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Happy birthday Gerard :) Lots of love to you And your family :)

Who knew MCR would end it so soon? I understand that they have been making music for quite a while but...they are the reason I even listen to rock! Not only that but their music inspired me to find my true passion for.art! Without them...I wouldn't even be here to day. Everyday I listen to all the songs that they made. From old to knew, from sad to kick ass...I never expected it to end...I know that its not easy to be in a band but...well...all I am trying to say is...My Chemical Romance is my life...no...a religion that I can follow. I feel like comfortable and confident when listening to their music. Shit! They helped me when I was eing bullied in elementary all the way until now! As I lay here with tears running down my cheek, I just know...that someday...they will be back...I pray that I can atleast show my future kids the last bit of amazing music that this world had to offer. I love MCR and I will forever be greatful for the sanity you have given me in my toughest moments.

Every year its the same shit, go 2 school,get ignored by my friends cuz their with their bf/gf, feel alone cuz none of them wanna talk 2 me, go home, then cry myself 2 sleep and hope for a miracle...id rather just stay home thursday but i cant...

So I'm watching the walking dead marathon anyone else watching?

So recently i got an Android phone so now i can b updated about alt of things. Anyways...last nite i was pretty much trying to survive. I was at my exs house watching a movie and his mom came in and ended up calling the cops on me.its a good thing that i was wearing all black, fast and small our else i wuld hav been in jail for trespassing. After that long ass game of hide n seek i wuz finally able to go home around 5am. It wuz a good thing thatthat wuz the first time i met his mom lol...but yea. My mom is still being a total bitch 2 me, my bro is still stupid as always...btw can anyone tell me wt happened wit Mikey? Like i heard that he did something bad.I'm sorry if I'm not suppose 2 talk about it. I just hasn't been on in a long time. Plz and thank you.

Valentines day is only 9 days away...my "friends and family" are acting rlly strange .-. My bf has been acting distant...wtf is going on? Am i gunna b completely alone for valentines day oncr again? Theres something going on that i dnt knw about...hmm...

I cant take the stress anymore. I wish I could tell my family but I know that only bad things will happen if i do! I am 17, I drink, I would get high, I am bi, Im dating an older guy, I have had sex with my ex(he was the one i lost it too), and I sometimes cut! THERE I SAID IT! You guys are the only ones I can tell cause none of you know me...

Who am I? I dont know anymore...I lost myself...Its like I never even knew the person I used to be...Whats happening to me?

So my parents decided to drag me out to a place full of old people -_-...i planned on sneaking out once again but I don't think I will be able to. My ex wants me to go over again but at the sametime my friend wants me to hang out with her tonight...UGH! Idk wtf 2 do! Dx....help :s

Last night at home I was so depressed. I've been stuck at home with nothing fun todo. So instead of continuing to stay home I snuck out through my window (and let me just say I fell on my face...I didn't know the window was so high up. Its been a while so I forgot lol.) and decided to run to my ex's house since he wouldn't stop begging me. Idk why I went. If I was the saine person I was before meeting him then I probably wouldn't have gone, but I did. Let me just say his room was smaller than mines but his bed was so comfortable I fell asleep on it after we watched a movie called Halloween 2! I've seen that movie so many times and I never get tired of it ^-^ but he on the other hand was scared shitless -_- I was close 2 spending the nite but I had 2 run home becuz my brother texted me saying that he was on his way home from the club. My house isn't that far from my ex's but it would take me 10mins to get there just by walking.