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My Adrenaline Is Pumping Non-Stop

Last night at home I was so depressed. I've been stuck at home with nothing fun todo. So instead of continuing to stay home I snuck out through my window (and let me just say I fell on my face...I didn't know the window was so high up. Its been a while so I forgot lol.) and decided to run to my ex's house since he wouldn't stop begging me. Idk why I went. If I was the saine person I was before meeting him then I probably wouldn't have gone, but I did. Let me just say his room was smaller than mines but his bed was so comfortable I fell asleep on it after we watched a movie called Halloween 2! I've seen that movie so many times and I never get tired of it ^-^ but he on the other hand was scared shitless -_- I was close 2 spending the nite but I had 2 run home becuz my brother texted me saying that he was on his way home from the club. My house isn't that far from my ex's but it would take me 10mins to get there just by walking.

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The Holidays

I just spent my holidays alone...my ex bf came over so im guessing he still cares about me :) Idk y but ive had this feeling that he regrets breaking up with me. I mean we always had fun...plus I never did anything to hurt him and I always made his day...but since hes coming over again tonight to play Black Ops 2 i guess ill just stay quiet. Wish me luck

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I should have been smart about it....

I can officially say that I have lost respect...after wt we have been thru he leaves me...he got wt he wanted and I fell for it. I should have known that he wanted to be the 1st just to feel awesome but u knw wt fuck him. Fuck every1. Im just gunna go bk 2 doing wt made me happy even when I was single. Getting blasted, being stupid with my friends, gettng in2 trouble, maybe getting in2 over night jail a few times lol. It just doesnt matter anymore. The last bit of faith I had for the world just blew up in my face so in return I say "If you wanna kill me then go ahead, I will live the little bit of life I have left to the fullest and no one can stop me." Im done with love, im done with trust for any1, and im especially done with hope so im gunna just do w.e. Ima just go out and get wasted like before. Good thing Im not paying lol.

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Even tho I'm in physics......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY/HALLOWEEN FRANKIE!!!!!!!!!!!

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Why...just why? T~T

So I got caught sneaking my bf in twice by my bro....im afraid 2 go 4 a third time...like hes been in my room 9times already but i dnt want my bro 2 kill him u knw...UGH! It sux being 17 and having no freedom or voice in my own house....not to mention i have no privacy....I already talked 2 my aunt and she agreed to help me find a house after I turn 18 :3 yay! xD of course Its gunna have 2 b by her tho lol. She is the only family member that actually gives 2 shits about me and im glad shes my aunt :) well lets c if I can once again be successful in sneaking my bf in my room ^_^' hopefully he doesnt get caught sneaking in thru my window -_- hes a bit of an idiot but i like it :)

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Uh :/

Well I got caught :/...oh well ^-^ idc anymore :) Im almost 18 so im just gunna do w.e i want. If it means getting kicked out then so be it. I have a few places I can go lol. I just dont care about my so called life anymore. Y should I care? No one else does. Not even my own family so im just gunna do w.e I want and no1 can tell me I cant. Woooooooooooooh! xD

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It was worth it :)

So on my last blog, I mentioned how my mom doesnt give me any freedom. Well I made myself some freedom. I used 2 sneek out every night to waste my life getting high and drunk. Right now im only 17...but after I got caught 2 years ago I stopped and now im back to my old ways...not the drinking and getting high but the sneeking out...actually more like sneaking someone in ;). On the day of my bf and I's anniversary I decided "Y not let him in this one time?" So I did and omgoodness was it worth it ^-^ we spent the night talking and we told each other everything. I new we had alot in common but i didnt know we had this much in common :D I dont even care if I get in trouble :) hes perfect ^-^ he even came last night when I least expected it and helped me feel a bit better since I was sick :) I have never felt so happy before.

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No Freedom 4 me.

WTF! I have no freedom wt so ever! Im aparently forbidden 2 c my bf cuz my mom doesnt like my bf all cuz hes not a full puerto rican....omg...im so close 2 just leaving and never coming bk 2 my house. I cant take it! being in that house gets me really depressed and I try not to be home. I would always go 2 the park with my bro and my bf but now I cant cuz she forbids me from that 2. I swear, if I was already 18 I wuld move out asap. I cant take it anymore. How am I supposed 2 experience the real world when Im trapped in my own home!? Ugh! I will get out...just 8 more months. I have 2 hang in there....wish me luck.

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It Happens

Im just going todo w.e cuz im getting sick and tired of this drama @ my house...luckily I get to go to the park with my bf and we can finally relax and have fun. Then if my parents arent home we are gunna watch 30 minutes or Less. Ive seen it so many times but its the 1st time he sees it. It shuld b fun since he has the most cutest laugh ever ^-^ Ima just do me and go with the flow. Its a good thing i have him and my brother on my side :) I look @ us now and I think "wow...I cant believe I met someone that has so much in common with me and knows how and am and still wants to be with me." Well it happens ;D

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OMG! HOW COULD THAT DOG LIVE!

Holy shit! Omg! This morning in front of my bus stop I saw a dog get hit by a pick-up truck and the son of a bitch got up and walked away like nothing! I heard bones crack when it happened. I don't know how the driver didn't see him! Then he wuz so close 2 getting hit by the bus but luckily he didnt! THAT DOG IS A MIRACLE! Que dios lo sigue bendiciendo. God bless him.