school.

[ ] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[] Politics suck.
[ ] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome.
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing.
[ ] You're an optimist.
[x] You're very emotional.
[ ] You haven't made fun of anyone this month.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship.

[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.

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Wow, I Can Be a Bitch Sometimes, Can't I?

Nothing like looking back at something your wrote when your angry to put things in perspective...

Guys, I apologize for my rant earlier. I guess I just got pissed off and my immature side came out! Thank you all for being honest enough to make me see sense :)

So, this is just a quick post to let you all know I have returned to my senses and will try to avoid going online when I'm angry in the future!