AngryBird Killjoy's blog Syndicate content

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

Is it best?

Is it best for me to have loved then not loved at all?...Was it worth losing the one I trusted in an instint?...all because I was blind to see the lie that was infront of my face. I am only 16 an I know that I am still young for love but I should atleast have that high school romance. I don't understand whats wrong with me. I only blame myself cause I know I am not worthy of love. I know thats the last thing thats going to happen to me. *sigh* might as well keep putting on a fake smile that I have been pulling off for years...when summer comes I will think of ways to leave this earth. I know I am worthless here so why the fuck stay right? Hehe...^_^' (I have no life at all)

~FakeSmiles

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

U dont hav 2 read this I just hav 2 post this to save my stuff.

Chapter 1: The Day We Crossed Paths
The wind in my hair, the sound of my black Suzuki with grey and red stripes running on the road through the desert. I knew that this journey wouldn't be easy, but it was worth it. On my way to my destonation (which is almost 6,000 miles away) I start to slow down. My bike's engine was smoking. I knew that I was far from the nearest gas station. As a looked down both sides of the road a see something that appears to be a dot. Then as the object got closer it turned out to be a dirty Trans-am with a picture of a spider on an American flag on the hood. The car stops beside me and four guys step out of the car.

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

Tired -_- lol

So i been playing this MMORPG and i got my cuzin in2 it 2. we spent hours leveling up our avatars and then we got tired lol x3 it wuz fun tho :3 well ima txt my bf :)

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

Happy Bday Bandit

Ik im a bit late on saying it but ive been trying 2 recover my brain...especially since last night i wasted 4 hours of my life waiting for the real toonami to make its apparence on cartoon network. Half my brain is fried. Anyways, happy bday to Bandit :D wait til shes 16 x3 boy is gerard gunna hav a heart attack when she gets her 1st bf x3

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

So bored so i did this lol

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Get Crazy - LMFAO, Boyfriend Number 2 - Pleasure P, Helena - MCR, Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - MCR, Bangarang -Skrillex, Party Poison - MCR

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Gerard Way or Rob Dyrdek a bit hard 2 choose ^-^'

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
If you have to die over such a lie then so be it...but the legacy of my brother will live on until every human on this planet learns his name by heart.

4) What do you think about most?
Art

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
Ima jump into the pool for a bit and then get ready to see you ;) imy and ilu

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
No pants, just a shirt my underwear and socks lol

7) What's your strangest talent?
Impressions

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

So bored so i did this lol

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Get Crazy - LMFAO, Boyfriend Number 2 - Pleasure P, Helena - MCR, Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - MCR, Bangarang -Skrillex, Party Poison - MCR

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Gerard Way or Rob Dyrdek a bit hard 2 choose ^-^'

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
If you have to die over such a lie then so be it...but the legacy of my brother will live on until every human on this planet learns his name by heart.

4) What do you think about most?
Art

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
Ima jump into the pool for a bit and then get ready to see you ;) imy and ilu

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
No pants, just a shirt my underwear and socks lol

7) What's your strangest talent?
Impressions

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

Wt I look like now.

When I was a kid, I was fat, ugly, hairy(i had a bushy unibrow and a small mustache), nerdy glasses, and a very low self esteem. I was bullied everyday on how I looked...I still do. But I realized that I dont care anymore. I dress how I wanna, I listen to wt I wanna, and most importantly, Im with who I wanna be. Yup...im dating my best friend and for some reason it feels great. He helps me thru w.e and i do admit that I bitch alot and i still cant believe he puts up with it lol jk. I still have those moments where I just wanna put a bullet thru my head. I wanna actually do that right now but 1) im too lazy and 2) I dnt hav a gun. Im not gunna say everything thats going on n my life so yea. Latr Killjoys/MCRmy

~FakeSmilez Killjoy

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

Am I a bad person?

I dont understand why god is joking with my life. When ever I find something or someone I never want to lose, god takes it away. Its true...theres no one who can change my mind about it. I try to help everone else with there problems but when it comes to me...no one helps me...only one friend helps me and she has been there from me since i met her. I want to cry every second of my life but I hide my feelings...I dont ever let it out. I have so many secrets that I havent even told my mother...I want to just grab a rope and end it. Its a battle everyday for me just to stay sane. I can tell that god is playing me like a puppet for his entertainment...I wouldn't be surprised if I died later today in some random car accident or something. No one gives a shit anyways...why am I even blogging this?...

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

Well today was intresting ^_^'

Today in school I got into a fight with my ex from last year...he didn't touch me abut i did get to punch him square in the face and break his glasses but...now I have ISS for standing up for myself and all women -_- I always get introuble when doing good...fml! lol but its w.e ;) Im just happy hes bleeding ^-^

AngryBird Killjoy's picture

Suggestions? :)

So I decided that I will sing a random song...but I need help picking which. Comment and suggest which song and the one that people keep recomending will be the one I sing :3 so comment away x3